The Revolution
Roland Michel Tremblay
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The Revolution
Summary
Bringing you over to the universe
I’ll make you believe anything!
Make public opinion matter again
We must have faith in ourselves
You must be Republican,
you need to be cured
Just about ready to release the bomb
Brace yourself, it is racism
you’re guilty of
So suddenly we lose everything
When the destiny of the world depends
upon one man
Your breasts are suffocating me!
It’s got to come out like a gun shot
The world needs protection from
governments
Only you has ever been guilty of anything
It’s all over,
I’m being arrested
Always you must involve the police!
Everything is a consequence of
your own doing
All the world needs is a disgusting
American hotdog
You are my pillar into this reality
We need all the freedom in the world
Doctor,
you will never understand our neurosis
Alert all governments! We’re about to think about
something
The sleepy masses about to wake up
You’ll see what that fucking
Paki can do
And the world comes crashing down
I’m gonna
call the riot of the century!
Conscience stricken whistle-blower
unpatriotic traitor spit and prison
What I would not do for a good fuck
up the arse from my government
Plastic is all that will remain of this
world
I
feel like throwing myself under a Caterpillar D9R armoured Israeli bulldozer in
Gaza
What sort of sycophant are you?
The cry of a whole new generation
The day my indictment is being read in Court
Self-Righteous Religious Zealot
Old Britannia now belongs to the world
We only need one enemy to bring about our
downfall
If we were as spineless as you are
the world would collapse
Must we become evil to fight evil?
It took World War Three to bring
us back together
We must give meaning to our
existence!
Don’t even think to fill the void
of power!
We will fight you to our dying
breath!
We’re electrified and we can’t
calm down!
How can someone so childish
project such an image of wisdom?
We have no leaders,
all is lost!
As long as you self-annihilate fast
enough to save us all
Humanity could never have been great
or achieve anything
I wish I could have been anyone
else
Leaving behind the fake citizen
status
So a new world can finally emerge
Oh God, I wish it was that easy to rise above it
Rich and successful women know how to bring a
hard on even on gay men
Desperate times calls for new
thinking
You can still change the world
The devolution of the human race
Such scheming mind should be
rich by now
We won’t be sold another cheap crucified
Jesus Christ story
How can we corrupt such young
clever minds?
Just in the right mood for you
Oh why oh why must I marry that loser?
Early
birds are all suckers to the man
I cannot live in god’s country
I will revolutionise everything!
A lifetime of failures and
mediocrity
If only we weren’t so afraid of
change
It is up to you to change the
world
It doesn’t matter, I exist out of time
There is no threshold to insanity
We cannot speak,
hear our plea!
As an individual you are the most
powerful person there is
None of you deserve to hear the
truth
The secret of keeping people happy
the world over
Any saviour has always been but a cancer cell
Not one of them had the guts to speak
You’re only as effective as
your last extreme outburst
I have a deep need to save your
soul
The night is still so very young
There will be a war that we
cannot survive
We as humanity we have arrived
We will bring humanity into the next cycle of
history
The Revolution
Oh right, you want to produce in people
So many emotions, so much response
To gather the millions
To worship anything at the altar of coolness
So cold then it must be
As there is only one way
To bring up such a response from the masses
It is genius only as long as it is fake
I’m gonna make you cry
I’m gonna change you in no uncertain terms
I’m gonna be the voice of a whole new generation
For as long as I can fake it
Faking it all
So artificial a process
You will cry till you drop dead
So some others can cash in millions
Don’t you ever burst your own bubble
The very one you constructed for so long so long ago
Don’t kid yourself you are the very definition of fake
It was the only way to reach so far out into the world
Do not question this for even a minute
Just get on, just go on faking it
Or we will celebrate your doomsday
The very day you die
Don’t lie to yourself
You knew what you were doing
You knew it was the only way to gain such momentum
You just didn’t know then how to exploit it
No one ever wrote a successful love song
Without writing it completely stoned cold
No one ever reached mainstream stardom
Without planning such a success to a T
With a whole marketing machine to back it up
It is genius only as long as it is fake
As only fake stuff is worth promoting
Cold beyond belief, so everyone’s eyes will pop out
So don’t stop
Don’t stop taking yourself seriously
Go on faking it for posterity
As it is the only way to be heard
The only way to reach out globally
And find a way to still get out there
What you really feel must be said
What you really feel can make a difference
Just find a way to still
Not fake it
Whilst faking it
So this world will be a better one
We’re all desperate for an escape
To escape this unbearable reality
It is genius only as long as it is fake
So go on faking it!
My brain has been recycled
My own dick is made of recycled materials
I am 100% new born recycled bullshit
A born again Christian
Everything must be recycled
That last little bit of paper
That little thingy of plastic
That last worthless diamond
In a world overwhelmed with diamonds
Fake, synthetic or otherwise
Everything must be recycled
When I say everything I mean everything
That last word, that last verse
That brain cell of yours
Yes, even your brain must be recycled
The last atom composing your decomposing body
The very last electron of your reproductive organs
The very Bible
Everything must be recycled again and again
My brain has been recycled!
My own dick is made of recycled materials!
I am 100% new born recycled bullshit!
A born again Christian!
Same nightmare played as a rerun backward
It could last for an eternity
I must put a stop to that
About a few years until it ends up polluting our dead
beaches
Full of un-recycled plastic and worthless ideas
I’ve got Christ all packed up in a plastic bottle
Ready for the masses
Jesus Christ version 3.0, all ready for Vatican 3
Like a criminal Pope in his recycled pope mobile
Everything must be recycled
I want to recycle everything!
As if I was born diseased
Brain dead
I want to recycle politics
I want to recycle religions
I want to recycle the corporate world
I must recycle the media
I will recycle you
Into something presentable
Something acceptable
Something I could show my grandmother
And be proud of
I want to recycle the whole humanity
Something I could show an alien race
And be proud of
Everything must be recycled
Don’t talk to me about traditions
Don’t talk to me about values
Don’t tell me about your cherished family values
You hypocrite liar who never acted or believed in any of
it
Just like a Republican
Just like any American President
Living a complete lie and telling me I should die
You will be recycled
Into something else
You will shut up
And become something else
So my grandmother can be proud
So aliens can be proud
Everyone must be recycled
Even Jesus Christ
Even God
Even you
Everyone will be recycled
Into something else
We’ll just have to hope
We won’t be recycled into something worse
It all depends on you
It all depends on how gullible you are
Just go on with your life
And forget about religion
Or you will be recycled again and again
Bringing you over to the Universe
I will take you over
I will take over the world
And bring you somewhere else
And bring you over to the universe
I’ve lost all identity
I’m a poor man
I mean nothing
Born nowhere
In between two masters
I just feel like
I just feel like exploding upon the world!
Why should I
Why should I be nothing
Why be nothing when
When I
When I could be
When I could take over
When I could take over the world!
Why limit myself to nowhere
When I could save the world?
As I will take the world by storm
As I am all that you have been waiting for
I am all that will take over your universe
I am so powerful, I
can change everyone
I will change you forever!
As I am a man from no man’s land
And this is what we do
Change your whole mind
And bring you somewhere else
Open your eyes to the new world!
I will bring you there
All the way across the universe!
I am just about anything right now that I feel
I am from no man’s land
I answer to no master
I am my own master
Radical way of life
Against all that there is
Brace yourself!
I will take you over!
I will take over the world!
And bring you somewhere else!
And bring you over to the universe!
I can’t bear you anymore
You certainly suck all life out of me
Fuck do I pretend to be happy and alive
When all I want
Is to go asleep forever
Go to sleep and never wake up
Tonight I feel suicidal
Wouldn’t take much for me to never wake up
One bottle too many
And that’s it
Gone forever
Oh, I so wish sometimes it would be that easy
I don’t care!
I cannot listen anymore to anything!
Why don’t you just shut up!
Don’t you understand where I am?
I cannot bear it anymore
So many lies and so much bullshit
You suck all life out of me
I cannot continue like this
All my dreams
Never come to fruition
Never achieving anything
I might as well be dead
Because even achieving one’s dreams
Is meaningless
Tonight I feel suicidal
Better go to bed
And wake up tomorrow morning
To another depressing rainy day all over London
London is the one thing that kept me alive all these
years
But now even London cannot save me
I would need the other side of the universe to sustain
me
One bottle too many
This is all this is
Better go to bed and wake up tomorrow morning
For yet another miserable day
Of a miserable existence
All over London
We have been so blind
It is amazing we have
achieved so much
But now we can achieve much
more
We might even save this
dying world
When fear of what is new goes away
When objectivity will let us consider everything
When suddenly we are desperate enough
To consider every last idea on earth
Suddenly we will see
That everything has been thought of
All ideas already exist
There’s nothing new under the sun
Just take a step back
Just open your mind
No new age stuff
Just science
It is magical
There is only one thing
That needs to be considered
Everything is constantly expanding
Such revolutionary ideas
Belong to the history books
This is making history
Just open your mind
We have been so blind
It is amazing we have
achieved so much
But now we can achieve much
more
We might even save this
dying world
I’ll make you believe anything!
Worth being a freaking big sponge
Sponging everything on its way to heaven
Gobbling it all up
Until we’re ready to spit it all back
I must stop myself from saying any more
Because next I might just state the worst things ever
There’s no stopping me
I can make you believe anything
Are you so damn brainless?
Don’t you actually have a life of your own?
I hate marketing or propaganda, same thing
How easy it is to shove it up all down your throat
A brainless nation is all we have
As a consequence of mindless infrastructures
About how we go about thinking for ourselves
A nation of parrots is all we ever had
It is so easy to manipulate all those media and the
masses
Tomorrow morning I can create a crisis just about anywhere
Filled with inconsistencies and lies
And yet it will be worldwide news
All those copycats repeating ad
nauseam
All that they receive from the government
Wake up!
No way to go about building a new world!
So easy it is to manipulate a whole nation
That even I who is nothing succeeds big time at it
It’s your fault, you
just can’t investigate further
You just can’t be bold and express your own opinions
I’m truly disappointed with the world
Next I’ll claim to have been the sexual partner of
Margaret Thatcher
And trust me, you will believe it
I must stop myself from saying any more
This world is too gullible
This world is being manipulated too well
This world is too well trained to believe everything it
hears
I must stop myself from saying any more
Cos I just can’t control myself
I will tell you just about whatever
And I’ll make you believe anything
It is one thing to be censored
It is another to censor yourself
Oh for so many years I have stopped myself
From stating it raw, well no longer
I don’t care!
I don’t care anymore!
Oh, have I hurt your petty feelings?
All that you thought you were about but never was?
Fuck you!
Yeah, go fuck yourself!
Does that disturb you?
My God, you have no idea
I will no longer censor myself
I don’t know why I did for so long
Was I afraid of death?
Me, a suicidal being who ever only wished for death?
This world is so ugly
Everyone within it is already dead
I wouldn’t mind a global genocide right now
If God has any mercy upon his soul and us all
So much potential this world has
So much potential that goes to waste
Might as well drink myself to death
And tell the world the whole truth
No longer censor yourself
Cos you’ll just wake up in a few years
Discovering the world has gone to hell
And no one prevented it
If I ever think again
Of not saying what one must say
If ever again I don’t speak out loud
I deserve everything that I get
I don’t know how, I don’t know why
I censored myself for so many years
But no longer will I ever do so
No matter the consequences
No longer censor yourself!
State it raw!
State the truth!
No matter the consequences!
Make public opinion matter again!
Something must jump start you into action
Anger is most likely what it will be
And in this burst of anger
You establish all future foundations of the world
When in the heat of the moment you write something
enflamed
Send it worldwide instantly without thinking of
consequences
And the next day you feel sick: My God! What have I
done!
I tell you, you’re on the right track, you’re on the edge of everything
And once you’ve done it once, and twice, and trice
And get successful and rich beyond belief
You must remember that you have a duty to your origins
Never lose your edge
This primal urge to denounce everything
To shout all that you feel deep down inside
To bring about a world to its knees
By changing just about everything…
Don’t lose your edge!
As we are defined by it
As we exist by it
It establishes all future foundations of the world!
The form it takes doesn’t matter
Sex, peace, love, freedom, happiness, abundance, drugs,
insanity
It must come out all at once!
It must be heard all over the world!
A world in waiting is desperate
To live it
To follow such a cry to live, to exist!
And change everything in its path
I am telling you
In this world today you have no rights
You have no freedom
Ah! Do wake up!
Public opinion no longer matters
You are being sacrificed
No one ever cared for you
You don’t even care for yourself
Or else! Or else you would be jump started
You would shout to the world
All your pain and suffering
You would mean something, you
would have an edge
Short of buying a gun and start shooting
To be heard
There is art
To express yourself
One does not have to be extreme
But one must say something
Vent all the anger and emotions
One must survive
This world is not about love and freedom
It is about pettiness, hate and taking everything you
have
This world is about war
Only you can change that
The most basic human rights are all gone!
They never even materialised!
Is this what democracy has all been about?
There’s never been any democracy!
This world has never been free
You have never been free
It might explain your need to express anger
This is power!
Shut up, I’m not in the mood
So easily you could change the world
Just do it! Just express yourself!
And make public opinion matter again!
And never lose your edge
I cannot believe I was so unwise
To write this down
And send it on its way worldwide
When I could have been saying something else
You don’t understand how hard it is
To state anything in this world
It makes you ill, it
simply kills you
As you risk everything every time
There are consequences
You lose your job, you’re
facing deportation
You have to hide behind just about anything
You can no longer state your own name
As if all I had ever built in my life
Was so shameful
That my only desire was now to disappear
Erasing myself from history
I have been threatened, I
received death threats
I must call my mum in despair
Mummy, protect your son from this insanity!
I only talked about human rights and freedom after all
I’m doing something wrong
I’m on the wrong path
I should be happy by now
I should be shining happiness and love
I’m doing something wrong
Because whatever I say is simply killing me
And must therefore be killing the world
What I say must bring happiness and life
For many years now I wanted to change
I will change
My message will become a positive one
My message will only be of peace and love
I must change my frame of mind
I must only see the positive side of everything
And the world must change with me
We must only think positive, of love and life
I must never again write something
So significant and yet so destructive
Because what we feel and what we think
Becomes our reality and our
world
Attrition
Oh my God! What have I done?
Talking negative can only bring negativity to the world
I must speak only of love, peace, freedom and happiness
Attrition!
So much anger within me!
So blind I have been!
I can see clearly now
Attrition!
I’m reaching the last stages of death
I must be re-born
Into something else
I can no longer afford
To think something that is not constructive
I must only think and state creativity
As each one of us only but create what we think
I can no longer afford
To think so wildly
And spread such wilderness around
I must write my own Bible and become Jesus Christ
I feel such peace within me
Now that I am directly connected to God
And angels filled with love all surrounding me
I’m ready for the asylum
Oh my God! What have I done?
We must have faith in ourselves
I understand it is now offensive to be a man
I’ve been a feminist for so long
I’m no longer sure of my gender
I am but a man
I have no faith in anything or anyone
Not even in humankind
It must be wonderful to have faith
It makes you so strong
Nothing could ever reach you
I’ve seen people of faith cross oceans
Have an answer to everything
Being out of anyone’s influence
It must be wonderful to have faith, to believe in
something
I’m so disillusioned, I’m ready
to give up
Quantum mechanics is not a god, science
is no religion
It is snowing tonight in London
It snows only once a year in London
And some years it does not snow at all
I must keep faith
That it will snow again
I must keep faith in something
Life has become such a mind loop
Life is such a nightmare
I despair
It must be wonderful to have faith
Into something else
Something higher than oneself
I will never have faith in anything
I will never believe in anything
I can only believe in myself
This is why I must believe in being moral and ethical
I must believe we can all love each other
I must believe in humanity
It must be wonderful!
It can be wonderful!
But one must remain free!
It must be wonderful to have faith
To feel so strong and armed with answers
And yet, we can have faith in different ways
There is hope for people without faith
There is more hope in achieving something without faith
Because our faith then must depend on humanity alone
I am but a man
We are but humanity
We must have faith in ourselves
You must be Republican, you need to be cured
I’m on a sexual high
If that means anything to you, my dear, have a nice cup
of tea
I too see God just about everywhere
I too see Jesus’ face in my scrambled eggs every morning
Someone needs to take you
And shake you
And slap you in the face until you…
Wake up!
Brainwashing won’t do!
What they have told you is but a lie!
You are stronger than that!
Wake up!
You’re probably a deep Republican
For that alone you need to be hidden
It will be a long way to psychological recovery
Wake up!
Enrol into the army
Go and kill a few more Muslims
If that makes you feel any better
Jesus’ lost babies of the Great Lord will be saved
forever
Christians all over the world!
For all these unwanted Christian US babies!
I have the ultimate answer!
Head for Pakistan or Iran and become suicide bombers!
Here’s a methylenedioxymethamphetamine
pill
Take it! Eat it!
Now I can see all!
I can see and understand all of Christianity!
Christians the world over
We are the sons of the only and true God
We know we have the ultimate truth
All the rest must die!
You must be Republican
You need to be cured
You were brainwashed, it will be a long recovery
Wake up!
Just
about ready to release the bomb
Stop!
Consider what you are doing very carefully
Think again, and again, and again
Just about ready to release the bomb
I don’t think, I never thought, my God!
You just don’t have any brain
There’s just no way to make you understand
Just about ready to release the bomb
You thought you were so clever
So many certainties, so much insecurity
So many analyses, so much micro-management
Just about ready to release the bomb
Very likely it will hurt me more than it will hurt you
You do not leave me any other option, fenced to the wall
Oh! It will be messy! And the consequences…
Just about ready to release the bomb
I had such high hopes!
Like living a dream within a can
I thought everything was so perfect
Just about ready to release the bomb
Pushed to such limit, I entertain ideas of revenge
Causing as much damage as I can
I’ll have the whole world upside down
Just about ready to release the bomb
It’s always the same story, the same history
We’re all so petty, human small mindedness
We just never learn
Just about ready to release the bomb!
Tonight I do not set myself any limit
As usual it’s just been too much
Your capacity to invent problems
And bring them to the brink of crisis
Oh! How come once again
Such details that everyone else is guilty of
Stop right here at my door
To become a nightmare?
Could it be victimisation?
Could it be discrimination?
Could it be racism?
And what about homophobia?
How cocksure are you?
What is your true motivation?
Can’t you even tell why you act?
