At
another level
Roland Michel Tremblay
Summary
Let’s get irradiated to nigger black
Titanic’s third class citizens
Master,
the world is on stand by
Is this thing going to flower?
This world is all in your mind
A slight case of over bombing Muslims
I still feel the need to feel I
exist
One day we will be able to speak
Just blame the end of the world on me
Moving as far north in Scotland
Are we manipulating or being
manipulated?
Crash that war hero into the wall!
Jesus-Christ’s Phase: More
Genocides!
And
then this is World War Three
This bomb is about to explode!
Another Muslim in Prison ready for Export
As your leader I swear to abuse all my
powers
Stuck in a loop in one perfect
moment in time
Such perfect slaves take over the world
Think
the new world, and make it happen!
New generations are our only
hope
Your
Honour, don’t let that new title dazzle you
I will turn this nightmare
into a George Michael pop song
This disease we’re dying of is ourselves
Much better off with a split
personality disorder
Living as if we were already dead
Capitalist planning: we can’t find a damn job!
Remaining raw and true to the
world
I’ve planned my way out of here
A whole new revolution in physics
Ah these people driving us to
insanity
Fuck Her Honour Judge Oppenheimer
Such power to create the world
For freedom we are ready to die!
Being the most extreme version of
oneself
We’re on a mission to save the
world
You have it inside of you to change
your life
We will win all wars through un-privatization
I’ll never get out of this world
alive
(The next ones will be
deleted)
You will not forget my
name
Des Écrits Déchaînés (Unchained writings)
I do not believe in slugs taking over the
world
Nothing more disgusting than
earthworms
At
another level
I curse the limitations
of it all
I need
I have to
There must be a way
To blast it up!
More!
Louder!
Turn it up!
I curse it all!
I need
I have to
There must be a way
To forget it all
To bury it all
Under so much noise
So much louder
Until my eyes pop out
Until I faint
Out of this existence
I can’t breathe!
I can no longer
breathe!
I cannot see anything!
I can no longer see!
All so blurry the world
has become
Desperate
I am
For a way out
As I can no longer
Listen to anything
Hear anyone
Follow anyone
Obey no more
Free myself
Free this world!
Don’t talk to me!
Don’t even look at me!
I can no longer sustain
This whole world
Bring it to salvation
All by myself
There must be a way
Out of it all
There must be a way
Out of it all
I curse the limitations
I need
I have to
There must be a way
To blast it up!
And free ourselves!
And free ourselves!
And free ourselves!
And free ourselves!
Forever and ever
Once and for all
Forever and ever
Once and for all
You are either it
Or you’re not
You’re either a vulgar
copy
Or you’re the source
Of all inspiration
Of all creation
I will create an entire
new world
Tonight as it stands
Out of necessity
Out of desperation
You haven’t heard this
elsewhere
No one is the original
source
As it all comes from
inside you
Here is the world on a
plate
Just as it should be
I see so many stars in
the night sky
Each of them can
inspire a new world
So many worlds there
are
So much potential
So many realities
Do not think any
further
Just state it for the
world
All that there is to
say
All that needs to be
said
Out of this world
As the source of it all
As the only
inspirational source
In the whole world
You can only be the
centre
You cannot revolve
around anyone
Only you exist in the
world
Never let it become the
world of another
Here is all where
inspiration comes from
This is where it all
starts
From your own mind
My own mind
For the whole world to
hear and see
Because beyond it all
Nothing exists!
Grasp it all!
Understand it all!
Create it all!
This world
This creation
It is all for you to
think and do
To inspire and control
This whole new world
It is all up to you
To start it all
All over again
All over again
And all over again
Until death
And eternity
This is what must
become
And nothing else
As the original source
Go for it!
And create and create
and create!
As the inspirational source
of it all
Let’s get irradiated to nigger black
Of a white generation
That just loves the sun
At its best between 12
and 2
On a beach somewhere
With the sea right
there on the horizon
The sun rays heating
the skin
Cooking it like a
microwave
To a perfect colour
between
Dead white and nigger black
Oooh!
It feels so good!
Let’s get irradiated
As there is nothing
more desirable
Than being a nigger in
this world
A nigger slave
Ah!
So nice
Such ecstasy
I’m so bored with my
life
Nothing happens anymore
Let’s get irradiated!
There is something better than the sun
Something better than a
microwave oven
Something better than
death rays weapons
It is called a nuclear
bomb!
It really irradiates
you
It really gives you the
colour you always dreamt of
It cooks you to a
crisp!
And yes!
It has been
commercialised!
It is on the market
And if you’re rich
Even slightly rich
You can afford it!
Let’s get irradiated
I always wanted to be black
I always wanted to be a
nigger
I wanted to be a Muslim
Then, my God
I could really denounce
something around here
I could really destroy
this world
But I am white
Dead white
A dead white ghost
Who ruled the Earth for
far too long
I am of no consequence
anymore
Tut tut tut…
Let’s get irradiated
I am tired of this
world
I am desperate for
something new
Where none of the old
discourse
Will play on that old
broken record
Ball of confusion
The Temptations
Love and Rockets
For all to hear and die
Let’s see the sun in
all its glory
I want to be as black
as the next nigger
And fight for
everything there is to fight for
Let’s get irradiated!
I have not heard
I do not know
I am innocent
I am stupid
It is beyond my
capacity to understand
A Martin Luther King
A Barack Hussein Obama
It says nothing to me!
I am simple minded
I am worried
But I know something
Something that could
save us all
Through too much sun
Through too many
microwaves
Through too many
nuclear bombs
I’ve become the nigger
you would love to kill
Again and again
Let’s get irradiated!
Let’s all become that
crisped burnt colour
Until there is no
difference between any of us
Until there is only one
of us
As a matter of
emergency
So we can finally
understand
What life is all about
Until we can finally
See the necessity
To save the world
Because
Just because
Just because we’re all
the same
And it is only a matter
of time
Before we finally get
it
So
Let’s get irradiated!
Titanic’s third class
citizens
I have been
A third class citizen
For far too long
To just look at the
Titanic sink
And simply remain
silent
Whilst I die
But what about you?
I would have thought
That by now
You would have been
At the barricades
Freaking out about it
Denouncing it
Or at least
Say something about it?
Am I alone
In this world
Struggling
Fighting
To save us all?
Have you not read the
latest headlines?
Have you not seen the
lies?
The manipulation?
The brainwashing?
I wonder
Do you still even
exist?
Able to express
anything?
Or is this Titanic
Already lost for
eternity?
I can see
This humanity
Is already lost
Not only have we all
become
Third class citizens
We don’t give a shit
about it
And so
We deserve what we get
The Titanic
Will only ever sink
Because we let it sinks
Without question
Because we just accept
The foretold reality as
it is
When there is no need
to
I would have thought
You would have been
At the barricades by
now
Shouting at the top of
your lungs
Denouncing things
Or at least
Speaking about it
I have been
A third class citizen
For far too long
To just die miserably
Without a peek
I will wake up
A whole nation
Until that very nation
Is back up on its feet
Ready to live
Ready to exist
Ready to take back the
place
It deserves in this
world
I will not simply die
Just as you will not
simply die
The Titanic will not
sink
We will wake up
We will take back what
is ours
We will take back
control
Of our destiny
No longer
Will there be
Third class citizens
In this world
Master, the world is on
stand by
Master
It is no longer about
you
It is no longer about
me
It is about us all
We are ready
Master
No doubt required
It is time, this is it
Our way upon the world
No time to falter
Master
So impressed
You honour me with your
presence
We have worked hard
You’ll be pleased
Master
All is in place
To take over the world
Just as you dictated
They will be crushed
Master
I sense some hesitation
Some doubts
It is not in line
With your teachings
Master
You thought me well
All of us, we’ll do
your will
What is wrong?
Or do you no longer
deserve the title?
Master!
On the eve of your
victory
Of all that we worked
so hard to achieve
Of all you stated so
eloquently
Only say one word!