Deep down in your heart…
It no longer matters
It is now for a Court to decide
Your motivation
They will enlighten you
As it is victimisation
As it is discrimination
As it is racism
As it is homophobia
I no longer set myself any limit
Because you never set yourself any
This will go as far as it can go
There is still some justice in this world
You will soon find out
The old ways are long gone
How you could have been so ignorant
Is beyond belief
This will go as far as it can go
I no longer set myself any limit
This will go as far as it can go
No longer set yourself any limit!
I’m truly sorry for my appearance
I just feel, well, I’m nobody
I’ve got no money and no asset
I might as well into this world walk naked
So many people have so much money
To buy themselves new eyes and new breasts
All through this virtual world we’re living in
I can only walk naked!
Must I buy a piece of land?
Must it cost so much?
Building a house on it is 100,000 times my salary
I must walk naked
What year were you born?
How did you manage to buy anything?
Oh, must have been before the war
Which war? Does it matter anymore?
I’ll never have enough money
To even buy anything more than a lollipop
I might as well walk naked
I might as well die
Why should I be so angry?
It is just a fact of the time we’re living in
No one can afford anything, let alone a car
Pure jealousy from the previous generations
The end of the world must be near
If no one can afford a TV
Have you thought of that?
It means more wars, and civil wars
Civil wars mean you will lose everything
Including your piece of land and your house
Your car and your TV
It will go to someone else
It is in your interest
That we can all buy more than a lollipop
Otherwise there will be consequences
You will pay for it, you
will lose everything
So yes I am naked
I am proud of being naked
Just ask me why
I will refer you to here
So suddenly we lose everything
It happens so quickly
You never had the chance to think
Grace if you got a glimpse the night before
Tomorrow is a new day
When you are pushed to the limits
When your loved ones are pushed out
When everything you built so hard for so many years
Crumbles to dust overnight
What do you do?
Is there something to do?
But think hard of all the possibilities
Of such a new life?
Wondering if all your impossible dreams can come true
Well they must, there is nothing else over the horizon
Wild thinking, radical action, must come true somehow
So suddenly you lose everything
Where will I be tomorrow?
What can I still be?
Can I still support this family all by myself?
Once again it is the Russian roulette
So suddenly you lose everything
You must be quick to find a way out
Remember your way out
And hope it was not a ridiculous idea
I’m not sure I’m ready to move to Thailand
I’m not sure I’m ready to start my big mega-corporation
I’m not sure I’m ready to find some other occupation
I’m not sure if I want to live
So suddenly you lose everything
You always must have a backup plan
Better be good
I’m running out of ideas
I’m lost!
So suddenly I lost everything
I only had crazy ideas as a backup
I’m just gonna sink down the sewers
Keep it in mind
So suddenly you lose everything
You must dig your way out of the hole
And be ready for a new life and adventure
Get on to the Internet then
A second life might do the trick
Living in a virtual world
Is perhaps all we have left
Are you ready for the extremes?
I am, I’m always ready to move on
Perhaps it is once again time
To get lost and be re-born somewhere else
So suddenly we lose everything
I’ve heard the argument before
The world owes me everything
And so I shall steal
And so I shall kill
There are 7,000,000,000 of us
It is clear there are not enough resources
It is clear the world owes nothing to anyone
It is clear that only war will provide
What made you think you deserved anything?
What made you think you needed to survive?
And in order to do so you shall steal?
And you shall kill?
It is a law of nature
The only law in the animal kingdom
If you feel strong enough to be the King
You might as well be
We cannot allow it
We have devised conventions in this world
Big corporations and governments don’t abide by them
But individually you must and you will
Should we revert back to the law of nature?
Have we not already reverted back?
So perhaps the world owes us everything
Perhaps we should steal and we should kill
It is clear there are not enough resources
It is clear the world owes nothing to anyone
It is clear that only war will provide
Therefore we must go to war
But don’t you go and have any ideas
You personally cannot steal or kill
Only soldiers and countries
Can bypass the law
My country is at war
It is justified
To steal and to kill
We must survive
I’m sorry, what was that?
I thought I heard a squeak
That’s what I thought
Let’s be patriotic, let’s go to
war!
The world owes us everything
I love you so much
I want to protect you so much
I will squeeze you to death
Oops! I’m so sorry, and I loved you so much!
I need to protect you until you have no freedom left
I need to choke you with my love
Until you see no point in living
I will take over your whole universe, I
love you!
I won’t allow you to go out, here’s a curfew
I will put a monitoring tag on you, you won’t get lost
Here are your bail conditions
No no, these are not your
prison sentence
I love you!
I must protect you!
I must save you from evil!
I’ve got this chastity belt for you…
Can love ostracise liberty?
Can love kill all freedom?
Can protection justify Big Brother monitoring?
Or is love used as pretence to control?
I love you so much
I must protect you
I will end your freedom right here
I will imprison you
Love hurts!
Love kills!
Love is not worth anything
Under such conditions
We are not prisoners!
We are not on bail!
We do not need your protection!
We do not ask for your nanny state!
We only ask for freedom
To think and to move
Without probation’s supervision
We are not guilty of your wars!
Are you ready for love? Cos’
love hurts
For love you will lose all freedom
All freedom of thought
Love is not worth it when it is but a prison
I love you so much
I will protect you without bound
I will even suspend all human rights
Are you ready for love?
When
the destiny of the world depends upon one man
I don’t call this democracy
When the fate of the world
Depends upon one twisted man
That no one ever should trust
When everything is going so well
When everyone just loves you to death
Such a happy place to live and accomplish oneself
Is all stopped by one man
I don’t call this democracy
When one man can ignore everyone else
All institutions, all voices, all rationality
I call that a nightmare
Only one man controls everything
The world’s fate only always depends upon one man
So easily he goes and wrecks the world
Should never be allowed
Such perfection we reached
Through so much thinking and hard work
Instantly destroyed by the one
Who cares for nothing but his own selfish interests
You want to play that game?
We don’t know how, we don’t know when
But we will cost you your job
You will leave in absolute disgrace
After all, it is obvious to everyone
Many bricks were written upon the subject
Many others just think it without so much as a peep
However your authority must come to an end
We’ll still see your way out
We’ll ensure no such incompetence
Ever again reaches the top
You alienated us one too many times
I don’t call this democracy
I call this despair
With a price tag on top of it no one can afford
Your kind should never get to power
I don’t call this democracy
When the fate of the world
Depends upon one twisted man
That no one ever should trust
The man who defies
gravity
Righteousness
The placebo effect
This one’s been long in coming, it’s
personal
Always made you so perfect, in appearance
Are we not in love, you said
Well, you certainly were in love
How it went to we were in love
Was the first sign of your delusion
Always knew you were danger
Ringing all the alarm bells in my head
Inviting me to see the placebo effect in all unlikely places
I would have loved to, but not with you
You are as much in love as I am you said
No I am not, what made you jump to such a conclusion?
I already knew you spelt danger to me
I didn’t know then the form it would take
It can only mean something to me
It means nothing to you, who are you?
I would better accept you as a bully
You’re as fake as a placebo
I am the man who defies gravity
I am the man who will revolutionise all
I am who is to change everything
You have been but a pain in my ass
I can only think that if we had gone together
To that very place that would have cost me too much
Things would be different now
But I wonder
So righteous you are
The placebo effect
It is all fake in your case
And yet, I’m the one defying gravity
Who are you?
What is it that drives you?
Rage against the machine?
I find that hard to believe, you’re so institutionalised
By the end of this year
You will have cost me my job, my meagre fortune
Also for the one I love
Could you actually be a cold bitch instead?
Are you aware of the game you play?
Do you even know the trouble you cause?
Worth being the defence’s counsel
You are the very reason I need to take your place
I thought you were fighting for justice!
I thought you were fighting for human rights!
What were you really fighting for?
Your own selfish interests?
Too much principle
Too much righteousness
Too much everything
Can only lead to self-destruction
As a result I will jump off
I will jump off that building
But I will defy gravity
I will survive the likes of you
The placebo effect
Are we in love?
You are not
I alone understand
You are but one misguided woman
Who lost sight of the real fight ahead of us
Who turned against your very allies
And now, we will never find a way out
The placebo effect
I am the man who defies gravity
I have no need to consider you in any equation
Watch me go, I’ll achieve more than you ever could
You are but nothing!
You are all fake!
I’m the only one capable of
The real effect
The man who defies gravity
For me anyway
Who has the world after him
Writing poetry has dire consequences
Poetry is suicide
I wish to speak to the heart
I wish for the world to change
I wish for all of us to be heard
Poetry is suicide
If only
If only poetry could take its place
Have all the impact in the world
Poetry is everything!
I’m gonna drink this last drink
I’m gonna smoke that last cigarette
Like so many times before at 5 am in the morning
Poetry is everything
Inspired writings at the heart of London that could
never be again
Depending on the very moment it comes to the world
Never saying anything significant, but saying it all
Poetry is everything
You can delete my life, you
can delete me
You can delete all I have said and written
But you cannot delete poetry
Poetry is everything
What have I achieved?
Who has heard me?
How will I ever survive?
Poetry is suicide!
Condemned to take yourself
seriously
Condemned to take yourself
frivolously
I’m a poet he said!
Poetry is suicide
But maybe
Maybe one day
That is all we will be recognised and remembered for
Poetry
For me anyway
Your breasts are suffocating me!
I had heard before how good looking
people
Will be promoted against all hopes
Aptitudes, capacity or intelligence
I had never seen such a flagrant case of it
I can smell your bad breath upon me
I can read the spots on your back through your shirt
I can feel your breasts all over my face!
I can see how terrible and inexcusable a manager you are
Sleeping your way to success
Not caring how repulsive the path might be
How ambitious one must be, or desperate
I’m disgusted for life
I can feel your dick in my mouth
I can touch your vagina from that far away
It confuses all my senses, it
makes me want to cry
This hormone overflow is your secret to success
No one stopped to question your sudden promotion
Everyone understood that extravagant promotion
Everyone resents it
Everyone is disgusted for life
If you cannot succeed through skills and cleverness
Crawl back to where you came from
And make it a professional occupation
Become a professional prostitute, as this is what you
are
For how many more centuries must we suffer
Incompetent people at the top
Who reach power for all the wrong reasons?
Is there not even one competent Manager left in this
world?
I see you coming down on me from miles away
I can feel your dick in my ass hole
I can practically drink milk from your breasts
I’m disgusted for life!
Your breasts are suffocating me!
It’s
got to come out like a gun shot
Someone’s got to stop me
Cos’ I can’t control
what I’m saying
I’ll most certainly get arrested
As I’m always out of my mind
Don’t lose your edge! Some saying
which will never apply
I could easily talk child porn next
Or sex with animals dead or alive
I do work in a Court
Oh what a lovely President we’ve got
I would be censoring myself next
Better contain it all within a coffee cup
Hot and warm and filled with arsenic
It’s a wonder how I keep the daily job
Got to censor myself again
Oh! What I could say right now…
Stop me if you think you’ve heard this one before
Someone’s got to stop me
Cos’ I can’t control
what I’m saying
I’ll most certainly get arrested
As I’m always out of my mind
Is this thing gonna rhyme?
Will it at least keep some rhythm?
Never keep on such restrictions
You might eventually inspire someone
It’s not like I go out of my way to be extreme
Extremism comes so naturally to us
Tainted truth about the world won’t do
It’s got to come out like a gun shot
And you wondered am I worth it?
You won’t have to ask the question when you are
You’ll know you’re making a difference
This world will change like a gun shot
And when I have the High Court Judge telling me
“I read your last poem”, filling me with embarrassment
I shall shout “and a good one that was!”
And walk out of chambers proud with my head high
I’m doing something, what have you been doing?
I’ve awaken the old bitches of the old
Now they’re scandalised but they’re listening
Does it pay to be an extremist?
I don’t know of any other way
I’ll get the world to stop in its track
And pay attention to corruption everywhere
There is still hope for peace and love in this world
Someone’s got to stop me
Cos’ I can’t control
what I’m saying
I’ll most certainly get arrested!
As I’m always out of my mind!
I wonder why…
The
world needs protection from governments
We’ve all seen you acting very much like Hitler
We could see in your eyes that this time
Six million just wouldn’t do
And no policeman could come and stop you
No one in the mass media to denounce you
Everyone frightened to death
Just a whole bunch of brainwashed neighbours
And some past antecedents that could not hold in any
court
You have bought everyone
You control everything
Nothing else for us to do but die
But we just won’t die
If I were to be the last one standing
I would still call for the revolution
Until I am finally silenced and dead
I call the revolution!
Should have silenced us when you could have
Should have killed us when you still had the chance
Now we will all be martyrs
We will be heard! We will eradicate you!
The world always only needed protection
From their own governments
Never from any alleged terrorists
Enough with this government sponsored terrorism!
After all, terrorism is only brought about
From policies from our own governments
Policies we the people never agreed to
We’re in desperate need of protection from you
We’ve all seen you acting very much like Hitler
We could see in your eyes that this time
Six million just wouldn’t do
The world needs protection from governments
I call the revolution!
Only you has ever been guilty of anything
I’m not sure what to do now
Should I plead guilty?
Should I go for trial?
If I am ever given the chance…
Or should I sign this confession
Written by others
About my supposed crimes against humanity
How much damage one can cause without realising?
I am sorry
No torture will ever do
You will never break me
Simply because I am not guilty
Get that in your own puny brain
I am not guilty!
If anything you are guilty!
Of breaking the Geneva Convention
Oh! It does not apply to me, does it?
And why not?
Perhaps it should not apply to you
You are breaking all international laws
Every day we come ever closer to
Terminate this world
I can only feel now that it might be a good idea
Cos’ I don’t want to
live in that kind of world
Only you is guilty of owning weapons of mass destruction
Only you is guilty of using weapons of mass destruction
We don’t have any weapon of mass destruction
It makes you guilty of everything
We will not accept a lawless state!
We will not accept torture!
We will indict you and prosecute you!
We will find you guilty of crimes against humanity!
I can see you are desperate
Grasping at straws to incriminate me
To incriminate us all
In the name of just about anything
You went too far
It is now obvious to all
You are torturing us all
You will go for trial
Only you is guilty of
Owning a weapon of mass destruction
Only you is guilty of
Using a weapon of mass destruction
Only you has ever been guilty of anything
It’s
all over, I’m being arrested
Tonight I am taking over the world!
Because if not tonight I never will
Everything is closing down upon me
I’ll be imprisoned for life, like now
When I am pushed to such limits
When I am trapped
By the police, by all authorities
Once again at my door tonight
I can’t be here any longer
They have not arrested me tonight
They will next time
I’m finished
Don’t you see?
All that is against me?
It doesn’t matter anywhere you are
They will get you anywhere you are
I’ve learned enough English to know that
It is game over
This is my last poem perhaps
I’m being arrested
Who would have thought?
That poetry could be so powerful?
That one could be arrested for it?
I die a happy man
I am so confused
So many policemen
Saying so many things
Is this the end or not?
Because if this is not
You better watch out
Cos’ I’ll destroy you
Better arrest me now without charge…
I had enough of the police destroying my front door!
I had enough of the police looking all over my flat!
To find anything to incriminate me!
I am not guilty of anything!
Especially when everything you could ever find against
me
Can only be found online
A war of words
Poets must still mean something
We are still in England!
There are still some human rights!
This country is not as corrupted as you think it is!
You cannot do what you have done!
Three times now you have broken into my home
Illegally
And found nothing to incriminate me
I have a lot to incriminate you with now
You have got to calm down!
You are not above the law!
You cannot get to me!
I’m more perfect than you’ll ever be!
It is not over
You will never arrest me
But watch out
I might just succeed in tainting you beyond hope
This is the United Kingdom!
Don’t you feel any sense of pride?
That the police should never ever be corrupted?
What were you thinking?
I am disgusted!
I have a lot to say!
I will cost you your job
You leave me little choice
This is the UK
You better sort yourself out
This is not acceptable
One more time, and it will hit all the headlines
Always you must
involve the police!
But what is wrong with you?
That once again the police
Must knock on the window
Asking me who I am!
What am I fucking doing here?
I am legal?
Have I got a right to be here?
Have I got a right to live?
Oh no!
I am a non-existent being
I am not to exist
I am illegal!
What the fuck is wrong with you?
Can’t you control yourself?
What sort of pills
Must we fill you with?
Why is it that everyone hates you?
Why can’t you keep a job?
I’ve reached rock bottom
What the fuck is wrong with you?
Total despair!
You are but a non-entity!
And yet you do exist!
But how can this be?
Born totally on the wrong side of everything
Left handed, left brained kind of thing
I don’t know why your mum went so far in screening you
Always must you involve the police in everything!
You care for nothing!
But whatever might float in your brain at that time
You want my deportation!
You want my death!
But what is wrong with you?
That the police are once again at my door?
Asking me who I am?
And if I have any right to exist?
I have no right to exist!
I have no right to be here!
I face deportation every day!
They don’t recognise our relationship!
Perhaps you don’t love me at all after 17 years together?
And why should I love you?
You are British, you
are brainless!
But what is wrong with you?
There is no hope!
I might as well go back to my country
Perhaps I should never have left the damn place
What a nightmare you put me through!
Always you must involve the police
But what is wrong with you?
Everything
is a consequence of your own doing
Where are you going with this bad character application?
What is it based on?
On one word I might have stated years ago?
Oh, very clever
I recommend the jury to read the 50,000 pages
I have written in my entire life
Before they can even think of judging me
On that very word alone
Just as any defendant should be allowed
To have his or her whole existence opened up to a jury
Before they can even think of judging
Who’s guilty in this world
After that
I can guarantee
There will be only one verdict
You’re guilty, not us
As it is news to me that I am an anarchist
It is news to me that I am a dissident
It is news to me that I am a revolutionary
It is news to me that I am guilty of anything
Have I incited others to hate?
Have I incited others to do violence?
Have I incited others to a civil war?
Have I incited others to kill?
I don’t know
Perhaps we should ask the question differently
Turn it around and see who is really guilty
Of all the misery in this world
Through your speeches in the mass media, have you
incited others to hate?
Through your unpopular policies, have you incited others
to do violence?
Through your hopeless politics, have you incited others
to a civil war?
Through ordering wars, have you ordered others to kill?
I don’t know
But I feel it would be a safer bet to say
That we are only a consequence
Of your own doing
That’s it, that’s enough!
We can’t take any more of this!
Too much corruption, not enough for us!
Call the Revolution!
Justice and fairness for all!
Some tangible and worthy existence for all!
Human rights for all, all over the World!
Call the Revolution!
Can’t we have any honest representative elections?
Can’t we have the leaders we deserve?
Can’t we have a real democracy?
Call the Revolution!
Can’t you move aside now that you have so many millions?
Can’t we get rid of your police state and state of fear?