Master!
I no longer believe you
are fit
I feel you are on the
other side
Perhaps you were not
aware of where it led
We’re your slaves, we
learnt too well
Master
Now you will witness
Your greatest
achievement
It is too late now, it
will be a glorious victory
Nothing less than the
end of the world
Master
Are you still here with
us?
Did you not foresee
where this was leading?
Did you not foresee the
end of the world?
You are no longer fit
to be our leader
Master
I have to kill you
I have to take over
I have to take over the
world
And destroy it as
planned
Master
Perhaps you were not as
bright as we thought
Perhaps you did not
fully appreciate the consequences
Maybe you were not God
after all
The world is on stand
by
Master
What next? What should
we do?
Can you correct the
world?
Can you destroy it all,
and reset it all?
The world is on stand
by
Master!
The world is on stand
by!
Such despair
When all it feels
There is left to do
Is to throw oneself out
the window
So much change!
So many promises
Once and for all we
thought
Things would change for
the better!
We’re back to square
one
Back where we started
Where we were always
told we were
Where we never were
When change
Does not bring
Anything new
I can hear the alarm of
revolution
As this is what it will
take
For us to finally take
over
And make this world
What we always dreamt
of
Change will bring
change
As per its own
definition
Change should change
something
And never be the same
Never put me in control
As I will bring change
On such a scale
The world will be out
of control
Just as it should be
Out of control
Out of the control
Of so many
This world needs change
And it will see change
Or else
Here comes the
Revolution
Is this thing going
to flower?
Is this thing going to
flower or what?
Bearing juicy fruits or
something?
This is the middle of
winter
Nothing comes to
fruition anymore
I despair
So much investment
In so much potential
That never adds up to
anything
I had enough!
Either this is going to
be great
Like
Instantly
Like
Right now
Or just forget it
No longer
Have we got
Any patience left
For anything
In this world
Better make it big
Big time
Make a ton of money
Right now
Or let it die
Let it die
Let it die
Before we invest
Far too much
In futilities
Is this thing going to
flower or what?
We are getting
desperate
Around here
This need for new blood
New stuff
New anything!
As long as
It lets us breathe
Gives us new hope
This escape from
reality!
Oh so desperate we all
are
I cannot wait!
I can no longer wait!
I need
We need
To get out of here
To be free from
everything
And everyone
Is this thing going to
flower or what?
Or we might just die
waiting
You have one long
minute
To make it all happen
To prove that much
potential
I suggest
You use it wisely
And flower way beyond
All your dreams
Way beyond
All our dreams
And all our needs
Are you going to flower
or what?
Like
Right now?
Or I might just as well
die
Like the rest of us
We’re all criminals now
Whilst we were just
Watering the plants
In order to make this
world
A greener place
February
This is still winter
The worst winter we
have ever seen
It snowed last week
For the whole week
And yet
The trees
The flowers
The tulips
They are fighting
They are struggling
To get out
To breathe
To come back to life
And so
They need watering
And that’s what I was
doing
Last night
Watering the trees
The flowers
The tulips
Please, don’t tell the
Judge
I was peeing in the
garden last night
It is not my fault
If all my neighbours
are sitting next to me
Living right over my
head
Observing, analysing,
recording, denouncing
Everything I do
With a damn CCTV camera
per citizen in this country
Making sure all is
recorded for posterity
Usable in any Court of
Law
By the prosecution
Those plants
They need watering
I am innocent
I was just ensuring
That these plants would
survive
Into the next year
Please, don’t tell the
Judge
I was peeing outside
last night
I don’t need a criminal
record
I still need to find a
job
I don’t need my future
Being totally mortgaged
My future
Fast becoming
inexistent
I was just peeing
outside!
Saving a tree!
Surely this is not a
crime?
We’re all criminals now
Whilst we were just
Watering the plants
In order to make this
world
A greener place
Can you believe
That in this world
There are still people
Incapable of turning on
A PC?
How disgusting is this?
How can we tolerate
this?