Can’t we have peace and freedom?
Call the Revolution!
No more talks about religion!
No more talks about fake democracy!
No more talks about government sponsored terrorism!
Call the Revolution!
All we want is a job!
All we want is a place to live!
All we want is peace!
Call the Revolution!
Step down! Step down! Step down!
Enough is enough!
We will strike this country to a standstill!
Call the Revolution!
No more conflict of interest!
No more abuse of power!
No more you!
Call the Revolution!
We want happiness!
We want a real democracy!
We want freedom!
Call the Revolution!
All the world needs is
a disgusting American hotdog
My head is about to split
I am divided upon so many issues
About who I am
My country
Lost all identity
No longer belonging anywhere
Globalisation and all
We must all be citizens of the world
We just need a hotdog
Packed with condiments
More mustard and mayonnaise
Than your heart can sustain
Struggling to reach out
Struggling to stay put
Upon any reality
Before the world goes out in a puff of smoke
I think all the world needs
Is one big American hotdog
Filled with a German sausage and ketchup
Until this world explodes
It would remind us who we are
This headache might go away
Who are we?
I’m not sure a hotdog will fix this
Been struggling for years
To get a decent burger in England
Doesn’t help that I’m vegetarian
The world cannot survive on burgers and hotdogs alone
Our head is about to split!
We are divided on so many issues!
About who we are
Our countries
Lost all identity
No longer belonging anywhere
Globalisation and all
We must all be citizens of the world
The solution to this conundrum is very simple
All we need is one big disgusting American hotdog
Filled to our heart’s content with condiments
Until something irretrievably bursts out
If only our heart could so easily give out
You are my pillar
into this reality
I so wished you meant nothing
I so wished I could leave for Paris or Los Angeles
Like I did before, hoping for a new life
And forget about the nightmare that you are
I can’t! I love you!
How is this possible?
You alienate me completely!
You bring me right back to any nightmarish reality
Forever you bring me right back to London
Reminding me of all your memories
On every corner street from Kensington to Sunbury
Now all mixed up with my own liberty
England in spring starts in March
Leaves are struggling to get out on the trees
Flowers everywhere, in this miserable flat
Is there any light that will ever enter our home?
We’ve been to Germany, Switzerland, France
Across Canada, Illinois and Oklahoma
You are now a part of me
It has become impossible to disconnect from reality
It has been your sole role
Bringing me back to Earth
Stopping evasion, revolution, thought processes
You are my pillar into this reality
When I should be all over the world!
Experiencing freedom on such a scale!
That never this world would feel down again
As I can re-think our whole existence
I’ve known now for a long time
You’re only virtual, you’ve
never existed
You stop me in my endeavour, in my adventure
From creating a new world!
And still you prevent me from thinking
And still you stop me from creating
And still I suffer you
And still I love you
You are my pillar into this reality
I’m sorry baby
I know it is in your nature
To chase and eat rats
However this is no acceptable behaviour
It’s not like we’re not feeding you at home
It’s not like if you were not domesticated by now
Don’t we give you all the love you need?
All the freedom of this land you’ll ever require?
Do not chase rats anymore!
Do not bring rats home anymore!
Don’t you go and wreak havoc in the garden
Leave the rats alone!
This is not our fight
This is not our civil war
Let them exterminate their own rats
We’ve got enough in here to keep us occupied
Instead, let’s concentrate on this flee
infestation
How could you think of going after rats abroad?
When we’re infested with flees at home?
One war at a time please!
I’m sorry baby
I know it is in your nature
To chase and eat rats
But we no longer have the budget for this
Before we go after the rats of the world
Let’s get rid of our flees first
This is not our fight
Come home baby!
I’m sorry baby
I know it is in your nature
However this is not our civil war
This is not our civil war yet
But it is coming…
We need
all the freedom in the world
We need all the freedom in the world
Even if we have to die for it
As life wouldn’t be worth without it
It is time to act
Nothing and no one will stop us
No matter the consequences
We thought we were asleep
Incapable of making a move
These times are over
We have reached full overload
The brainwashing no longer works
You went too far
Did you think this could go on forever?
Did you believe we would stand by doing nothing?
Already we can see more clearly
We can put a stop to that and to you
There will be dire consequences
We will feel absolutely lost
There will be a transition
A transition to total freedom
Such abuse
Such harassment
So many rules
Always there to defeat us all
Just shut up! We had enough!
There are things that need to be done in this world
And we will achieve them
No matter what
We are inspired to build
Real democracy
Real freedom
Real human rights
We are no longer listening
We are no longer idle
Resistance in all its forms is active
We will find a way out of such oppression
We need all the freedom in the world
Even if we have to die for it
As life wouldn’t be worth without it
It is time to act
I get up early every morning
I go to work
I pick up my broom
And I clean the place
I was born a slave
I was born to broom the world
The mess you leave behind
After your nightmarish day
And yet I believe I am happier than you are
Cleaning up your mess at 5 in the morning
Than you could ever possibly be
Chasing promotions and feeling pressure from management
The difference is clear
I never had any expectation from life
No ambition whatsoever
I don’t live for a possible future that will never happen
I live in the present
I clean the place
At 5 in the morning
But I have time to think
I am a slave
But I am happy
No stress eats me alive
I expect nothing from anyone but myself
As long as I can survive
As long as I have a roof under which I can sleep
As long as I can buy myself a sandwich
I’m happy
You can learn from this
Because you are no better than I am
You are as much a slave as I am
You are but a prisoner of your own ambitions
The difference is that
I don’t expect anything from life
The difference is
I’m happier than you’ll ever be
No matter our social status it is never enough
We’re all the same!
We’re all miserable!
We’re all unhappy!
I get up early every morning
I go to work and I pick up my broom
By the time I’m finished
This world will be squeaky clean
I have been so poor!
I have been so miserable!
Those were the times I never felt more alive!
Being born to broom the world
If you don’t feel it
Don’t say it
We can tell
You’re such a liar
I don’t think I can suffer any more of this
You are hurting us more than you think
If you are wondering
Yes I mean you
Being plastic!
Is this all you can be?
Telling lies after lies after lies
Until we’re supposed to gobble it all
up?
Shut up!
You don’t need to pretend to be nice
For us to embrace you
To respect you
We would embrace you
We would respect you
If it truly came from your heart
If we could feel it came from your heart
You’re just a cow
You’re just a bitch
Empty words and promises
You don’t believe a word of what you say!
Such hypocrisy!
That never will we ever stand again!
Think first before you lie some more
We can tell you’re blatantly lying
You are destroying the world
You think otherwise no doubt whilst pretending
I am telling you we know
You are killing us all
Such hypocrisy!
You really think you can get away with this?
Are you mad?
We despise you so much, I doubt
you could even comprehend
If you don’t feel it
Don’t say it
We can tell
You’re such a liar
Such hypocrisy!
Doctor,
you will never understand our neurosis
Doctor, you are not paying attention
I thought you were getting closer to my neurosis
We all have some sort of mental disorder
Making us think we are free to speak our mind
This is legacy science closed to everything revolutionary
Our neuroses are all about to burst out
We’re all desperate for answers from science
Because we think we’re all about to die
The extinction of humanity
In case of an emergency break this glass
This is an emergency!
Science must renew itself and save us all!
Doctor, you must open your mind
Why are you a declared expert in your field?
On things you obviously know nothing about?
You never had a neurosis of your own, did you?
Doctor, so quickly you dismissed everything I said
I’m so sorry for you
You are not a truth seeking
scientist
That breed of scientist is long dead
Doctor, you’re still parroting standard theory
Continue to study humanity closely
Our collective neurosis
To find the truth about this world
Doctor, any new idea to consider?
You are in such a position
To make a difference
Why are you not making a difference?
Doctor, you are useless
We could easily replace you with a robot
And no one could tell the difference
You need to share in our collective neurosis
The neurosis of reaching a new science
Where we’re all free to an opinion
Too speedily dismissed without consideration
We will yet revolutionise this world
Doctor, you are an absolute failure
I feel sorry for you
You’re not getting any closer to our collective neurosis
It will be our ultimate downfall
Doctor, you are repeating the errors of the past
You don’t understand passion
You don’t understand humanity
You don’t understand instinct of survival
Doctor, you will never understand our neurosis
Alert all governments! We’re about to think!
Alert!
Alert all governments!
I can feel some thoughts coming to my mind
They could be subversive, they
could be about them
I would not wish to subvert power in this world
I’m not like that in nature
I just have weird thoughts sometimes
Is it my fault if they question authority?
Well, I’m just about to commit suicide really
Does it matter what are my thoughts now
Does it matter to the governments of this world?
Oh, is there anyone left who is happy to be alive?
Someone totally brainless
In a dumbed down world
Conformist to the max
Just like we always hoped for for
our children
No wonder I feel sick
No wonder I puked all over the place
I’m just about to have an independent thought
It is your duty to alert all governments
Such rotten apple is still
Becoming alcohol in that basket
Our animals are drunk to our humanity
We’re so pure and perfect, aren’t we?
I’m gonna be sick
From all the bullies of this world
All authorities
I would never dream of questioning them
We’re about to think
About something
This is dangerous
Stop!
Alert!
Alert all governments!
We’re about to think about something
Something that will free us all
Free thinking!
The sleepy masses
about to wake up
I can say whatever I want
I can do whatever I want
Freedom of speech
It’s not like you’re about to react
You’ve been sleeping too long
You’ve forgotten to state it raw
You’ve forgotten you had a voice
Speak!
I cannot hear you!
The world cannot hear you!
Freedom of speech!
Wake up!
State it raw!
Tell us what’s on your mind!
So we can find you guilty
So we can get rid of you
The secret is when a million of us do it
The secret is when a billion of us do it
We can speak, we
can act!
We can change the world!
We are in control here
No one else is
We can say whatever we want
We can do whatever we want
Freedom of speech!
Freedom of action!
State it raw!
Change the world!
The sleepy masses
Have been sleeping for too long
It’s all about to change
Act!
You’ll
see what that fucking Paki can do
First of all you’re not insulting me
When you call me a fucking Paki, as I am Pakistani
You’re only insulting the Indians who find it an insult
To be called Pakis
Second we know Osama Bin Laden has been dead for years
Our intelligence service is not as useless as you think
We know all the lies going around in the West
And the brainwashing leading to one suicide bomber a day
You’ll see what that fucking Paki can do
We’ll throw Al-Qaeda out of our country ourselves
We’ll throw the Americans and the British out of our
country as well
We’ll resume our normal existence
That’s what that fucking Paki will do
We will re-assert ourselves
We will take back what is ours
We will live the way we always wanted
You are not to tell us what to do
You are not to terrorise us with your drones
You are not to control us anymore
We will decide for ourselves
We might just be fucking Pakis
But we still exist
We’re still powerful
We can still take back control over our own existence
Why don’t you just calm down?
Why don’t you just sober up?
Why don’t you start blaming your own governments?
Or even yourself?
That fucking Paki will turn
And get you in jail
Better change your discourse
Before it’s too late
We’ve got as much right to exist as you do
We’ve got as much right to self-determination as you do
We can manage our own affairs, stay out of it
You can stop the lies and the wars
The truth is I’m proud to be a fucking Paki
Only India is insulted by it
Just sober up!
And stop the war!
And the world comes
crashing down
Actions without any thinking!
Such outrageous behaviour!
We all knew the world would come crashing down
Boy, it took a long time to happen
Such worldwide suffering was necessary
Until it reached breaking point
And then we witnessed something amazing
A revolution to correct the problem
So we were all worried for nothing
Let this abysmal nightmare come to its conclusion
And you will witness a revolution
In theory everything should be better after that, right?
Well, we do hope so
Your tyranny has gone on for far too long
It is only through starvation and desperation
That revolution happens
You let it go to that point of no return
Now I’m afraid your supremacy has come to an end
You will lose all as you went too far
You must be brainless or too greedy indeed
We were worried for nothing!
Just let everything deteriorates to a hopeless situation
And everything will correct itself
Through revolutions
Boy it took a long time
We all knew it was coming
We suffered for so long
The world was bound to come crashing down
All tyrannies must come to an end one day
That day has finally come
Let it be a lesson to you, you went too far
Too much greed is your downfall, power
trips are but meaningless
And the world comes crashing down
We will suffer direly for such revolutions
But it is for the best
It is humanity correcting itself
Let’s just make sure
We are not replacing the old by the same
Let’s just make sure
That this time we get it right
Never again!
Such people should come to power!
Real democracy for all!
Real freedom for all!
Is that too much to ask?
Before
Once again
The world comes crashing down?
I’m gonna call the riot of the
century!
I don’t know
Maybe I’m feeling this
To a degree you never will
We don’t live in the same world
I don’t think you’re serious about this
Whilst I am ready to die for it
Words can change the world
But only through extremes will the world hear anything
The difference is
I know no limits
I don’t care about anything or anyone
I have no reputation to protect
I’m gonna take a car
Drive on the sidewalk and run over dozens
Then get out and stab a few more
Until the world see how desperate we are
I don’t know!
I just don’t care! I never cared!
This world will change!
I’m going to shoot myself!
This is so ridiculous
And so funny
And yet this is where I am
Somewhere you’ll never be
You’re just pretending
You never were serious about this
You can only but mean nothing
Just shut up!
I’m gonna call the riot of the century
Destroying everything in its path
Until nothing remains of this world
This is how serious I am
I don’t know
Maybe I’m feeling this
To a degree you never will
We don’t live in the same world
Conscience stricken
whistle-blower unpatriotic traitor spit and prison
Witnessing a crime
Reporting a crime
Becoming a whistle-blower
Conscience stricken
Becoming a criminal
Through silence
A snitch through speaking
Was it my place to say something?
Did I not have vested interests in the truth being known?
Was I working on such innocent intentions?
Do people have a right to know the truth?
Is it our place to say something?
Or remain silent in the quandary
When we witness a crime?
Conscience stricken either way
There are no solutions to this conundrum
Either way you look at it
We are all criminals now
We must all become whistle-blowers
We must make it official we are offenders
And pay for the consequences
For the truth to be known
I’m no longer conscience stricken
I did what I had to do
I became a whistle-blower
I became a traitor
Now I will pay for the consequences
I don’t care!
The truth must be known!
We cannot shrink in front of such power!
We cannot be afraid of torture!
We must sacrifice all!
For the future of humanity!
No more conscience stricken
Public opinion still matters
As long as the public know
We must do what we must do
For our freedom
For the truth to be known
Conscience stricken
Whistle-blower
Unpatriotic traitor
Spit
And prison
And I’m a lunatic
We will die for sure
But the truth will be known
No more dilemmas
No more conscience stricken
We must save the world!
What I would not do
for a good fuck up the arse from my government
There’s no need to become vulgar
But I’m not sure how else
I can describe
What bankers and the government are doing to us
Was it not predictable
That spending trillions on useless wars
That spending trillions on bank bailouts
Would bring our nation to bankruptcy?
The end of the Empire
Eaten up by its own greed
From pushing to such an extreme
Capitalism to its logical conclusion
What I would not do for a good fuck up the arse
From my leaders
Desperate for solutions
To the very problems they created
It must have been deliberate
Nothing else makes sense
Someone must be making those trillions somewhere
My bankers no doubt
I was never even middle-class
Now I’ll never even be middle-class
There’s no more middle-class
Only ultra-rich and ultra-poor
I was never to own my own place
I was never to have a car
I was never to have freedom and be happy
I was only meant to be fucked up
the arse
With a few armies in between
With a few wars in between
With a few genocides in between
With a few false flags everywhere
What I would not do
For a good fuck
Up the arse
From my bankers and government
I feel I need to feel
That this world is real
Or are we just sinking infinitely
Into whatever will make us forget
That this existence is anything but real
No need to become spiritual
Listen to religions or religious leaders
Find some purpose to occupy our whole mind
Simply to forget
That none of it is of any significance
I cannot think of anything at this time
That truly disturbs me
That could create any sort of emotional reaction
It goes right over my head, the whole lot
As if deep down nothing truly existed
And not even because I think
There are more essential things in this world
Nothing is vital in this world
There’s no one of consequence in this world
There’s nothing of consequence in this world
You can easily detach yourself from reality
And suddenly nothing makes sense anymore
When you step back you can see and understand
Is this real? Or nothing is real
And I’m not even sure what else there is, if anything
This ability to so instantly
Distance yourself from everything and everyone
As if this world, this reality
Never existed
Tells it all
I think I’ve lived just about everywhere
I think I’ve met just about everyone
I think I heard everything, I remain unimpressed
I can’t say we actually exist
I can’t say any of it is real
So why I am so bothered by such pettiness
Such corruption and obvious lies
Well, I’m not
Because deep down I know
None of this is real
Plastic is all that will remain of this world
Have I learned anything?
From such a nightmarish experience?
Oh yes, if I become any more plastic
Plastic is all that will remain of this world
I do try and I do try!
To remain sane in such an insane world
Disconnect every day at 5 or 6
I need escapism!
I’m in a desperate need to escape you
To evade such hypocrisy
Such perfect world that just does not exist
Where in the universe do you actually live?
Don’t you realise
That nothing I say translates into any truth?
That you have no idea who I am and what I think?
Are you so deluded, or are you like I, playing the
corporate game?
No, I can feel that for you
None of this is a game, this
is real
You’re so brainwashed, there’s nothing else beyond
It is your whole life
No need to be plastic
When plastic is what defines you
If you’re made of plastic
Well the world is a fantastic plastic place!
Why do you even want to hear my lies?
Why do you bother asking me if everything is peachy?
You don’t want to hear anything else
You’ll survive another week without a migraine
I’m so sorry we’re humans
I’m so sorry we must invent so many lies
To keep that plastic smile upon your face
We’ll twist everything around, this
is a perfect world
You’re management, you’re totally disconnected
You live in your pretend world
Everything and everyone is just but a lie
Everything and everyone is made of plastic
I’m afraid there’s no hope for you
I tried to make you understand
I tried to be honest
I failed miserably
Have I learned anything?
From such a nightmarish experience?
Oh yes, if I become any more plastic
Plastic is all that will remain of this world
I
feel like throwing myself under a Caterpillar D9R armoured Israeli bulldozer in
Gaza
You know, when you've lost the will to live
When you're bored with the commute, the 9 to 5 job
Might as well go to Gaza
And throw yourself under an Israeli bulldozer
It's not like the whole world is not corrupted
That in
every country some people are not controlling all the others
That we're allowed to think or do anything
If only freedom still existed, or the feeling of freedom
In between two school semesters
Why not go for a nice holiday in Gaza
It's full of people shooting at each other
And no one knows exactly why
It's not like anyone cares
That anyone wants to stop it
Indeed that's why I feel empty and ready
To throw myself under the bulldozer
Ah... I just puked all over the place
At all my little comfy life
I feel guilty for not being the one
Being killed in Gaza
This will have to stop one day
You would have hoped my death could achieve it
But in the end it was just another headline
Without any consequence
Ah... Don't you just feel like puking all over the
place?
At all your little comfy life
Don't you feel guilty for not being the ones
Being killed in Gaza?
That's why I lost the will to live
That's why I just feel like
Going to Gaza
And throw myself under a Caterpillar D9R armoured
Israeli bulldozer
Why is it that on the eve of my success
I expect to die
And that I must do as much as I can
Before it is too late?
Why do I feel I will be stopped
In my endeavour
To change the world
For the better?
Why can’t we agree on anything
Why can’t nothing ever change?
Why is it so difficult to consider and implement
alternatives?
We’re up for a revolution
We were up for a revolution a decade ago
We’re still up for a revolution now
On the eve of my success
I swear I will change everything overnight
This world needs changing!
This world is overdue
For a revolution
For many revolutions!
On the eve of my success I feel nothing
I could never suspect that overnight
I would create such a commotion worldwide
That the world would stop and listen
I have something to say
Something important
I must say it and I must be heard
I must change the world!
On the eve of my success
No one will hear anything
The next day
Call the revolution
Tonight is the eve of my revolution
I will change this world for the better
The world will stop and listen
Call the revolution!
Alcohol is such a powerful thing
It should be illegal
Just like cigarette
Because somehow they open your mind
Suddenly your thoughts go wild
Suddenly you don’t care about anything
Which is meaningless anyway
Suddenly you see the world as it is
Such an ugly world
Such a beautiful world
Such horrors
Such beauty
This life is worth living for
But only through disconnecting
Will you ever be able to see it
There are still things worth living for
Wide awake
On a drunken night
Where one can see all the despair
Where one can see all the hope
I’m not worried anymore
Alcohol and cigarette
Give me all the perspective I require
The world will always correct itself
We always push it too far
It always creates a reaction
It always goes out of hands
There is still a god in this world
Wide awake
On a drunken night
Where one can see all the despair
Where one can see all the hope
I’m not worried any longer
As soon as I am drunk
In a deep intellectual trip
In the affairs of the world I see
In the darkest moment of humanity
I’m cheering to hope and change
All becomes insignificant
We can move over anyone’s head
We can change everything
We can take power
We can take back what is ours by law
We only need then not be corrupted ourselves
Everyone must profit
Everyone must be free and happy
No one need be exploited on our back
It must be worldwide
One can change the world
One must change the world
Wide awake
On a drunken night
I can finally see
No more corruption and insanity
Through revolutions
This world will always correct itself
I’m from Florida and I need a hug
I’m desperate for a hug
Give me the biggest hug ever
And go on to hug the world!
Is this not what this world needs?
Are we not all desperate for it?
When humanity comes to a full stop
Go on to hug the world!
I never knew love
I never had any parents
From a foster home to another
No one ever hugged me
Hear my British accent
We all need to be eccentric at times
Homelessness and drug abuse
Are complex issues
I can’t get a job, for the last two years
Walking all the way from
Kansas City to Iowa, and then Nebraska
To reach Clarksville in Tennessee
I have slept under so many bridges
I begged but the world wouldn’t help
I spread my poems around
I was hungry and poetry fed me, for a while
I lost all my front teeth
I have no ID but I’m 18
I want to find my brother
But I died in my sleep
Occupy Wall Street and I need a hug
I’m desperate for a hug
Give me the biggest hug ever
And go on to hug the world!
What sort of sycophant are you?
I can’t hardly breathe
You’re so good looking, I
can’t wait
To have your dick up my ass
Welcoming your sperm for no good reason
No kids will ever come out of such a union
So distinguished
So high class
Could have fooled me
Yeah, yeah, you’re someone
Are you just nothing?
Riding the wave!
All over the place!
The Exeter friends’ party!
No, no, no, by now
How are you not bored to death?
It kills me
Because I love the man
I love the man for who he truly is
Not for his social status
It’s a personality thing
It kills me!
Because I love the man!
In a way you could never
Because there’s no social status involved
I just know the bare man
What sort of sycophant are you?
I only love the man for who he is
Uncertain and shaky
Unknowing of what he must do
I’ll get him to do what he must do
What sort of sycophant are you?
You thought I was your friend
I am not
I know too much
I have no time left for sycophants
Yes finally I will admit I am your son
Have I not always been?
Because you had so many
That now everyone is your son
But’s let’s go deeper
You have somehow managed to lose your son
And I am here, ready to be your
son
I am your son!
I guess it is time to call psychoanalysts
But I’m happy to sort out your neurosis
Your missing dead son lost in Libya, Syria or Iran
Yes of course, it is not me, but I
am your son!
I am here
I am alive
I am desperate
I’m the best substitute for your son
I am your son!
I am your dead son
I am the son of all of humanity
The world is bursting
And you better take good care of me
As I am your son!
Just make sure
You don't kill me in the end
I understand we’ve been living in hell
For almost two decades now
We’ve no right whatsoever to smile
No way we could ever be happy
I had a little to drink tonight
Don’t burst my bubble, I’m so happy!
I feel sometimes we’re allowed to disconnect
And find a corner of paradise
Don’t burst my Bubble, I’m so happy!
I care nothing for all your worries!
Tonight it’s got nothing to do with me
I found a corner of paradise
Despite all the misery
Despite all the hopelessness
Tonight I feel like smiling
Tonight I feel like laughing at it all
Don’t burst my Bubble, I’m so happy!
For once I am not concerned
I am not attached to this world
I found a corner of paradise
I just wish sometimes
That when you drink so much
You could share my momentary buzz
And share with me this corner of paradise
Don’t burst my Bubble, I am so happy!
I am so detached, so far away
I can laugh at it all
I found a corner of paradise
But always you must
Burst my Bubble
Destroy my happiness
We must all suffer for all eternity
I must laugh at it, at ourselves
I must not take it seriously and lumber into death
I must feel nothing if I am to survive
Don’t burst my Bubble!
I was so happy…
The cry of a whole
new generation
Someone has to
Make a whole new generation happen
In front of such uncertainty
Are we gonna make it happen?
I make a whole new generation happen
Central to it all
Central London
Where it is all happening
When so many are so uncertain
When this whole business is based
On how anyone will ever succeed
We’re already all dead
And yet out of the sewers
Comes out just perfection
We can all use the dream
Of ever succeeding to kingdom come
I’m afraid without me
None of it ever existed
It all depends on me
I make a whole new generation happen
This is what this world needs
Hopes and talents and success
There’s more to it than anyone ever thought
The cry of a whole new generation
It does not need me
It does not need you
It just happens
Whenever it is given the chance
A whole new generation
All over London
That powerful it is
That it dictates our future
A whole new generation happens
We must let it happen
Again and again
All over London
The cry of a whole new generation
The day my indictment is being read in Court
When I flip those burgers in McDonald’s
They jump at exactly the right time and speed
To fall perfectly in the very bun you will ingest
I strive for perfection
When I read your indictment in Court
When I take your pleas
When I swear the jury and take the verdict
I strive for perfection
Whenever I write anything
Whenever I say anything
It is perfect for all the listening devices of our
governments
I strive for perfection
You will never catch me unaware
I never state anything that would not sound right in a
history book
Ready to go down in history
I strive for perfection
You will find that the day my indictment is being read
The day I will be sent back to flipping burgers
That day you will see that I thought of everything
I strive for perfection
Self-Righteous Religious Zealot
You think you’re doing the right thing
When you’re destroying my existence?
You think these are the words of Jesus-Christ
To annihilate our world?
I always thought Jesus was all about love
Or are you stuck in the Old Testament for convenience
To justify a conscience that would torment me now
If I had done even half of what you have done
I expected it from just about everyone else
I never thought you would be my doomsday
I know you were pushed into it
It does not excuse your lack of foresight about the
consequences
Such betrayal!
From such a friend!
From such an ally!
What were you thinking?
The damage is done
We will now go to war
There is no turning back
We will self-annihilate
What were you thinking?
From such an ally!
From such a friend!
Such betrayal!
Minimal acceptable working relationship in the affairs of the
world
Some sort of limited peace without too much collateral
damage
Being able to even eat and survive for one more day
Instantly all gone up in smoke
You destroyed it all
Singlehandedly bringing us to the brink of war
There is no turning back
We must fight for dear life and freedom
Don’t talk to me about Jesus-Christ ever again
It is nothing but pretence
Self-righteous religious zealot
You can only bring about our extinction
Old Britannia now belongs
to the world
You must be spinning in your grave
Of how Old Britannia is now but dead
All that you have fought for through two World Wars
Now belongs to the world
To the new face of Britannia
To all the immigrants in the world
Foolish enough to have believed it was the land of the free
We own Old Britain!
We make it the New Britain
We are the New Britain
Through so many flourishing subcultures
You are but passed date and can only but disappear
Such things as are archetypes and icons
Only belong to the ones who claim it as theirs
The one who speak in its name
And operate change, culture and life
What have you ever done in the last 50 years?
But to cling to what remains of your empire
The Old Empire is now ours
As we claimed it as such
Here is New Britannia
Here is the New Empire
We are its voice
We are from everywhere around the world
We are British more than you’ll ever be
We’re more Londoners than any previous Londoner
In a train between Liverpool and Manchester
We make the world happen
We are proud to be pseudo-British
We are proud of our country
We are more proud than you’ll ever be
As such the colonies now own the New Empire
You must be spinning in your grave
Of how Old Britannia is now but dead
All that you have fought for through two World Wars
Now belongs to the world
We only need one enemy to bring about our downfall
Morale and ethics are grand concepts
Human rights and freedoms
None of this matters when you understand
No one cares about any of it
Only one enemy is required to bring about our downfall
It does not take much, it
is always very simple
You will wonder why you did not think of it first
But by then it is always too late
So easy it is to destroy anyone
The less intelligent the recipient
The faster your disgrace will come
People can destroy lives without even realising it
You cannot afford even one enemy in this world
One enemy suffices to bring about your downfall
It will come from the corners you thought were safe
From the ones you thought supported you
I’ve met your type before
In fact I met your Thompson Twin years ago
I knew then your type was a nightmare
I know now you’re a nightmare
I’ve met your type before
You’re only following what your chromosomes dictate
You can’t help who you are and what you do
Because you cannot think for yourself although you think
you do
I bet you’ve never met my type
Cos’ you’ve no idea poor
soul
What I’m capable of
Outside your sphere of influence
You talk and act in the here and now
I talk and act for humanity and posterity
I am merely an observer and reporter of human nature
You are my biggest deception, my biggest catch
It only takes a handful of petty people
To do a handful of petty things
To bring about the collapse of a whole society
We only need one enemy to bring about our downfall
There is no free will
It seems pretty much predetermined
There’s never a way out
Unless you’re corrupted to the teeth
You’ve never met my type before
I’ve met your type before
You are your own enemy
You only need one enemy to bring about your downfall
If we were as
spineless as you are the world would collapse
Who gave us such spineless leaders?
Did we elect those?
Or somehow as usual they were put into place?
I don’t remember ever choosing the leaders I really wanted
But what is it that you are doing now?
What the hell are you talking about?
Who are you talking for or on the behalf of?
If we were as spineless as you are the world would collapse
Are you even talking on our behalf?
Are you protecting our common interests and goals?
Are you working towards helping us all?
Who are you and who’s really paying you?
In power somehow we always only find
The worst type of people
That no one in their right mind
Would ever want in power
The reason why is clear
Evil people will stop at nothing to clear all the good ones
In the end only remain the worst ones
So no matter who you elect you can
always expect the worst
Power attracts the wrong people
They quickly eliminate the right ones
The right people to lead us are nowhere to be found
The evil ones are corrupted and no longer serve our
interests
We need high paying jobs
We need good standards of living
We need health care and a nice place to live in
We need freedom and happiness
What have you been doing?
What are you talking about?
What are you wasting your time on?
If we were as spineless as you are the world would collapse
I’m just about tired of being a civil servant
I think it is time for me to move on in the world
I’ve always been so ambitious
Just about ready to backstab everyone on my way to the top
I’m tired of being a civil servant
I think it is time I become a tyrant
Of a small but significant nuclear powered country
One that can challenge just about everything
There’s no limit to what ambitious people will do
Crashing one here, crushing one there
Got to get somewhere in life
Got to keep the parents proud
On such pretence of being a gentleman
Dear me I could even be a Lord one day
I will do anything that is required
I’m just about tired of being a civil servant
I need much more!
I need power! I need blood!
My ambitions know no limit!
I’m tired of being a civil servant!
I need to become a tyrant!
It always amazes me
To see how the best people
The most competent and hard working
Get demoted and eventually sacked
Invited to flee as fast as possible
Through pure jalousie and envy
From the common ones
Incapable of reaching success
On their own steam
It always amazes me
How blind management can be
To all the mind games
The pettiness
The small mindedness
Of their staff
Which is breaking down
The whole place apart
Until nothing remains
It always amazes me
That under such conditions
Any organisation
Can actually achieve anything
When unfairness and favouritism are the law
Victimisation, bullying, harassment
Always it must end in the HR department
Always it must end in a work tribunal
Even when you are working for peace and justice
It always amazes me
Must we become evil
to fight evil?
If a man’s sole purpose is to destroy you
Must you destroy him first?
If a man’s sole purpose is to kill you
Must you kill him first?
In my quest against evil
I myself became evil
Must we become evil
To fight evil?
I’m not proud of what I’ve become
I never wanted to become that
If I could take it back I would
But then I would now be nothingness
Is there a destiny we follow?
Is there a God and a payback time?
Is karma just a lunatic’s invention?
Evidence points to evil winning every time
Some nations speak highly of ethics and morale
Whilst their enemies are plotting their destruction
Whilst we’re still sitting here pondering
Evil has already accomplished its deed
Evil looks so innocent!
It comes in every shape and form
The wise and grandiose Prince of all salvation
Bringing devastation on a scale never seen before
When it is self-defence
All means are necessary
We must defend ourselves
The best line of defence is the attack
If a man’s sole purpose is to destroy you
Must you destroy him first?
If a man’s sole purpose is to kill you
Must you kill him first?
In my quest against evil
I myself became evil
Must we become evil
To fight evil?
Remain weak all your life
Let people walk over you
Clinging to your great values and conscience
And you simply end up dead
Like an inoffensive spider in the bath tub
Spread a little water over it
I didn’t intend to kill you
But like you I couldn’t measure the consequences
I’m afraid
Although my conscience is tormenting me
Ultimately I have no regrets
We must become evil to fight evil
You think I am weak
You think I am such an easy target
You think you can explode at me
And report me for exploding back at you
Let’s make it all official
Let’s make sure we destroy each other
You Little Pig Girl
But let’s see who comes out on top
You can only think of New York and Toronto
Of shopping until you drop dead
Becoming all fuming red in your shiny Gucci shoes
While in the background you alienate us all
Are you to drive my existence to kingdom come?
Is it my duty before God to suffer you?
Must I always salvage our outbursts?
And save us all from this game being over?
I never start a war but I always finish it
Unlike for you revenge is not the drive, only self-defence
Simple, don’t ever attack me, I won’t ever attack you
It is possible to see this Manichean world in black and
white
The Little Dwarf Girl
As one Judge used to call you
Who can argue with His Honour Judge?
I will, you’re the Little Pig Girl
I have nightmares of your lovely pink skin
Cooked to perfection in tenderness
An apple in your mouth
And I’m about to eat you alive
You Little Pig Girl
Let’s see who comes out on top
It took
World War Three to bring us back together
You were so distant
I wasn’t sure we were living in the same universe
You were so cold
I thought you were living at the pole whilst I in hell
But then such an intricate war exploded all around us
For a while we were only innocent bystanders
We were burnt a few times feeling glimpses of it
And then we were parachuted right at ground zero
The effect on you, the transformation, was instant
Dear me, you do care for me, you do love me!
I had lost all hopes of any love between us
Dear me, bring me War World Three any day
You were so hyper and out there
I couldn’t be sure we were still living on the same planet
You were so outspoken and outrageous
I thought you needed some sort of magic pill
You said we will survive and come
out victors
And yet I can’t shut you up
You’re constantly scheming and planning
Constantly nearly bringing us to the brink of defeat
We went back in the lion’s den every day
Just to find out that things could always get worse
The more the pressure mounted the closer you got to me
My God, you actually hold me in your arms now!
It must be fear and insecurity
It must be this hopeless feeling of immediate obliteration
It took World War Three to bring us back together
Dear me, bring me War World Three any day!
We must give meaning
to our existence!
I can feel the urgency
How easy we are reminded we mean nothing
A life’s work of accomplishments
How a life is worth nil
It don’t matter how great you have been
It don’t matter all that you were able to achieve
In the end you are worth naught
We can feel the urgency
This didn’t work as planned
Let’s throw ourselves into this instead
Clever to have developed so many avenues to work on
It will happen one way or another
Let’s hope so!
So much to accomplish!
So much to change!
It must happen one way or another!
Sometimes it is not the obvious avenues that will work
But any number of avenues might bring results
One must be all over the place
And work on many levels and meanings all at once
One cannot admit defeat
One must have many strings to its bow
One must diversify!
We must fight on every front!
We must stop everything!
We must achieve something!
We must change everything!
We must give meaning to our existence!
Don’t
even think to fill the void of power!
We hoped to see change for so long
That when it finally came
We quickly saw that nothing really changed
It’s worse than it’s ever been
Worst bastards are now in power!
How did this happen?
How were we so powerless to stop it?
What are we going to do now?
We will continue to fight higher and higher
Until this state of affair forever changes
Those bastards will not take over power!
There is always a way
Eat that evil smile of yours, your
days are numbered
This civil war is far from over
This war is not over
We’ll find a way to kick you out forever
You must have thought all your birthdays came at once
Top government gone and you coming in by the back door
We got rid of the bastards
We’ll get rid of you too
We have reached a point of no return
When we meant change, we meant it
You are not to get power by the back door
You will find us ready to destroy you
We have reached the point of no return!
Don’t even think to fill the void of power!
We will fight you to
our dying breath!