We have to pass a law
Declaring
That if you cannot turn
on that PC
And use it
You have to be
exterminated!
Frankly
I ask you
What world would this
be
If someone
Could not live
In a virtual world
A virtual reality
Like the rest of us?
And then
What world would they
be living in?
I cannot bear the
thought
They need to die
Instantly, right now
There is no more excuse
I don’t know the world
You have been living in
I don’t want to know
The world you have been
living in
If you have not been
living
In a virtual world
Mmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmm
This is the sound of
the new universe
Our new virtual reality
And you better learn it
soon
There is no other way
out
Better come to term
with the new world
The new virtual world
Our new reality
Where you will learn
The new programming
Of the human race
You cannot escape
We are now only limited
By the imagination of
the architect
Of such a network
We are now only limited
By the software
provided
By the IT Help Desk
We are very limited
indeed
Because if I am to live
in that virtual universe
You better learn to
expand that universe
To break all the laws of
the universe
And create new ones
This virtual world
we’re living in
Is the new universe
we’re living in
And if it is limited in
any way
Then
Nothing is worth living
for in this world
Open my horizons!
Create this new
universe we are all craving for!
Oh! I am so desperate!
For any kind of new reality!
Unbounded by any
imagination!
Free!
I need to be free!
We need to free this
world!
Through our own PCs
Through our own man
made virtual realities
Out of this world
This world needs to be
Out of creation
This creation needs to
be
Unlimited in every way!
Let me see the world
As I always dreamt it
to be
Let me praise God
The way those computer
programmers were meant to
Where nothing is real
Nothing exists
You understand now
Why
If you cannot turn on a
PC
You’re not living in
the same universe as I
So
You do need to die
As I will exist no
matter what
In my own creation
In my own virtual
universe
In my own perfect world
This is the sound of
the new universe
This world is all in
your mind
Really
You should not brush
your teeth
Really
You should not be able
to use a computer
Really
You should not even be
able to read
Unless
You force yourself
Unless
You work real hard
Unless
You break out off your own
limitations
Because
Everything is possible
in this world
Because
Everything is possible
Beyond this world
And because
And you have to
remember this
And repeat it to
yourself
There is no limit in
any world
Within which you exist!
Because you create the
world
You exist in
You create the world
You live in
And if you wish to
brush your teeth
If you wish to use
computers
If you wish to be able
to read
You shall
As it is all your own
creation
Never forget it
That all you want to
achieve
Within any world
You can achieve
As you can create it as
is
As you go
Whatever you want!
You just need to learn
to break free
You just need to learn
what you want
You just have to make
it happen
Never forget it
That you can make it
all happen
And break free of
anything!
You don’t realise this
yet
But this is the most
important thing
You will ever read
In your entire life
Don’t get stuck
To where you lived
To where you’ve been
As the only thing that
ever existed
In the world
There is so much more
To explore, to see, to
experience
There is no limit
anywhere!
There is no limit
To what you can do and
achieve
In any world!
So go for it
Do it!
Break free
And recreate it as you
learned it
And beyond
Go anywhere at anytime
It is your salvation
In order to break free
We are the new
generation of ghosts
We will go everywhere
as we please
We will change the
world as we please
And have a real impact
upon this world
Never, will we be
limited in any way
Not stuck in any time
loop
Not stuck into any
place
Never to simply be,
forever
There is a world out
there
And we will see it all
Come to term
With itself
As it is all our own creation
As it is all in our own
mind
This world
It is all in your mind
You can make of it
Whatever you want
I don’t feel
Like I am alive
Am I going through
life?
It does not seems so
Can I feel anything?