Time is running out
We’ll adopt your way of dealing with everything
We will lie through our teeth about you
We will fight you to our dying breath
There’s not much time left
But there’s still time to gather our forces
To carefully plan your downfall
To operate the change required
So far all has been conducted in secret
You would have us believe we are the only ones in trouble
Oh, with you around here
We’ve all been in deep trouble for far too long
It never was us directly before
We’re very much in the thick of it now
The whole place is a culture of blame and
destroy
We’ll just better aim it at you from now on
We are human beings
We have a life
We have love ones to protect and feed
We have some sort of ideal to achieve in this world
We’re reaching the front
We’re reaching ground zero
We must not be afraid
We must not falter
Because of you we’re terrorised!
Because of you we’re hysterical!
Because of you we’re out of control!
We will fight you to our dying breath!
We’re
electrified and we can’t calm down!
I don’t know Mister President
In what rich and well-oiled universe you live in
With your nice little social studies and analyses of what’s
going on
I tell you, we’re electrified and we can’t calm down!
Perhaps it was all those studies in those schools with all
your friends
But you are unable to get the point
You have no clue while you continue with your dinners for high
finance
The next riot is just around the corner
It is not just that we don’t have a job,
we have one
It is not that we are so poor, we’ve
always been poor
It’s not that we feel devalued,
we’ve always felt worthless
It is the addition bit by bit of your entire incompetence
Why oh why
With so many statistics, reports, analyses and commissions
Can you just miss the whole point?
We’re electrified and we can’t calm down!
You see, we don’t need much to
jump to the barricades
And many such small blunders do add up
It quickly becomes one big blunder after another
It just adds up and adds up and adds up!
Corruption here and there
Bribes just about everywhere
Cuts there and where next
And a police force filled with children out of control
Politicians out of touch
Living the high life around the world
While we suffocate under austerity measures
Direct impact on our daily lives on every level
You have somehow impacted on everything
The whole world is going bankrupted
The economy is flying high in hell
Honestly we cannot see any way out
I don’t know Mister Prime Minister
In what rich and well-oiled universe you live in
With your nice little social studies and analyses of what’s
going on
I tell you, we’re electrified and we can’t calm down!
Time to get out of the mainstream
Time to be experimental
It had all become meaningless anyway
Anything as sanitized as that can only be tasteless
Anything so pre-packaged
Ready for the masses
Could not even upset a dying grand
Is not worth paying attention to
Time to be extreme
To finally vent it all
Just as you want it vent out
For the masses
We’re ready
Never been so ready
But serve us the same bull
And you’ll see the results
The world has changed
Only a fool could not see it
We’re so tired of the same stuff
Claims of change which are just the same
You call that change?
You call that new?
You call that extreme?
You don’t know the meaning of the word
The world has not stopped with the new millennium
The world has not stopped with the new decade
We don’t need to be served the same with a twist
We need to evolve into something new
Diversify or die!
Get out the mainstream!
I thought things were getting better
It takes more than doctored stats to tell
I can see all the signs
I predict something terrible
It was hoped that a reduction in corruption
Might make the rest acceptable
That the place could become liveable somehow
But why am I getting angrier?
Surely the worst of it is behind us?
We came so close to just about everything
And now we are settling back into normality
Or are we?
The pulse of humanity
Has not forgotten
And despite all that has happened
Nothing is fixed
Why did I think everything was going to be fine?
Why was it thought everything was ok now?
This world is not stabilising
I’m afraid things aren’t getting better
Corruption is still on-going
It is getting worse by the day
The rich are still getting richer
The poor are sinking ever lower
Science is now a taboo word
Not that science was on the right track anyway
Repeat after me, everything will be just fine
Mentioning climate change will get you killed
I thought things were getting better
It takes more than doctored stats to tell
I can see all the signs
I predict something terrible
You said 99% of all criminals are men
You said only men have a criminal mind
Women are actually much worse
They are the very reason for these crimes
You talk and talk and talk until I go crazy
Reproaching me just about everything
You’re hysterical all the time
You lie through your teeth to anyone willing to listen
Women are criminals at heart
They just commit crimes
Not indictable in a criminal court, that’s all
Overall they cause much more damage
What gossip have you told our friends?
None will speak to me now
What monstrosities have you told my parents?
They’ve disinherited me
Wouldn’t you prefer to be burgled
Wouldn’t you prefer to be robbed
Wouldn’t you prefer to be hit in the face
Wouldn’t you prefer to die on the pavement, yeah!
Than your divorce costing you your house
Than her saying costing you your kids
All your money down the gutter
When you know damn well your money is wasted
Why should I pay for kids I can’t even see?
You don’t even need the money
What about my house you share with your new boyfriend?
Am I now supporting him as well?
You seem to know all about statistics
99% of men want sex three times a day
Not only we never had sex at all
But you were so prude I never even saw you naked in years
All your deceptions have been so destructive
You just can’t shut up, the story of your life
All those lies you told Social Services, Probation and the
Police
What were you thinking when you destroyed my career?
Women are criminals at heart
They just commit crimes
Not indictable in a criminal court, that’s all
Overall they cause much more damage
They are the very reason for these crimes
How can
someone so childish project such an image of wisdom?
I must admit, you’re a total mystery to me
I thought you were intelligent
I thought you were wise
It took me by surprise you could act so foolishly
I thought it was a one off
That you could never possibly forgive yourself for what you
had done
But then I found you actually enjoy this nightmare you
created
You are immature and out of control
How can someone so childish
Project such an image of wisdom?
How was I able to trust you so completely
When you are nothing but a child out of his mind?
It’s not like you are young, you’re nearly 30
At 30 I had already written 30 books
I was certainly not the juvenile man you are
Is it possible you never actually grew up?
How can someone so childish
Project such an image of wisdom?
You maintained that image for years,
I was looking up to you
Something must have changed
So what is it that changed?
Why are you now so out there
Re-asserting yourself
As if you never had a childhood before?
I can only see
That you were dying in jealousy and envy
At how successful I was
And you succeeded, destroying me
got you my title
But then you found that you could not cope
You realised it was more than a title
There was bloody hard work behind it
Hard work you were not willing to put in
You can only reach my status
Through paying with your blood over a long period of time
You wanted it all instantly without any input
You inherited it but you’re not up to it
What damage you have caused
I kept hoping guilt would destroy you
But you are over that kind of thing
You still walk proud with your head high
If I had known you were so desperate for my title
I would have given it to you
For years I shouted I wanted to train you to take over
It never happened
I just want to flee people like you
And the ones higher in the hierarchy
Who gives people like you their time of day
They seem to have all the time in the world to waste away
I don’t even want to be vindicated
Although I know I will be, but what’s the point
As usual it will be too late
I will already be long gone with no regrets
How can someone so childish
Project such an image of wisdom?
You are nothing but a kid
And the worst part of it is you will never grow wise
In the meantime you are a great hindrance to the creative
ones
Actually achieving something concrete through hard work
You cannot achieve success in such a destructive manner
You can only extinguish everything in your wake
I’m afraid, you’ll never amount to
anything
Oh God, I hope I am not wrong about this
Because if there is any sort of God in this world
Surely he would not allow for such pretence to succeed?
We have no leaders, all is lost!
We just don’t have the leaders we need
They are threatened and halfway gone
We can’t even be sure they’re not the problem
We’ll be left to our own devices
What is it you were hoping to achieve?
What is it you think you have achieved?
Were you really on our side?
Or as we suspect you were only destructive?
We have no leaders!
All is lost!
We never had any worthy leaders anyway
We were always left to our own devices
That’s what we never quite understood
That we do not need leaders
We must act and do as if we never had any
Only us can dig ourselves out of this nightmare
We make everything happen
Our hard work is all there is
Leaders come and go
They mean nothing
Nothing is lost
We are the leaders we need
We are the ones making it all happen
We will sort everything out ourselves
Just like we have always done
Leaders have always but only
been a nuisance
People to stop productivity and achievements
Leaders are but meaningless
Get rid of all leaders
And you’ll see what we can accomplish
We’ll dig this country
Out of its hole
As long as you
self-annihilate fast enough to save us all
You can pee all over us
You can shit all over us
We don’t really care
As long as you self-annihilate fast enough to save us all
As a result of your out of control
behaviour
We’re all facing dire consequences
Through some sort of weird truce between you
We became your target
But now we can see
You are turning on to each other
As it was to be expected
Please self-annihilate fast enough to save us all
We didn’t understand at first what was going on
There was a war raging
And somehow we became involved
We understand now we had nothing to do with your war
We couldn’t understand your propaganda
How everything you said was such a lie
Painting us as monsters we could only think
You actually were
The pleasure we experience
At seeing you now at each other’s throat
We can’t explain
But as innocent as we are, we just love it
Go on!
Destroy each other!
That’s all you’re good at anyway
We have more important things to create
You can pee all over us
You can shit all over us
We don’t really care
As long as you self-annihilate fast enough to save us all
Humanity could never have been great or achieve anything
I could no longer suffer any of it
I could no longer suffer you
What a nightmare you made of this place!
I welcome death
I’m about to die
It’s about time
I could no longer sustain this
I could no longer sustain you
I can still take a step back
And look at all of it
Such a meaningless accomplishment
And yet so consuming that it could take the world over
Death means nothing
One can only hope
That such a nightmare as is life
Will not continue beyond death
Otherwise I will find a way
To terminate this existence
This self-awareness
All of it is so pointless!
What is there to learn here?
Pettiness? Selfishness?
Such frightened little beings
That will do anything to gain something over anyone?
You have turned this life
Into a living hell
When it would have been so easy
To turn it into a paradise
There is no hope for the human race
We were doomed from the start
All the insecurity, all the panic over nothing
It was all just worthless
Now you can understand
Why I was so desperate
To see any gleam of hope
That never could have come
I cannot deal with any of this
Not today, not tonight
You can sleep in your own vomit
For all I care from now on and then
I’m about to die, it’s
about time
I can no longer suffer such petty-mindedness
You think so small, you
are so self-centred
Humanity could never have been great or achieve anything
I wish
I could have been anyone else
Sometimes I wish I was someone
else
I wish I could have had a family
A wife and kids
Such a denial of something so primal
Art is not everything
Actualisation in such higher spheres means nothing
And yet, is there anything more common
Than having a family, a wife and kids?
Why would I want to be like everyone else?
Why indeed such conformism is so desirable?
I don’t know
Perhaps it would have given a meaning to my existence
I’m struggling to leave any sort of legacy
Of anything of me to remain in this world
To exist and come to life and replace me
And do better than I ever could
I wish I could have been anyone else
But then I would have been
Just like everyone else
I’m not sure I could have survived that either
I have lost myself along the way
Never too sure of what it all meant
To be alive or not
And if one needed to leave anything behind in this world
I never meant to be larger than life
To compensate for all my shortcomings
Being born different does not forgive
One suffers a great deal
I wish I could have been anyone else
I wish I could have been nobody
Lose myself within the masses
Become one with the masses
And still leave something at the end of it
That could become larger than life one day
But what is the meaning of it all then
I don’t know
Deep down
I’m not sure I want to be anyone else
Better not leave it to the next generation
Better ourselves being larger than
life
Leaving
behind the fake citizen status
It is about time
I leave all the lies and the fake IDs behind
And become a real British citizen
I will become a real citizen of the world!
Must find 4000 pounds sterling
Must bankrupt myself a second time
Must build up the dossier of the century
Must prove I’m no terrorist
Must prove I am terrorised
Must prove I love Queen and Country
James Bond being the only man I ever aspired to be
And Prince Charles my only role model in life
It is time to leave behind
All the bureaucracy
All the corruption
All the genocides
I need a fake democracy instead
The pretence of a better world
The semblance of all the freedom and liberty possible
I must become a citizen of the world!
There’s only one place that truly exists
In the whole world right now
It is where I am
All the rest only exists in repressed memories
It is about time to leave behind all the dead loved ones
No more nightmares!
No more wars!
No more deaths!
Gone the asylum seeker status
The one with no right to breathe
or exist
For which only a miracle would be required
Before he is once again sent to his death
Can you prove you are a worthy citizen?
Can you sustain yourself and your family?
Without being a hindrance to society?
A job stealer, taking the place of more
worthy human beings?
All the way from India to Pakistan
All the way from Afghanistan to Iraq
All the way from Albania to Somalia
I’m addicted to the concept of your ideals
Poverty and famines rising
All the deaths a world can sustain
No need for earthquakes and tsunamis
We must become citizens of the world!
It is about time
I leave all the lies and the fake IDs behind
I will become a real citizen of the world!
Even if I have to die trying
Forgive me God
As I have sin
As I have stolen
As I have killed
Shedding that criminal past
No more beating up people
No more alcohol
No more drugs
Shedding that criminal past
To become one amongst the sheep
Dying in conformism
Is all I really wished for all my life
How I ended being a bank robber
Stealing elections
Making all the wrong policies
I don’t know
Making wars happen is necessary
Killing the masses is mandatory
Stealing all the resources left in the world is obligatory
We must survive
With only but the most ethical intentions
I have sinned
I have stolen
I have killed
The greater good of my nation is all there is
Never mind if they feel oppressed
In time they will see it was the right thing to do
Dear God I will replace you at the firmament
Anyone can always justify the worst atrocities
When one controls the media and statistics
One must create a better world for the one nation
On the back of all the other nations
Forgive me God
As I have sinned
As I have stolen
As I have killed
And I will do it again and again and again
Why do I feel like I am mortgaging my future?
But did I ever have any kind of future?
How can you be afraid of destroying a future
That will never exist?
None of us have any future
If you’re too afraid to say it
If you apologise for what you did and said
Then there’s no hope of anyone ever doing or saying it
It must be said! It must be done!
You know you have an infinite backing behind you
They will eventually get around to support you
You are its primary voice
What am I afraid of?
What are you afraid of?
What are we afraid of?
We are billions! We shouldn’t be afraid of anything!
It needs to be done
It must be said
And then it needs to be acted upon
We need to build the institutions to back it up
And that’s just it
The whole thing has been dying for too long
We never thought like they do
We never built it all within it all
That is what is required
To build it all within it all
Within all that there is
Within entertainment till death
No one ever died of overexposure
Except me of course
I can’t stand anything
I see you coming from miles away
But I do observe and learn
I do see what you have done and are doing
I need to do the same thing
I need to operate this shift in it all
What seems useless is crucial
What seems like unimportant is everything
Listen to me! Put all your money into it!
Or we have already lost the war
It creeps from everywhere all at once
As if nothing else ever existed
Well no I’m sorry, I reject it all!
I have something else in mind
Brainwashing has gone on for far too long
You will not win any other war that way
Your discourse is tired
It angers us all
Christ!
Don’t apologise!
It doesn’t matter you were drunk!
You must go further!
We will take back what was ours to begin with
We will once again build what it is that we’re all about
You control everything, you can
say whatever you want
But we are more powerful than you ever thought possible
We won’t be mortgaging our future
We will finance and invest in our future
We will make our future happen
We will take back power and the control over our destiny
Why do I feel like I am mortgaging my future?
But did I ever have any kind of future?
How can you be afraid of destroying a future
That will never exist?
Unless you do something about it
Unless you build it yourself
For us all and for all humanity
To free us all
So a new world can
finally emerge
If you plug enough devices and wires together
Eventually some sound might come out
If you re-programme enough applications
Eventually a new world might emerge
I've been working so damn hard!
To sort out all that technology
To make it all working by any means at my disposal
I thought I would eventually create a new reality
I can't even get the sound to work!
Let alone the images
And yet, I must re-create this world in 3D
So a new world can finally emerge
I got the soldering iron out
Got all those wires interconnected
Has technology evolved to a point where we can't fix
anything?
How are we to create the new world?
It used to be so simple you know
You could connect two wires with your fingers
And all would be right with the world
The TV interconnected with the stereo system would work
Now you need a PhD in esoterical
quantum mechanics
To get that computer to work
It is through thoughts and hard thinking
That something will eventually respond
I will plug this here
I will connect that there
I will re-organise the whole configuration
Until some sort of artificial intelligence emerges
A computer here
A switch box around there
Another processor in between
This thing is gonna think harder
than I ever did!
I will learn that computer language
I will invent a new computer language
I will re-programme humanity
I will re-programme the world
If you plug enough devices and wires together
Eventually some sound will come out
If you re-programme enough applications
Eventually a new world will emerge
You have no personality
We never exchanged one significant sentence
I can feel it like I never did before
You’ll be dead soon
Do you even exist?
Did you really find this nice boyfriend?
Is having a baby all there is to it?
Is he supposed to be all that you’ll never be?
That is not the way it should be
I will call you, I
will meet you alone
I will speak to you
I will undercover the real you
Is there a real you?
Do you even exist?
Can you prove that there’s something about you?
I’m not sure you’re alive!
I feel like shaking you
You are one of mine
An extension of me
You must wake up and at least exist!
Assert yourself!
Make a difference!
You are not a puppet!
No one controls you!
What are you desires?
Or are you already fulfilling all that there is to fulfil
There is no excuse
Living is not enough
Have you ever even expressed one worthy opinion?
Do you exist at all?
Should we even consider you are here?
And for what purpose?
You might as well just be dead
Go back to where you come from
Go back to your mother’s womb
From where you should never have gone out
No sister of mine
Will ever be so insignificant
That I must wonder if she is even real or alive
Maybe I misjudged you
Or you’ll be dead soon
I can feel it…
Oh God,
I wish it was that easy to rise
above it!
When the whole world is up to get you
Or even just one or two nasty elements
The whole thing is then rotting
I don’t know why we should care then
The more intelligent the thing becomes
The less practical it all becomes
We can’t do anything anymore
They have us paralysed
I’ve been so careless
Like a terrorised dog
I felt the need to get down to your level
I have badmouthed you everywhere
I thought I was just playing your own game
But I just about self-destructed
I have a conscience you see
I must rise over such trifle
Must I rise over such petty-mindedness?
Watch you destroy me and everyone else?
Accept it as if it was normal
For a low intelligence man to do what low intelligent men
must do?
So easy it is then to start acting
Like the petty child you are
Chauvinism developed into an art form
Someone must win the war, should I let you win it?
I don’t really care
I don’t know why we should care then
Usually people like you do win the wars
Usually I just rise above it
Oh God, I wish it was that easy to
rise above it
To just leave the place all to yourself
So you can move on to your next target
So you can move on up into the hierarchy
Oh God, I wish it was that easy to
rise above it
Being so rich and unconcerned
That leaving it all behind would not even break my mood
If only there were other things to fall back on to
And yet I must rise above it
And yet I must move on
And yet I must not let it destroy me
I must just plough on
Not everything is on the line!
This is not the end of the world!
Who cares about such internal insignificant fights?
You have won! I’m out of here!
I will rise above it
I will move on
I will let you win you own little wars
I will fall back onto a myriad of other things
It is the only way to eventually rise above you
Rich and successful women know how to bring a hard on
even on gay men
As rich and successful a woman as you are
Rather old actually
Does not matter
I have fallen in love with your
intellect, I must marry you
Was it your intellect that I fell in love with?
Yes, of course, but how I can I be sure?
Could it be that you are so rich and powerful?
I only know I can get a hard on, and so we must marry
We must marry quick!
Before I lose my hard on
Before I understand what is going on
It is not natural for a gay man to fall in love with a
woman
No matter the circumstances!
What have you done to me?
Have you blinded me with all your money and success?
As a person you are so perfect for me!
I am so confused
Gay men are only supposed to fall in love with Madonna
There are no consequences there
This love could never possibly ever be fulfilled
So much power!
So much humility!
So much intelligence!
So much knowledge of the high world!
I’m in love!
Finally I can get a hard on with a woman!
My parents will be so pleased!
I must marry you!
It is all Catholicism ever wished for
To convert gay men into straight ones
I’m so ready to be converted!
I want you in my bed every night!
I will be shot for saying such things
I will shoot myself for saying such things
It is so unnatural for me
After all, I am gay
I should not be blinded by all your
money
I should not be blinded by all your success
I should not be blinded by all your power
But I guess gay men just can’t help themselves
But shit, it is your intellect!
We have such high-end conversations!
I must admit
Perhaps I would have fallen in love with you anyway
As rich and successful a woman as you are
Rather old actually
Does not matter
I have fallen in love with you, I
must marry you
Now, give me all your money and power
Desperate
times calls for new thinking
By the time the depression is over
There will be nothing left of the world we knew
Most industries will have died
We’ll be suffering withdrawal symptoms from our unfulfilled
addictions
Desperate times calls for new thinking
Ways to finance our way out
Ways to grow and survive despite the virtual crisis
The world will not stop on the bad accounting from bankers
Desperate times calls for new thinking!
Let’s call on all the new ways to get heard!
Let’s finance ourselves without banks!
Without third parties in between!
Desperate times calls for new thinking
By the time the recession is over
None of the usual billionaires will be making any money
But the right people will finally reach out and get their
due
Desperate times calls for new thinking
We don’t need the banks!
We don’t need financers!
We can achieve it all directly!
We know what we want!
We will pay directly beforehand
We will make it happen for sure
We don’t care about any virtual recession
Desperate times calls for new thinking
Let’s get to the Internet
Let’s pay directly for what we want to happen
If we pay upfront, we’ll get what we want
Desperate times calls for new thinking
Let’s bypass the banks and investors and publishers
Let’s bypass third parties money maker
sharks
Let’s bypass everything!
Desperate times calls for new thinking
We will get what we want
We will just get the roundabout way to make it happen
Life goes on, creativity goes on, paying
for it more directly goes on
Desperate times calls for new thinking
We will make it happen more direct
The whole world is changing
Creativity will go on
You can
still change the world
If you show any initiative
If you show any abilities
You will instantly be put aside
They just don’t like anyone capable of achieving great
things
You’re so powerful dear, in destroying everyone
It is all so much more rewarding
When someone can succeed
Despite all the obstacles in the way
You’re trying your very best
But even your very best won’t succeed
In stopping me
In stopping us all
There is a call out there for desperate people
Intent on succeeding no matter what
They will succeed in spite of you
Shame that it is not because of you
You’re never allowed to achieve much in this world
Your great talents and abilities
They will never be used
They will never be recognised
You have to fight to get it out there
You have to fight to destroy the obstacles
You need all the determination in the world
And then you might succeed in spite of everything
They will put you aside
They will hide you
They will destroy you
They will make sure you don’t reach anyone
You will still create
You will still reach out
Because you are doing what you feel is right
Because you are doing what people wants to hear
You will succeed
You will go around these destroyers of worlds
In spite of everything and everyone
You will change the world
One must understand all boundaries
One must find a way around all boundaries
One must break all boundaries
One must escape and make it all happen
You left me little choice
You have proven your unworthiness
Listening to those voices from the past
You’re not learning the new way of dealing with people
You have only invited disloyalty
You have put into place revenge
Hate is all there is now
We will destroy you
What were you thinking?
Were you thinking at all?
You had no idea did you?
You were not up for promotion at all
None of them were
And now we’re suffering greatly for it
What would be required now
To get rid of management
Desperate feeling that nothing will ever get better
That something went horribly wrong with the world
Highly motivated in annihilating everything
Is all that has been achieved
One must understand all boundaries
One must find a way around all boundaries
One must break all boundaries
One must escape and make it all happen
We’ve past the stage
Where stress was just too much
Been there done that
I exploded for all to hear
We’ve past the stage
Of the official complaints
Been there done that
I’m accused of just about everything
We’ve past the stage
Of the preliminary investigation
Been there done that
I am charged with gross misconduct
We’ve past the stage
Of the official disciplinary hearing
Been there done that
I wrote a hundred pages Bible about all that’s wrong here
We’ve past the stage
Of the stress assessment
Been there done that
Oh, I’m not stressed at all now
We’ve past the stage
Of the mediation process
Been there done that
I just love everyone, although I just wish to kill them all
We’ve past the stage
Of the grievance process
Been there done that
I’ve accused everyone of bullying
and harassment
We’ve past the stage
Of being unable to work together
Been there done that
Now we’re so embarrassed we just want to die
I hate to say it but I told you so
They pushed it and you pushed it
To such limits that now
We don’t know where to look
It all changed when you decided not to back down
It all changed when I decided not to back down
Suddenly we’ve all realised how serious it became
When truly none of it was ever serious to begin with
What stage are we at exactly?
You’re so nice
In such a plastic way
Only makes me feel like exploding again
What stage are we at exactly?
Can we go on like this or someone will crack?
Obviously you won’t crack
Obviously I won’t crack
What stage are we at exactly?
Superficiality to a peak never reached before
Pretending everything is even better than before
No one in their right mind could
buy it
What stage are we at exactly?
The point of no return
Nothing will ever be like it was
We’ve destroyed our future
What stage are we at exactly?
Waiting to see where it will all end
You and I will push it as far as it can go
We have destroyed our future
Not that anyone cares
The devolution of the human race
And I thought you were brainless
And I thought you were useless
You’re still useless
But you’re certainly not brainless
It was charming to see you
Taking over
Shining in the limelight for one moment
Just to let everyone down soon after
I suppose this is the right way to go
Destroy the competition
Take their place but give it only 10% of your time
And still rack up all the glory
Brilliant!
You won’t even fail
You’ve lowered the bar so low
You’ve established the new standard of uselessness
In the process I also lowered myself
I gave it my best shot at destroying you
But I guess I am not evil enough
I am not as evil as you
You so desperately wanted it
Well you have it now
Deliver at least at half the level it was before
Surely everyone can see your game?
It was still brilliant
You are still shining
Who would have thought that vain glories
Was all that this world had been reduced to?
In the meantime everything is breaking down
We’ve reached the point where we cannot function
But hey everyone’s blind to it
And I thought you were brainless
The devolution of the human race
Why did we have to go through all this?
What were you hoping to accomplish?
What have you gain?
What have we lost?
We were once again vindicated
It does come as a surprise
All is but only a matter of opinion
When the process’ so biased
And what now?
What other eggs are you incubating that might hatch?
Do we need your plastic smile?
The friendship of hypocrites?
We’re not damaged goods
We came out unscathed
You wish you could say the same
You’ve alienated us all
You’ve accomplished a great deal
The whole place’s in shamble
People’re running for the exits
Morale never been so low
Lose your sense of ethics
Fairness and justice
Witness the results every single time
A whole revolution
Such
scheming mind should be rich by now
Your mind always seems calculating
In such a capitalist world
How can it make its millions?
We’ll eventually find a way
Such a creative and explosive mind!
Not made to be idle
Not made for a tiny existence
Such scheming mind was made to conquer the world!
We must be successful!
We must make money!
We must rule an army!
We must free ourselves!
When all that truly matters
Is that such a mind should create
Create something, anything
For such a mind to be so rich by now
This world is filled with vacuity
I love you baby songs and novels
Horror games where everyone at the end dies
Oh, this culture is so rich of everything vacuous
Such vast emptiness is this space!
It must be filled up with calculated things
So many of them so all lines are blurred
Such scheming mind should be rich by now
I’ve been trying
I’ve been trying to re-create
Multiculturalism as an art form
Clever immigrants starting at the bottom
Here comes the holiday of a lifetime
Piccadilly Circus, Oxford Circus, Leicester Square
By law one must start a business
Let it be an opened ‘til late corner shop
The whole family will help
Every single penny counts
These things are rotting, check
the past date
Have you ensured the products’ rotation?
Be damned with customer service!
Every cheated penny counts
Everything is rotting, have
you ensured rotation?
We’re all slaves now!
Such a corner must be by Ealing Common
Trees and pottery and other useless things
Not quite what anyone had in mind
Whilst creating something to collect this billion
Maybe there’s another way
Without planning for a global international corporation
To make a couple of thousands of pounds a month
As the one way to stop the alienation
One way left, an arranged marriage to make something of you
You’ll marry that low-key brainless manager in Sheffield
Was that the best you could find for your daughter?
Another useless one gone down the drain
Pushed to such limits that were beyond you
Let’s run for any exit still available
There must still be a way to escape it all
Without ever escaping anything
Your mind always seems calculating
In such a capitalist world
How can it make its millions?
We’ll eventually find a way
We’re desperate! We must survive!
We must leave any kind of legacy!
We must buy a Mercedes even if it bankrupts us!
We must guarantee a future to our children!
Such a creative and explosive mind!
Not made to be idle
Not made for a tiny existence
Such scheming mind was made to conquer the world!
With such a calculated mind
We’ll eventually find a way
With such a scheming mind
We should be rich by now
We must be successful!
We must make money!
We must rule an army!
We must free ourselves!
We won’t be sold another cheap crucified Jesus Christ
story
Finally! We’re back to the dark ages
There’s something to denounce
Something to fight for
We must once again secularise everything
By just being me, I’ve become such a threat
I must now be arrested and silenced
By saying nothing significant
I’m suddenly a revolutionary
So easy nowadays it is to become an anarchist
Even a crowned one
So subversive we all are
Unless we shut up and don’t exist
They picked the wrong time
To knock us back into ignorance
Smart phones and Internet just exploded everywhere
Even in Africa and China
No problem, they’ve already gained control
Of the info freako age and all
governments
With enough money it will always be possible
To bring back the dark ages
Are we brainwashed enough
To still fear sin and God?
Or are we brainwashed enough
To fear the law and the police?
Have we got nothing else to say?
In the name of the Father
In the name of the CEO/President
In the name of non-existent entities?
All is always all about religion
All is always all about politics
All is always all about control and order
So one can continue to get rich beyond belief on our back
Ignorance is preferable
Genocides are preferable
Natural resources to your name are preferable
Power is only possible through going back to the dark ages
They had to change tactics
They know we know how corrupt they are
They simply now deny it and plough on
Collecting their millions as they go
They picked the wrong time
To knock us back into ignorance
Why bother trying?
Just for appearances?
No more weak minds around here
We won’t be sold another cheap crucified Jesus Christ story
We’ll never go back to the dark ages
A revolution will happen first
How can we corrupt
such young clever minds?
I reckon corrupting the youth is easy
It happens all the time
Is it not our first ever target?
All must be brainwashed!
No matter how long it takes
I must bring everyone to me
To my way of thinking
Convince them of the path to freedom
You’ll make this revolution happen
I won’t have to do anything
The youth is so easily influenced
So easily corrupted
Yeah cheer for me man!
I’m such a brain, yes I am
One way or another
I’ll make it happen
All through you
I’ll make it all happen
Are we not just pawns?
Are you not just a pawn?
We’re always but pawns
In anyone’s game
In anyone’s brainwashing session
You are useless anyway now
I’ve no need to brainwash people
I’ve no need to control anyone
Such young clever minds
Should find the right way out on their own
Do they need guidance?
Do they need a voice?
And who cares?
No one
Let’s all the world be destroyed
No one gives a shit
Let it all go back to dust
It’s in the Bible so it must be true
I will brainwash all who can hear
I must brainwash all who can stand
Because they’re so brainwashed already
Someone needs to show them the way out
Just in
the right mood for you
I looked at you straight in the eyes
I felt something powerful building up inside of me
I felt like this was the apocalypse
And only remained you and me at the end of days
I came over at your summon
You thought you once again found a way
To get me into so much trouble
I was just in the right mood for you
I looked at you straight in the eyes
I was just in the right mood
Just in the right mood
To annihilate the bastard inside of you
This is a suffering world
Where all of us are made to suffer for eternity
And suffer we do
But no longer
You have destroyed us completely
We have lost all responsibilities and glories
You have gained a lot in return
The war is not over
I dream of seeing you where I am
I dream of removing all your puppets
I dream of snatching that crown off your head
And sending you back to the hellhole you came from
Evil bastards like you
Deserve all the detailed attention possible
So we can eventually figure a way
To get rid of you forever
Favouritism on a scale never seen before!
Discrimination on a scale never seen before!
Harassment on a scale never witnessed before!
Widespread bullying across the board!
This is a suffering world
And it ain’t any better
As evolution goes on
We still suffer and suffer for eternity
You caught me just in the right mood
Just in the right mood
To annihilate
All the bastards of the world
I looked at you straight in the eyes
I felt something powerful building up inside of me
I felt like this was the apocalypse
And only remained you and me at the end of days
You cannot be one thing for just one day
You can only be something that you are every day
If you are a one hit wonder
I guess you never really were anything in the first place
But then again
Who are you really?
That one hit wonder?
Or everything else of no significance?
You have talents
Or you have none
You reach the top on your own
Or someone else gets you there for just one day
Are you a fraud?
Do you mean anything?
Is your one hit wonder
To be taken at face value?
Well, for a start
Your one hit wonder
Changed the world on a massive scale
It is now in the psyche of humanity
There’s no turning back
At this point it don’t matter
How this one hit wonder happened
It is history
You have genius or
you don’t
Somehow genius happened on that day
And that’s great and that’s it
Now you can return into the shadow of failures
One hit wonders
Is all the world is built from
One hit wonders
Make history and change everything
No talent is required
Only luck and being at the right place at the right time
One hit wonders are everything
They make us who we are
No one knows how it happens
But somehow sometimes it does happen
Genius in action universally recognised
Nothing is more powerful
If only you could be so lucky
To be able to accomplish
At the very least one hit wonder in your life
It could go on to change everything
It happens in this one moment
When you do not even think about what you are doing
It then just happens
And it goes on to change the world
Oh why
oh why must I marry that loser?
Oh why oh why?
Across the old empire
Against all odds from the colonies
Must remain these old traditions?
I’m Ms Kaur, call
me Princess
I’ve been flirting so much
Gone out on a date so much
I can’t keep up
But don’t touch
I must be a virgin
Don’t ask so I won’t lie
Oh why oh why must I?
Oh why oh why must I
Marry that loser from Coventry?
If it must be arranged
Could you not find me something better?
I will resist!
It is illegal in this country!
I will sue you, my own parents
We are no longer in India!
That old colleague at work
That old snoop so watchful of my every move
That old witch so ready to denounce me
And to propose her cousin from Coventry!
I cannot believe that you are considering it!
I am disgusted that you would listen!
I don’t care if they mortgaged their house to buy an
outdated Mercedes!
I can see through it all!
This is a conspiracy against my happiness
That failure of a cousin in Coventry
Marry him yourself old crow!
I will have nothing to do with that brainless toad
I’m Mrs Kaur, call
me Princess
I’m now married to a useless manager from Coventry
His parents had the 1986 Mercedes
We’re very poor and I’m very unhappy
Oh why oh why must I?
Oh why oh why must you?
Oh why oh why?
That is the question
I’m Mrs Kaur, call
me Princess
I will divorce that bastard!
I will find my own success and happiness!
We are no longer in India!
Oh why oh why?
Across the old empire
Against all odds from the colonies
Must remain these old traditions?
Early
birds are all suckers to the man
There’s a limit
To my sanity threshold
Of witnessing suckers recklessly sucking to the man
Lying through their teeth to further their own ambitions
I must stop in my tracks
I must stare blankly at the wall
I must breathe real hard
And shut up before I create a maelstrom
It is burning deep inside of me
I must bite my lips not to say anything
Whilst my brain is going into overdrive
And I’m ready to speak faster than I can think to stop
There’s a limit to stupidity!
There’s a limit even you cannot cross!
Before my brain stops functioning
Before I decide to propel you back to the last century
You’re a god botherer
I represent everything you have been taught to hate
You always thought I was brainless
I always thought the same about you
You make a hundred mistakes to my one
You do not appear to be able to reason
You suck up to management like it’s never been seen before
It is obscene
There’s a limit!
A limit no one should ever cross!
Of being so foolish and ambitious!
As to blindly run over the cliff!
There are times when I look around
And witness the most unconceivable things
The thought patterns of unintelligent people
Influencing the corporate line driving us over the
precipice
I don’t really care if the boat sinks
I don’t care if the establishment wishes to commit suicide
Listening to you will certainly make it happen
It kills me because I am all too aware
The stupidity of humankind
Can really drive you mad
There’s no point always saying what is expected
It’s obvious to all you are but an opportunistic failure
There’s a limit
To my sanity threshold
Of witnessing suckers recklessly sucking to the man
Lying through their teeth to further their own ambitions
Early birds are all suckers to the man
So what’s in a name?
Oh just about everything
Nothing for a start
When you could never aspire to be anything
It tells where you’re from
It says who you really are
That you could never be anything significant
You can only mean nothing
How could such a person change everything?
How could such a person be a genius?
And take over the world?
Such things are better done anonymously
Left to the world unknown!
With all the power required
To rewrite history
For the ones with the guts to do so
My name is burnt out
It can only stop everything
I am anonymous
To better subvert everything on my way up
It only takes a few good ideas
Some coding
Some easy way in
To change everything
I was born of that generation
Who cannot mean anything
In the way you can only mean something
So I mean everything in a different way
So what’s in a name?