I wonder
I’m drunk half the time
Only way to survive
No way could I go on
Without alcohol
And plenty of it
Am I alive
Perhaps
Thank God I can’t feel
anything
And nothing reaches me
So painful is this
world you have created
No one in their right
mind
Could survive it
Such a shame
I have not discovered
drugs
When I should have
At an early age
Like just about
everyone else
Perhaps then
This life would have
been worth living
Too late now
I’ve been brainwashed
to the max
On that issue like on
all the other issues
No wonder I can’t think
for myself
No wonder I am unable
to make any decision
No wonder I am
incapable of living this life
This is what you have
made of me
I am not alive
There is still hope
There is still time
To find out
All about prescribed hard
drugs
My last hope
To be alive
Whilst being
Totally disconnected
From reality
I never thought I would
go insane
I would never have
believed
That I would go
completely mad
But there is just so
much anyone can take
Before going completely
berserk
I have reached that
point
The point
Where someone has got
so much rage boiling inside
That murder becomes an
ideal
A necessity
Beyond this point
Depression and suicide
are long gone
It has now become a
deep desire
To annihilate this
planet
Or at the very least
Systematically
Eliminate
All the fucking bitches
and bastards
Populating this world
You may not realise the
impact you had on others
But you have been given
free rein for far too long
And now we are all over
the edge
There is no coming back
I am afraid
Something will happen
Something huge
Something we will all
regret so badly
It cannot be helped!
You have pushed us all
to those limits
For far too long
And now
My God
I am capable of
anything
I had such simple needs
I could have continued
just like that for centuries
But even those most
simple needs were destroyed
And so now
I am completely
alienated
And ready for any
solution
Any desperate act
Finally I am taking
over
I am the one who will
shut everyone else’s mouth
I am the one who will
decide around here
I have been a pussy
I have been a fucking
pussy for far too long
I have discovered
That with anger
Accumulation of the
bullshit of everyone else
You can gather so much
free energy
You can actually become
yourself
The biggest bully the
world has ever seen
Take back control over
your life
Take back control of
your destiny
And from there
My God!
The sky is the limit
Because when you no
longer care about anything
No one can ever stop
you
I never thought I would
reach that point
I have now reached it
And you better not find
yourself
In my way
Talking bullshit
I will kill you right
where you stand
Because I no longer
give a shit
About anything
This life has to offer
Just a perfect day to
commit suicide
Just a perfect day to
commit murder
I might just do it
Who am I?
To tell you what to do?
Yeah
I am nothing myself
How could I hope
To say anything
In this world
And be heard?
Who am I?
To tell you what to do?
I am nothing
I am lower than you
could ever dream to be
And yet
And yet…
I will tell you what to
do
I see no other way out
over this horizon
If I do not tell you
what to do
Well
You will not know what
to do
I think you have proven
that many times over
You are lost
Desperately lost
Unable to understand
anything
Observe!
Hear!
See!
What this world is
about
What is happening
What is
Truly going on
And so…
Who am I?
To tell you anything?
I am the first one you
have come across
Who dares telling you
what to do
And so
You will do it!
Or go back to sleep
That is who I am
The one assessing
What you are
And if you can
understand
And if you can do
anything
Or if you are hopeless
I don’t even care
myself
Most of the time
Who am I?
I don’t know
I don’t want to know
It does not really
matter
This is the end
This is my end
It is too late in the
day
Who am I?
Just like you
I am nothing
I could never hope to
make a difference
And so I do not make a
difference
As I am nothing
And could never aspire
to be
As you could not aspire
to be
Something
Who am I?
Who are you?
We’re just the same
Manipulated
Brainwashed
Weak
Ignorant
Crushed
Who are we?
And, who could we be?
Not crushed
That’s for sure
So
Who are we?
And should we wake up?
Who am I?
I am the one
Who will tell you what
to do
So we will know who we truly
are
A slight case of over bombing Muslims
A new world war
Been expecting it
So obvious
That we were looking
for it
Desperately seeking it
And from there
It goes nuclear
And from there
Billions of deaths!
Won’t be able to use
the old excuse then
We are all so
innocents!
Because none us knew
what was going on
We are all so blind!
And so brainless
And so hypocrites
We believe everything
Our government tells us
We believe everything
Our mass media tells us
So easily we can all be
manipulated
You see?
We are all innocents
Never mind
We’ll find a way to
justify it for history
A slight case of over
bombing
To annihilate you all
A slight case of temporary
insanity
To annihilate us all
And, oh
Sorry for your dead
Nothing to do with me
I swear!