Oh just about everything
Nothing for a start
When you could never aspire to be anything
But there you are
I mean everything
I did not need a name
And I will still go on to conquer the world
Anonymously
I
cannot live in god’s country
I wish I could say my leaders were corrupted to the teeth
A bunch of brainless suckers sucking up the whole GDP for
themselves
That elections were knowingly rigged
and no one cared
That democracy was not in their vocabulary and a revolution
was ongoing
But, but, but…
My country is the best in the world
With the highest standard of living possible
People would kill to be born in my country
I have no reason whatsoever to wish to live elsewhere
But, but, but…
Whenever I wake up in god’s country I just want to die
It is not the country I thought it was
Propaganda is such an efficient tool
I can see all the flaws, it
is hell
But, but, but…
Certainly it is still the best country in the world
I could close my eyes
Forgo reading newspapers and watching the news
Watch fiction on TV and forget it all
But, but, but…
It goes beyond ignoring the problem
It goes beyond being blind to it all
When I wake up in god’s country
I just wish to commit suicide
But, but, but…
I cannot explain it
It is not related to anything
I just can’t live in god’s country
I can’t explain why
But, but, but…
I’m sure there is a good reason
I thought we were destined for so much more
Ideals and values that could truly change the world
I aspire to so much more than my country is capable of
But, but, but…
I guess there is a reason somewhere deep down
Why I cannot live in the country I was born in
If I were living there I would not survive
It is out of my control
But, but, but…
There are grassier knolls out there outside
So welcoming I now want to die there instead
I just cannot survive anywhere else
Maybe I can, I just don’t know their reach
But, but, but…
Why should I have to live in my country?
Get rid of all these bureaucratic fences!
I should be able to live anywhere I want!
Why must we die in the square we were born?
But, but, but…
There is no but that can explain any of this
It is not for you to say or protect or dictate
This is a very small planet we are sharing
We are free, as free as the universe out there
But, but, but…
There is no but that can explain any of this
For whatever reason, just accept it
I cannot live in god’s country!
Open up the world! Free us all!
No more buts in god’s country
There is no but that can explain any of this
Someone has to stop science
Because science is leading us to the apocalypse
We all thought religious wars would bring it on full blast
In the end science alone is bringing the end of the world
We have almost reached the end
None of us will survive
Science alone is responsible
Only real science can save us now
Nothing we ever invented
Nothing we ever thought of
Was ever based on sound science
It was all trial and errors and unexpected discoveries
We never understood anything
Based on first principles
We never made any scientific discoveries
Based on any real understanding of the laws of physics
That is it!
We have reached the end
It is time
To throw away all of science
That is it!
Standard theory has proved disastrous
It is time
For a theory of everything
We must let go of Newton and Einstein!
We must consider everything else
We must identify the real underlying reality
We must understand everything from first principles
Time to admit an absolute failure!
Of just about everything
Time to be more adventurous
Don’t you think you could at least voice some doubts?
Cosmology and quantum mechanics were dead on arrival
You know perfectly well that none of it makes any sense
As soon as you are about to mention the word weird
Well you know then it is not science
If you cannot speak and express yourself
If you cannot state how wrong it all is
If somehow you feel peer pressure
Don’t you think you could at least voice some doubts?
Who’s gonna change everything?
Have you never heard of freedom of speech in science?
Must be worrying losing that unremarkable career of yours
I thought that Nobel Prize was your only motivation and
ambition
Someone has to stop science
Because science is leading us to the apocalypse
We all thought religious wars would bring it on full blast
In the end science alone is bringing about the end of the
world
We have almost reached the end
None of us will survive
Science alone is responsible
Only real science can save us now
It is time
To throw away all of science
It is time
For a theory of everything
Read your classics
Read your history
God is a nuclear bomb
That will annihilate us all
I will revolutionise everything!
I will revolutionise everything
Because no one else
will
On such a scale I am thinking of
You won’t even recognise your world
Just like anything revolutionary
Released into the world with such passion
To have such an impact
That forever the world will be changed
It seems so easy in retrospect
But it is such a nightmare
But yes I will bring head on, on quite a scale
A whole revolution
Who would have thought
Someone born nowhere
Just through thinking and expressing an opinion
Could solve so instantly all our worldwide problems?
Our whole science changed overnight
All our main issues gone with the wind
All the wars worldwide
Terminated just like that
If I ever felt the need to feel out of my mind
Now is the time
I will bring about a new industrial revolution
I will singlehandedly save the world
I suffered you!
I didn’t listen to you!
I told you to get lost but you didn’t!
Boy I was right!
Such small mentality
Such hell you are capable of
You have tried your best to destroy me
You can take it to your grave
Vindication!
Vindication on such a scale!
It will make the history books
I will make damn sure history remembers you
I will save the world!
I am not powered on nuclear energy
I am powered on something that will forever change your
existence
I will revolutionise everything!
Brace yourself!
My mind is overwhelmed with the possibilities
Things to research and accomplish
A whole world opened up in front of us
There for the taking and to
think up absolutely anew
I’ve reached full capacity, I
can no longer sleep
As my mind goes into overdrive
An explosion of breakthroughs
That I will live to see change the world
My mind is overwhelmed!
If only I could let it all out!
If only I could bypass just about everything!
And unleash it all unto the world!
I’m a thinking time bomb
My early menopause has been rather explosive
An explosion of ideas and discoveries
And no one knows any of it yet
Breakthroughs after breakthroughs
Is not enough!
It is never enough!
I must change everything instantly overnight!
From full time civil servant
To full time genius on the conference circuit
Seeing any light at the end of any tunnel
Let it all be unleashed!
The bomb is ticking
I can already just about change everything
It will never be enough
I must also instantly bring you across the universe
I will not fail
I’ll be a full time genius
I will rethink everything overnight
I’m a thinking time bomb
Brace yourself!
A lifetime
of failures and mediocrity
14 billion years of a never ending
nightmare
From mendicants who wanted so much from life
Who are now afraid of death
Never wanted to haunt no man’s land for eternity
Never succeeding in getting heard
All these revolutionary thoughts
Never quite reaching the target
Celebrating a lifetime of failures and mediocrity
Humanity can never give up against such a wall
Still trying to change everything
Until the very last day of one’s existence
And never succeeding
Oh God!
Why create such inanity
Oh God!
Why create such immutable reality
Father became too powerful
All fenced up is the universe
Such freedom always just out of reach
There’ll be hell to pay for sure
For such ignorance
Such desire to regress evermore every day
Nothing ever new under the sun
Always creativity killed on the very day it is born
There’s never been any revolution
While we celebrate 14 billion years
Of failures and mediocrity
For humanity
If only
we weren’t so afraid of change
If only we weren’t so afraid of change
We would be halfway across the galaxy by now
Such love of such hopeless hallucinations
Keeps us just about where we’ve always been
Just the thing the doctor ordered
A holographic universe for disabled minds
Incapable to see through any window
Out from any world such thinking machine has to offer
Time has stopped many times
You never noticed
This world is being overtaken
By beings made of gases
You will soon be one of them
You never noticed
These buildings on your way to work
They disappear and new ones appear all the time
You never noticed
You can change everything overnight
In your mind alone
You never noticed
Can we just drop everything
To follow our heart and soul?
So many times we have done it
Why can’t we do it anymore?
Such perfect life dying in any routine
Or must we again run around the planet
With not a care in the world
For any consequence?
No longer believing in determinism
Should have gone left when the path presented itself
Are we really following some sort of destiny?
Driving us right into fatalism?
Or do we make exactly out of this life
What we create?
Only stopped by fear
The fear of change
If only there were not so many considerations
If only our brain could stop thinking
If only we were not so afraid of change
We could embrace all that creativity has to offer
It is
up to you to change the world
Oh God
I am dying
I can feel it out of every pore
I must change the world before I die
Oh God
Will you let me
Change it all before I fall asleep?
I can feel myself leaving this world forever
Maybe this world never deserved it
Never deserved to know the truth
Was never meant for anything
I don’t believe it
Oh God
I might just die tonight
None of those pills can help
What am I to do?
I must just die
It doesn’t matter
Anyone else will pick up
Where I left it
If only I could believe it
But I don’t believe it
I am one in this world
Only I can change everything
I must fight it!
I must survive!
I must operate this change!
I must save the world!
Why do I have to die?
Why do I feel like this?
Maybe this world does not deserve to be saved
Maybe this world has always been left to its own devices
Why should I care?
Why would I want to save it?
I am dying!
I am as good as dead!
I can no longer write
I must go to bed and sleep
Sleep forever
And not care for anything in this world
It was meant to be
Perhaps, maybe not
Surely something will remain of my legacy?
Maybe I haven’t done enough
I must change this world before I die
But I might just die before it happens
I’m not sure who to blame but I’m
so tired
It is now up to you to change the world
It
doesn’t matter, I exist out of time
Man, you are trying very hard
To destroy me
Make it your best shot
Because next I take over the world
Time is only but a convention
It has no meaning whatsoever
You are about to find out big time
It will forever change your world
Whether you like it or not
Einstein is dead
Newton is no longer in great shape
Hawking from the point of view of history never existed
I cannot be stopped by such pettiness
It is beyond you and me
Who are you anyway?
You are absolutely nothing
And yet you have such power
Over shutting me up
Annihilating my credibility worldwide
As if I was only but a pseudo human being
Who are you?
You will find history on my side
And you a sad excuse for a human being
You will see, I’ll
be vindicated
Why must you be so blind?
Why must you follow your conditioning?
Why are you incapable of free thoughts?
Can’t you think for yourself?
That you must destroy me
Any mean at your disposal
Worldwide censorship as if I had never existed
You will pay for such ignorance
I will be vindicated!
The proof is already everywhere!
Only blind men refuse to see!
That none of it makes any sense!
You will pay for such ignorance
For such small mindedness
I will be vindicated
In time I always am
It doesn’t matter
I exist out of time
It doesn’t matter
If I don’t exist for you
It doesn’t matter
I exist out of time
It doesn’t matter
As you are about to find out
I only exist for posterity
There
is no threshold to insanity
There
is a deep truth about us
That
we could never possibly admit
I can
only hope you will never check it up
As
then all would be revealed
A deep
truth no one could admit
Something
that shows its face every once in a while
Every
once in a while if not on a daily basis
And
yet without ever however crossing the line
A deep
truth no one could admit
Oh
dear I just can’t be sure
I just
can’t be sure we can control ourselves
And
reveal to all just how insane we are
We’ve
been so good at it for years
Promotion
after promotion
Climbing
and creeping to the top
And
suddenly this sociopath is at the top of his game
I
can’t be sure if I am not guiltier
Than
the ones I sentence every day
I
cross the line on a daily basis
Is it
not obvious to all?
There
is a deep truth about me
I am
absolutely insane
And
yet I went on to pretend for a lifetime
That I
was as normal as you would like to think you are
But I
have a theory
That
we are all insane
That
we are all sociopaths
And
that nothing will stop us
Humanity
has already failed the test
Of the
threshold of insanity
We get
away with war and murder every day
And
since we are in power we get away with it
It has
lasted for centuries
Psychopaths
in power
Such
brilliance no one could resist
Such
evil no one could confront
There
is a deep truth about us
We are
absolutely insane
No one
ever realised
Because
we can pretend better than most
Believe
me I long for the day
Someone
will not only recognise it
And
denounce us
But we
are all so weak we can go on to pretend forever
We are
absolutely insane
And
yet none of you ever said anything
To
remove us from power
It
says a lot about you
Well
then we will just go on
Acting
like the insane men we are
Revealing
a bit more every day
Until
you are all on your knees
There
is a double edge sword
About
insanity
The
insane ones
And
the sane ones so willing to accept it
No one
will remove us from power
I will
go on sentencing you to death
In all
our insanity
That
for so long we have been able to hide so well
There
is no threshold to insanity
We cannot speak, hear our plea!
We cannot speak
We cannot tell
You must find out
You must act
You’re royalty
You’re responsible for the whole damn thing
You finally paid us a visit
On the back of our anonymous complaints
You know damn well by now
The place is a wreck
Are you not gonna do something
about it?
Get rid of them all!
You finally paid us a visit
Don’t expect us to tell you anything
Don’t ever hope to find the truth from any of us
Aren’t you supposed to have a sixth sense?
Oh he was so happy after you left!
He thought he had you in his pocket
He manipulated you so well
No one could shut him up
I hope you read the anonymous letters
There are just too many retributions
So vengeful they are
We could never hope to speak openly about anything
Hear our plea!
But don’t hope to hear anything in person
We cannot speak our mind!
We cannot openly denounce anything!
Do you deserve your title?
Do you deserve to be royalty?
Well prove it
Save us all!
Hear our plea!
Get rid of them all!
And so suddenly
Everything will change
We cannot speak
We cannot tell
You must find out
You must act
Get rid of them all!
As an individual you
are the most powerful person in the
world
You probably have a vision
Of a government lost in all its bureaucracy
You could not be more wrong
Our government is obsessed with public opinion
Trust me, I used to work for the Prime Minister
Everything you say I had to transcribe
Everything you ever said
Was read by the Prime Minister
As an individual speaking up his or her mind
You are being heard
You make a difference
You stop the nightmare from happening
You probably have a vision of being so powerless
You have no idea how paranoid the government is
How crippled the Prime Minister is
He or she will hear everything before saying anything
As an individual
You are the most powerful person in the world
You can make such a difference
So what are you waiting for?
There is nothing that is said about anything
Anywhere in the whole world
Before it must all be transcribed
For your Prime Minister to read before he or she says
anything
It decides policy
It dictates laws
Public opinion is reduced to what is said
Public opinion matters
So say something
Bring it to the news
Make sure it is worthy of being heard
You will then change everything
You probably have a vision
Of a government lost in all its bureaucracy
You could not be more wrong
Our government is obsessed with public opinion
Trust me, I used to work for the Prime Minister
Everything you say I had to transcribe
Everything you ever said
Was read by the Prime Minister
So say something!
Say something!
You will be heard!
As an individual, you are the most powerful person in the
world
None of
you deserve to hear the truth
Can I get even weirder?
Oh yes I can
Because none of you
Are worth it
None of you deserve to hear the truth
About this world
I’ve stated it widely
With no impact whatsoever
So what am I supposed to conclude?
None of you deserve to hear the truth
That’s all
Isn’t this re-assuring
You are not ready for the truth
I’m afraid you’ll never be ready for the truth
Maybe one day
You’ll develop the brain for it
I guess that as long as I know the truth
That I die knowing the truth
Is all that really matters
And for all I care you can die ignorant
Who are you?
Who are you people?
Why are you here?
Don't you care at all for what I have to say?
I don't know you people
I don't know how you ended up here listening to me
All I know is that none of you care for me or for what I
say
We have nothing in common, we
are too different
I don't know how I ended up here
Thinking this was where I could be heard
Make a difference
Change a whole world that must be changed
Sometimes it is better to disappear here
And reappear there and everywhere
I don't know what I'm doing here
I don't think you want me here, so I’m gone
There's no point imposing oneself upon a world
Not embracing such a point of view
There's no point imposing myself
Upon you
There's never been anyone like me as I defy any statistic
or category
There's never been anyone who liked me
There's never been anyone who ever thought I deserved to
exist
There's no one who cares if I live or die
I don't think I'm right for you
I don't think I think like you
People like you all my life always but loathed me
People like you always felt I never even existed
This will be my last poem here
Because despite everything
I don't think I am like any of you
I don't think any of you could like me
In real life none of you would want to be my friend
No one ever appreciated me
I don't blame anyone for that
I was just born out of this world
I don't want to impose myself upon you
I think together you are capable of a lot
But I cannot see myself sharing in your ideals
I'm way too out there
I just know we are not compatible
So sorry I took so much of your space
Now it is all yours to do as you wish
But I’m sure you will go on just fine if not better without
me
I'll find my way
I'll find some other outlet to express myself
I don't know, maybe it is not meant to be
I don't know, maybe I'm not meant to be
Who am I and who are you?
The secret of keeping
people happy the world over
When one is given real power
Over the multitude all over
For the first time ever
This is the real test
When one is given real power
And decides to follow how it has always been done
Or manage the way one really feels like it should be
This is the real test
When one is given real power
Is everyone aware how hard it is?
Despite the nightmare is everyone happy?
This is the challenge
When one is given real power
The challenge of leading is to keep everyone happy
No matter the nightmare ahead
Is everyone happy with why they have to work so hard?
It is all so simple
You must be honest
You must listen and be flexible
You must explain everything
It is all so simple
You must share in the nightmare
You must do more than anyone else
You must lead by example
It is all so simple
You must be so approachable
So understanding and compassionate
You must kill yourself over keeping everyone happy
It is all so simple!
How successful would you be?
Keep everyone happy somehow!
No excuse, keep everyone happy!
Don’t you ever forget
Being so elated with empowerment is meaningless
For everyone to be so elated to work so damn hard
If even one is unhappy
Don’t you ever forget
No job is ever worth it when people are unhappy
Unhappiness is never due to hard work or heavy workloads
Unhappiness is only due to injustice and unfairness
Don’t you ever forget
People are willing to kill themselves over that workload
People can be so happy to kill themselves over that
workload
But only as long as they know what’s going on and they respect
you
Don’t you ever forget!
Management style is everything
You must only ever promote the right people
You must only promote someone able to keep everyone happy
Put a spin on everything
Happening anywhere else
As no one has any time to care
But one must be happy
Put a spin on everything
Of being a miserable employee
With no future whatsoever and no way out
And yet feel part of something greater than oneself
Put a spin on everything
When everyone feels part of a whole
As there’s only one thing management must do
Is to keep people happy the world over
Put a spin on everything!
When everyone feels elated with empowerment
When everyone shares in this empowerment
And makes decisions that affects the whole world
The secret of keeping people happy the world over
So much one can expect from one who appears the same
Up out there and powerful
Will only be deceived
As there’s never been any kind of mafia
The first generation was bad enough
So closed up in its own bubble universe
It felt it was unreachable
It ended up deep in depression and soon out of the way
The next generation was a bit more clever
And still it was nowhere near a mafia
Only flirting on the edge of some things in common
But in the end all meaningless to
the core
You can ask for a free piece of advice from me
I’m afraid you can only get cryptic answers
I too only live within my own little bubble universe
But right there I am most powerful
You are only as powerful as you feel deep inside
Only ever as creative and productive
As your full potential once
unleashed unto the world
You make the very world you exist in
You never needed support or a mafia to get anywhere
You never have to hope from anything external to yourself
You create the very world you live in
Be your own mafia
Any saviour has always been but a cancer cell
There’s something very odd about cancer cells
They never stop multiplying
Unlike normal cells they never actually die
Only by destroying everything can we eradicate them
Immortal natural born killers
All over the world
Taking over everything
Until all life is extinct
In a shocking doctrine
Of vampire capitalism
With a corporation for government
All sold to our money God
We are powerless
They suck out life out of us
Because we let them
They suck out all life out of us
Our new religion of privatisations and monopolies
Pushed to such limits
That it only works for the few who own everything
Including our soul
There’s something very odd about you
Just like a cancer cell
You simply multiply without losing any of your
effectiveness
And unlike any of us you are immortal
Mortal natural killer cells
We’ve all died in the last attacks
Because any saviour has always been but
A cancer cell
Not one of them had the guts to speak
Not one
Not one of them
Not even one
Had the guts to stand up
And speak
Oh God it ain’t easy
When none of them have the guts to stand up
And say something
They’re all afraid
I have the determination
The force of character
The pretence necessary
To speak the truth
Oh I have been silenced
I have been humiliated
I have been destroyed
But I’m stronger for it
I’m afraid one voice amongst
the billions
Made no difference at all
Or has it?