I don’t know where
these bombs came from
I never wanted to drop
them all on your head
God knows what happened
God knows how it
happened
I won’t even start on
the why
Because, simply because
I have absolutely no
clue!
I didn’t know anything
about it
We didn’t know anything
about it
Because, we are
brainless in the West
And so easily manipulated
Just like you, it seems
Welcome to our world
It is your own fault
For being born rich
Without this capacity
to enjoy it
We must once again
blame your religion for this
Whilst we pretend to be
good Christians
We have only one
religion
Capitalism
We have only one God
Money
And we sure know
Unlike you
How to enjoy
Every second of it
And you!
You were such a threat!
Such a threat to…
A few snails
Crossing a street
In a lost suburb
somewhere
Outside
You understand now why
We had to act
We had to do something!
We had to eradicate you
all!
Nothing to do with us
We swear!
It is all just a
misunderstanding
It is all just a case
of over bombing
Even though, you know
We don’t really care
I guess this is part of
the problem
But, you know
This is so complicated
And so simple at the
same time
Never mind I said
something
This goes well over my
head
We are all brainless
you know
Incapable of saying
something
Incapable of stopping
our leaders
Incapable of stopping
our armies
I hope you won’t hold it
against us
I guess it’s too late
for that
Never mind
I Hope you will die
well, somehow
Never mind
I hope we will all die
well, somehow
Never mind
I think I have another
opened beer in the fridge
There must be a rerun
of a 70s show on TV
If that means anything
to you
I should concentrate on
that
It is expected of me
Of us all
Whilst all around us
The world goes bust
I still
feel the need to feel I exist
Never mind that I am so
ugly
Never mind that I am
worth nothing
What right do I have to
ask for anything?
None at all
And yet
So deeply I can feel
the injustice!
So hard it has hurt me
I will not get over it
So easily
I still feel the need
To feel I exist
That I serve a purpose
That what I do
Is being recognised
For what it is
I give you everything
that I can
If it is not enough
And it will never be
enough
My pride
My honour
Ask that I get out of
here
Leave you stranded
Hoping you will see
Your mistake
That I was so much you
could desire
And that will get
So much less in return
Why? But why?
Can’t you see it right
there and then?
Why, can’t you
recognise it there and then?
You are supposed to
have all the experience
This world requires
How dare you being so
blind?
That my honour
Now requires
For me
To move on
When I have no desire
to move on
When it cannot serve
any purpose
For me
To move on
See in such a place you
have put me
I know you regret it
I know
And yet, I cannot
forgive
Or forget
Oh so badly you treated
me
Sent me off the wall
Deep depression
That not enough pills
could have fulfilled
The crisis in which you
so carelessly
Sent me into
I tried to forget
I tried to forgive
I find it to be
impossible
I feel like telling it
to you
Straight to your face
You can get lost!
You can fuck off!
I don’t give a fucking
shit
For people who treat me
so badly
Not giving me even the
slightest chance
To achieve anything
And this world
That has already
reached breaking point
Just like I have now
Reached
Breaking point
I will not even be
satisfied
Of seeing your face
When I tell you
I am moving on
I know this is not what
you want
This is not what I want
But my pride
My feelings
This sense of justice
Requires it
That I move on
That I abandon you
That I tell you
If you could see what I
was worth
There and then
And only realised after
Then I’m sorry
There is no purpose for
me here
Elsewhere they will see
They will recognise my
abilities
Instantly
And never will they
spit on me
The way you did
I do not want to move
on
You do not want me to
move on
Now
But I have to
Now
And if I ever doubt it
I just have to read
once again
What I wrote at that
time
Of all you made me
suffer
Without no doubt
Even
Realising it
As such is life
I am no second choice
I am no second best
I will not try again
I would prefer to die
And so
Goodbye
One day we will be
able to speak
Not allowed to speak
Cannot say what I ought
to say
All that has happened
to me
Against all authority
Because if I speak
I incriminate myself
I give food to destroy
me
So much I could
denounce
So much I need to say!