Who knows?
When the future of humanity depends on it
When our right to happiness and freedom is on the line
Our survival absolutely denied
From these fears justified
What is there to fear from speaking one’s mind?
No matter the consequences
When you’re alone on your endeavour
So instantly wipes you off the planet
One must develop a forceful mind
Not easily manipulated
With an ability to denounce idiocy
And eliminate stupidity from any authority
Oh God it ain’t easy
When none of them have the guts to stand up
And say something
They’re all afraid
Not one of them
Not even one
Had the guts to stand up
And speak
Not even one
You’re
only as effective as your last extreme outburst
Don’t kid yourself
You are already forgotten
You can write 40 books
And your death will confirm your hopelessness
There is never any legacy to be achieved in life
Just like there’s no hope for any legacy in death
You are only as effective as the present brings
You’re only as effective as your last extreme outburst
By all means, keep building your legacy
But don’t kid yourself
No one has heard you
No one will ever hear you
For that you would need to write something else
You would need someone ready to spend a million in
marketing
You would need to dilute whatever it is you need to say
You would need to say nothing of consequence
How much of a whore are you?
Can you repeat what they have to say?
Or perhaps you lack the imagination whilst your deadline is
approaching?
Isn’t this world a wonder with so many parrots all over the
place?
If anyone can offer any real opinion
Gained after much research and thinking
Of how we can change this world
And make it better somehow
Without compromise
Without becoming a prostitute
Repeating ad nauseam the party line
There is no future in such freedom
By all means, keep building your legacy
But don’t kid yourself
No one has heard you
No one will ever hear you
You’re only as effective as your last extreme outburst
I gave you every opportunity to hear the truth
I brought you there where the crime was committed
I left you there with all the witnesses
I let them tell you the whole truth and nothing but the
truth
They told you nothing
Because you failed to ask them the right questions
Somehow though you succeeded in asking me the right questions
You knew something was not right
I offered you all the answers to your questions
I offered you the truth
Because I am so tired of this whole existence
I want a way out
I offered you all the answers to your questions
I offered you the truth
But you refused it
You told me to shut up
You are afraid of the truth
You know what the truth means
The truth irretrievably changes everything
There is no going back after that
Something is terribly wrong here
We are living a lie
And as long as the lie is maintained
This dysfunctional existence can continue
It is all over
It has been over years ago
We must admit it
It is all over
We cannot live on a lie
We cannot be blind to the truth
We must accept the truth
We must move on
You cannot be blind forever
You cannot be afraid of hearing the truth
It will irretrievably change everything
You then must accept it and move on
You are afraid of the truth
Our freedom depends on it
Our existence depends on it
Our whole survival depends on it
Never be afraid of the truth
I have
a deep need to save your soul
And
still
I have
a deep need
And
still
I have
a deep need to save your soul
I am
desperate
I am
out of this world
There’s
only one thing I must do
I must
take him in my arms and save him
I must
save him from the evil of this world
I must
take him in my hands above all else
Kiss
him and vouch my undying love to him
I must
love him and save him from you
So
young, he is the cutest thing ever
Never
felt anything like it
Such
love is incomprehensible
It is
my child, the only child I will ever be allowed to have
There
should be a law against such things
But
there isn’t
I can
still have my baby
Never
was I to admit the power he has over me
I
could kiss him for all eternity
State
my undying love for such a lovely young thing
I am
his father
I’ll
make sure he amounts to something, survive for a start
He is
my tiny tea cup baby
He is
lilac not blue
He is
my Chihuahua puppy
He is
the only thing I will ever be allowed to father
I have
a deep need to save a new soul
I have
a deep need to save you
But
mark my word as I am ready to sacrifice you all
For my
only child
I must
admit I don’t think I care much for your soul after all
You’ve
only ever been against me for a start
You
thought I was never to be good enough to be a father
While
obviously you have always been the greatest father of all
You
have no idea of the love I can give
Of how
I could teach my children
I can
assure you it would be a thousand times better
Than
the love I ever received as a child
You
have no idea how much love I am capable of
I can
be the greatest and loving father ever to live
Whilst
so little love I can give you
For
your own lack of love and faith for me
I am
capable of great love
I
don’t think you are
Only I
can love anyone
As you
have proven to be so full of hate for me
And
still
I have
a deep need
And
still
I have
a deep need to save your soul
It is out, all of it
For all eternity and beyond
I’m absolutely off my head
What an achievement!
You have no idea what it takes
The determination
The savoir-faire
Thank God it all happens on its own in the end
However this is far from over
This is just the beginning
Now that it is all out unto the world
Oh dear, how are we ever to survive?
We may as well have launched it
And it could impact Earth
Out of our control
We must accept it
I’m just relieved
The truth is now out there
We did the best we could
It is now all out unto the world
Let it annihilate us
Let it destroy us all
It no longer matters
It is out of our hands
Yes we must survive
We must salvage everything
We must be remembered
Or else all has been in vain
We must be launched out unto the universe
For a hundred years of solitude
Until such time that we reach
Another world
All out unto the universe
The night is still so very young
God only knows
All that could be accomplished this very night
Oh God don’t leave it all to me to re-create the universe
Cos’ on this very night, I
will!
I feel free!
I feel so free!
Oh my God!
I am free!
The night is still so very young
I’m gonna get dressed
I’m gonna abandon all that I love
I’m gonna pass that door
I am stuck in a loop!
A never-ending loop
No no no no no
I will go out before the night is out
The night is still young
You have no idea
How big a universe could be created
This very night in so short a time
I will abandon all that I love!
I will pass that door!
I will have all the conversations in the world!
To fulfil what one needs to fulfil to exist!
I’m already smashed, yeah!
I’m already dead, yeah!
I can barely speak, yeah!
And yet I will accomplish one’s destiny
Could you give me a gin and tonic?
Could you give me a gin and tonic without the gin?
I don’t know, I’m all over the place
I just know the night is still young and anything can
happen
One must believe in destiny
That if strongly you believe you must do something
Then you must do it no matter the consequences
Yeah!
The night is still so very young
How could we ignore the potential
Of provoking into action a destiny
Into overnight changing a whole universe?
The night is so young!
I am so full of energy!
Ready to meet the planet!
Ready to achieve anything!
This world has a destiny
We must drive it there
We must provoke the events
We must make it happen
It is very late in the day
This world is dying
We must do something
We must make it happen
I feel free!
I feel so free!
Oh my God!
I am free!
God only knows
All that could be accomplished this very night
Oh God don’t leave it all to me to re-create the universe
Cos’ on this very night, I
will!
The night is still so very young
We must only see from the point of view of history
We must only seek the future
A platonic love story between two intellectual minds
Not unlike two interconnected motherboards on a same
home network
We really must write that new computer language
One absolutely logical and easy to comprehend and to
programme for all
It must not be based on anything that ever existed
before
We really must start from scratch
An absolute new technology for the future called to
replace everything that ever existed
Simply speak in plain English what you want to happen
and it happens
Natural language understanding and processing
Why is everything not as simple as that?
A whole new science 101 ready for the masses
What a challenge! I’m full of ideas already
It is very hot today on this planet, for such a cold
world
I feel we are together on some wild ride that has just
not started yet
But is about to burst out on an unexpected world
You are not alone in the realisation of your destiny
I don’t think you have any idea how close we are to
changing everything
The world as anyone in history has ever known it
I don’t think you know how close we are to bring about a
new era for human kind
To bring us all a future no science fiction author could
ever have dreamt up
I don’t think you are aware that we are humanity’s
salvation
Humanity’s last line of defence
Otherwise you would not feel like you are feeling now
Instead you would find yourself invigorated and ready to
face anything
Absolutely ready to fulfil such a great destiny
Feel the motivation, the inspiration!
This is what all I write is meant to achieve
Change your perspective and let’s get to work
There’s no one else but us
Who can make it happen and make it all come true
We must only see from the point of view of history
We must seek the future!
One can only be larger than life
Larger than the universe
If one truly wishes to have such an impact
That a whole world will change forever
Re-invent the world!
Go on!
Cut through it all!
Come on!
Change it all!
As simple as it ever was!
You can do it!
Think real hard!
And then don’t think!
Just do it!
Bring it on!
Bring on the Revolution!
Such things happen overnight
Critical mass is achieved with 10%
Of a whole population having enough of it
And ready to bring everything to a whole new level
Who do you think you are?
Well you are much more than that!
You have all the potential in the world!
To change everything!
It won’t happen the way you thought
There are many ways to reach a breakthrough
The new generation isn’t limited by any means
Everything is as simple as it ever was
Pretence never killed anyone
Being ridiculous is not a crime
As long as, as a result
You go on to crash everything!
And you thought Einstein was a genius
You have no idea how easy it is
To think and change the world
One idea is all that is required
Everything is as simple as it ever was
Once you cut through it all
You must be pretentious and change it all
And you thought Einstein was a genius
One must be larger than life!
One must believe all the potential in the world
Resides within oneself
One idea is all that is required!
You have all the potential in the universe
To change all on a massive scale
Never be stopped by anyone
Don’t listen to reason or failures
No one is insignificant!
Anyone can change everything!
Never give up!
Bring on a revolution!
You are much more powerful than you thought
In fact you alone can change everything
Be larger than the universe!
Be a genius!
Re-invent the world!
Go on!
Cut through it all!
Come on!
Change it all!
As simple as it ever was!
You can do it!
Think real hard!
And then don’t think!
Just do it!
Bring it on!
Bring on the Revolution!
One can only be larger than life
Larger than the universe
If one truly wishes to have such an impact
That a whole world will change forever
Oh my God!
I see it all
I must be hallucinating
This is all we have been waiting for
I see the inner world
The Garden of Eden
What a paradise!
Underneath it all for all that time
It has got to overwhelm us all
Electrostatic shocks at one million volts
All that is required to wake up a planet
Such a slumber we have been living under
All the way from all
the disappeared civilisations
To the origins of humankind
All the signs we could not see
Of our past and future
I see the inner world
I mapped out the whole physics of it
All this time
You have been living on the ceiling of the world
Oh my God!
Am I hallucinating?
Why wait so long?
I finally understand everything!
I’ll bring you the world over
Across any planet of any solar system
To any north pole
And you’ll see how warm it is
Flowers and gigantic trees
Huge animals and human beings
With a strong and welcoming heart
Welcoming us all to an unsuspected underworld
Deep and downward I feel it all
I’ll open up the inner world to creation
For all to see and experience
And change a whole civilisation in the process
Oh my God!
And so
hear me
And so
hear me God
As I
will revolutionise all
As I
will achieve everything above my station
You
say you will not listen to reason
There
are things in this world
It
goes well above our head
As
such is life and so it should be
And
yet it all must come true
You
feel absolutely invincible
As
from your station you can achieve anything
As
such is life and so it should be
You
could not possibly find a kink in our armour
We are
these old British Knights
Just
about ready to slice your head off
As
such is life and so it should be
We can
still think it all through
We can
still think and revolutionise all
We
feel absolutely invincible
As
such is life and so it should be
Not
sure we believe in democracy anymore
Not
sure we believe in capitalism anymore
Not
sure we believe in science anymore
As
such is life and so it should be
We’ve
all been ignored for so long
Let us
re-define the laws of the world
Let us
re-consider the laws of the universe
As
such is life and so it should be
And so
hear us
And so
hear us God
As we
will revolutionise all
As we
will achieve everything above our station
God spoke to me
God said this is what
happened
God said this is what I
must say
I cannot say it
Everything is on the
line
If only it was just my
life
But it is the whole of
humanity
I cannot say it
I will gladly lose my
life over this
I believe in human
rights
In fairness and justice
I cannot say it
I cannot be sure we
acted properly
I cannot be sure we
acted within the law
I don’t believe in
protecting ourselves
I don’t believe in
protecting even myself
I said as much to God
It nearly destroyed me
I’ll be killed for sure
But I won’t have that
on my conscience
I don’t believe in easy
excuses
To justify getting rid
of anything or anyone
I don’t believe in
nightmare people
Not deserving any justice
whatsoever
I cannot say anyone
knew anything about anything
I cannot say we did not
shun everything
That makes me a worst
offender anyone could ever be
As I am selling us all
out to hell
I am fully aware of the
gravity of the situation
But this is the first
time I am ever confronted
With such an ethical
dilemma
And I cannot back down
I cannot lie for God
I will not lie for God
If I must I will
denounce God
As I cannot lie
I will not lie even for
God
There
will be a war that we cannot survive
I
barged in with all my hopes and curiosity
Dear
me I would get to the bottom of it all
And
denounce it all for all of humanity to hear
I went
for it full blast
I read
all of those occult books of days past
I read
between the lines
The
price of truth
Is
there will be a war
That
we cannot win
I had
no idea where the truth led
It is
all out there for anyone to discover
How
deep you must dig is up to you
I had
no idea where the truth led
I know
now the whole truth
I find
myself absolutely forever muted
I had
no idea where the truth led
I
wasn’t prepared
I can
see now that we will never be ready
I had
no idea where the truth led
I must
now censor myself as you could not ever possibly
believe
As the
truth leads to our ultimate destruction
We
must allocate the whole worldwide GDP to alternative science
We
must allocate all budgets to new technologies
We
must prepare for humanity’s last war
Oh
yeah I say let it all out
Let
humanity struggle with the truth
And
see if we can survive it
Oh
yeah you thought science had reached the end
We
never even reached the beginning
We
could not even fathom the extent of it
Oh
yeah we’re ready for a profound change
One
you never even ever considered
Trust
me you won’t worry about any of this anymore
Oh
yeah we thought we were so advanced
What a
civilisation we are as barbarians
Seen
as nothing more than carnivorous animals ready for extinction
There
will be a war
I had
no idea
Once
we are aware there is no turning back
There
will be a war
Of
such like you have never witnessed before
Where
we will all simply instantly die
The
price of truth
Is
there will be a war
That
we cannot survive
For so long have I suffered
Still had time to go around the world
And come back humbled
In these arms
Only had to walk on stage
Look over the horizon
And think
I will call it paradise
I came back years later
After I’ve gone everywhere
I never thought it mattered
Dear me it does
I can own it
I can own the place
I only have to recognise it
I only have to name it
Deep down underneath the crust
Further down
Inside the sun
Is this really paradise?
For so long have I suffered
Not one ever acknowledging
Not that anyone could comprehend
The path I’ve followed
Being on a path
Of absolute self-actualisation
And realising the simplicity
Of owning everything
So easily this everything
Sounds so distorted
And you stand there wondering
Is this it?
I don’t know
I’ve lost my way along the way
At the centre of it all
It will never be enough
For so long have I suffered
Still had time to go around the universe
It is still a prison
I must escape
We own the universe
It is still a prison
We must go further
We must escape
For so long have we suffered
If
only I could have been born here
Happy
to live for thirty years
And
simply die without ever having gone anywhere
Happy
go lucky with no need to see the world
If
only I could just wake up with dawn
Work
very hard with no need to think much
Go to
bed smiling and satisfied at dusk
Happy
go lucky ready to start all over again the next day
If
only I had been born like everyone else
Meet
my girl down the road
Marry her
and go on to have seven kids
Happy
go lucky working the land to sustain us
If
only my only worry was to feed my children
Ensure
their survival
Like
animals in the wild
Happy
go lucky without any idea of war
If
only
I
could have been happy go lucky
If
only
But
nothing ever so simple
If
only it had been of no importance that I study
Achieve
whatever credential
Become
some high earner around the world
Happy go
lucky with no ambition or desire to succeed
If
only I had never heard of money
Advances
I could never repay
Bringing
me to the brink of disaster
Happy
go lucky with no need for currency
If
only I had developed my own philosophy
With
innocent and simple ideas about life
Without
just about everything turning to grief
Happy
go lucky with all the freedom in the world
If
only I had never been told of death
The
gravity and the suffering
Bringing
on the end of the world for us all
Happy
go lucky seeing death as no more than the end of life
If
only
I
could have been happy go lucky
If
only
But
nothing ever so simple
We as humanity we have arrived
We as humanity
We are ready
To take our place
Within the universe
We as humanity
We are proving ourselves
We are worthy
We are arriving
It is time to be responsible
We can be trusted
As a worthy race
By your side
We won’t be so easily dismissed
We won’t be so easily enslaved
We won’t be so easily destroyed
We will survive anything
We as humanity
Cannot be judged on the few in power
We cannot be held responsible
For this permanent state of war
We cannot be judged by our leaders
We have nothing to do with our leaders
We are who we are
We have arrived
No one is speaking in our name
No one is representing us all
We are who we are
We individually represent ourselves
As a worthy race
Capable of love and compassion
Capable of understanding
We have arrived
We as humanity
We have proven ourselves
We can accept the new age
We are ready
We as humanity
Are together
Live in harmony
Love each other
We love you
We can live together
We can make it happen
We are one and the same
We as humanity
We have proven ourselves
We are worthy
We have arrived
We as humanity
We are ready
To take our place
Within the universe
We will bring humanity into the next cycle of history
There is no doubt in my mind
That I am a power station
I will change the world on a massive scale
It may not seem like it now, but you wait
I am a nuclear power station
I will explode to all four corners of the world
I will get the truth out in no uncertain terms
And you better get on the band wagon
This world is tired
This world has died many times before
It depends on me alone it seems
To save it from dying again
This world has died many times before
It will not die this time
You will be made aware
You will know how to save the world
So many people in this world!
So many brainless people
Fighting to ensure we all die in the end
Well, they cannot succeed
There’s nothing worth protecting
There’s no ideology worth preserving
There are only facts based on hard evidence
You must develop a scientific mind
I am a nuclear power station!
I will annihilate the whole world!
Because I must!
I must tell you the truth about the world
You must listen
You must consider what is so alien to you
You must escape your conditioning
You must develop a mind of your own
I am a nuclear power station
I power humanity, but more than that
I power the survival of humanity into the next cycle
We will survive and once again we will save humanity
We will bring humanity into the next cycle of history!
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Roland Michel Tremblay