Been advised
Been told
Been obliged
To say nothing
When I just feel like
exploding!
To denounce so much!
So much corruption!
It eats at us all
Destroys us all
As this is the world we
live in
This is us
At our worst
Funny
How the only ones
concerned
The only ones
Who would have so much
to say
Are reduced to silence
Against all authority
How corrupt
How untrustworthy
How against us all
All authority is
Cannot speak
Cannot say
All that needs to be
said
All that needs to be
denounced
To bring about this
world of freedom
A world you could be
proud of
Reduced to silence
Speak, and live to
regret it
Would I, regret it?
I wonder
I’m not afraid
I can take it
I don’t care to die
Let me speak!
Let me tell it all
Just as it is
How this world truly is
Because something is
wrong here
Very wrong
And there is no need
for this
Absolutely no need for
this
This is the world of a
paranoid authority
Who already feels out
of touch
Because it has done so
much harm
That it could not
possibly justify what it has done
As a result
Censorship is the rule
No one is allowed to
speak
None of it can get out
Well, at the very least
Learn from your mistake
Trust justice
Change the way you go
about things
Make sure none of us
Would have something to
say against you
And then
Maybe
This state of affair
will go away
We cannot speak
But it won’t last for
long
I will speak eventually
I will shout so loud
The whole world will
hear me
Don’t kid yourself
I am that powerful
We all are that
powerful
I can bring chaos into
your midst
I have done it before
I will do it again
I will shut up for now
But not for long
Sort yourself out!
Obey your own rules
Go by the laws
And maybe, just maybe
I will praise you
Right now
My God
I’m so worked up
I could crucify you
And succeed big time
I can assure you
I can speak
I have done so before
And I will do so again
Change!
Whilst you still can
Change!
Just fulfil the role
you are required to fulfil by law
And no more!
And whatever you do
Do not act outside the
law!
I cannot speak now
But I will speak soon
And it will hurt
Big time
Just blame the end of
the world on me
I can see
That you are worried
Terribly afraid
Half scared to death
When all goes wrong
You could lose it all
This is the end of the
world!
Just blame it all on me
I can see
The panic in your eyes
The desperation in your
voice
Half scared to death
When all goes crashing
down
You are lost forever
This is the end of the
world!
Just blame it all on me
You see
I don’t really care
I really do not give a
toss
I’ve always been in
trouble
I’ve always faced these
boards
I’ve always been lost
This is the end of the world!
They’ve always blame it
all on me
You see
Unlike you this it not
my life
I have no career
I have no family to
protect
I have no credibility,
no honour
Never mind if I find
myself on the street
I fear nothing!
Just blame it all on
me!
So we can all see
What this world is made
of
Filled with frightened
cowards
Witnessing the end of
the world
As soon as
insignificant problems occur
And suddenly someone
needs to be blamed
Just blame it all on me
So we can all see
What heroes are made of
Who stands against
anyone
Assuming their own
doing
Without being afraid of
confronting the storm
I fear nothing!
Just blame it all on me
It makes me feel like
It makes me feel like
Milking this cow to
death
Aouh!
How can it be possible
To make so many
millions
Right at the centre of
the depression
You have to admit
Here are the engineers
The architects of such
a world
No need for despair!
No need to die of
starvation!
Right in the thick of
it
Here comes the American
dream
Full on baby! Full on
baby!
You can still make
millions!
It makes me feel like
It makes me feel like
Milking this cow to
death
Aouh!
We’ve got a brain
Haven’t we?
We’ve got some brain
cells left
Don’t we?
Time to turn black into
white
Do the unthinkable
And get away with it
all
Let’s save the world!
It makes me feel like
It makes me feel like
Milking this cow to
death
Aouh!
Shutting those big
mouths forever
Answering all critics
of all systems
Global financiers
Crisis mongers
Doomsday downfall
Downright dying
everything
Here I come
To change it all
Proved it all wrong
As I get insanely rich
Whilst the world is
dying
Am I clever!
Talking about humanity…
It makes me feel like
It makes me feel like
Milking this cow to
death
Aouh!
No point spending a
thousand
When you can spend a
million
No point spending a billion
When you can spend a
trillion
No point being at peace
When you can acquire it
all for free
No point being poor
When you can be rich
Nothing
Is worth it
Unless
It’s larger than life
I am the definition
Of all that is larger
than life
As I live outside the
universe
Never seeing the ground
below
Was it green?
Your face?
Once all is done
Once all dollars are
calculated
Nothing
Is worth it
Unless
It’s larger than life
We are the definition
Of all that is larger
than life
As we live outside the
real world
Never seeing misery
Was it blue?
Your face?
Once all is done
Once all deaths are
calculated
Nothing
Is worth it
Unless
It’s larger than life
Farewell my darlings
It was nice not knowing
you
No point talking
diplomacy
Once we have all these
bombs
Was it black?
Your face?
Once all is done
Once there is no
humanity left
Nothing
Is worth it
Do you know what is
going on?
I can see that you
think that you do
But do you really know
what is going on?
No you don’t
You never did
What is really going on
Cannot be reached
By any conventional
mean
The only truth you will
find
You will have to fight
for it
And finally understand
All that is truly going
on
The truth is not hard
to discover
Truth is obvious
It has always been
You just need to dig
further
In order to reach it
A whole world
Well informed of the
truth
And the real reasons
And the real
motivations
Behind everything
Governing this world
Would bring this world
to a halt
It would redefine
everything that we do
It would redefine everything that we are
There is hope for a
better world
And this hope depends
On knowledge
On the truth being
known
The very truth which
never usually
Reach us
Go off the beaten path
Stop reading that
newspaper
Disconnect from that
television
And seek out the truth
The truth is not hard
to discover
Truth is obvious
It has always been
You just need to dig
further
In order to reach it
Ignorance is our only
enemy
Moving as far north
in Scotland
When one thinks
That all that is evil
in this world
Could be avoided
By simply moving
As far north in
Well
You have to wonder
Furiously think
Will it solve the
problems of humanity?
And what if it does?
And what if it is the only
solution?
I am ready baby!
I am ready
To only live within
one’s mind
I am ready
To create the world
from within
As far of and only
where
The farthest point up north
in
And for all of this to
be
Will allow
And suddenly all
happiness
Peacefulness
Of a whole existence
Will happen!
I need to retreat
I need to disappear
I need to lose myself
Within myself
I can’t think of a
better place
Than the north of
No vegetation
No summer
Just snow and
desolation
Being alone
Forever and ever
Such happiness!
I feel so elated
That I can still move
To the far north of
And forget the world
Forget the evil of this
world
And simply live
And simply be alive!
Should be easy
When you have your own
assembly
And can decide for your
own destiny
Independently from
Then, you can truly cut
yourself up
From the rest of the
world
Give me a devolution
any day of the week
It is my only way out
So I can feel what I
need to feel
So I can live what I
need to live
Freedom!
All the freedom that
ever was
And free myself
And free myself
And free myself
From the rest of the
world
Living as far north as
is possible
In
Is my next destination
I don’t know yet how I
will survive there
But this is where
I will survive!
So I can feel what I
need to feel
So I can live what I
need to live
Freedom!
All the freedom that
ever was
And free myself
And free myself
And free myself
From the rest of the
world
Are we
manipulating or being manipulated?
As far as you could
feel in control
As far as you feel you
are manipulating
I tell you
You are only being
manipulated
To do all that seems
natural to do
All that is only
natural to think and do
For all this world to
see and think
Remain only the
manipulated ones
Oh so clever we all
think we were
Over everything and
more
Have we thought of it
all?
All that we all so
desperately wished would come true?
Have we so successfully
been manipulating?
Or have we just been
manipulated?
Just like machines
Programmed to do just
what was expected
As we are so
predictable
With such single minded
obsessions
We would not deviate
from such a frame of mind
We will fall into the
trap every single time
Even when we think we
are manipulating
When overall we find we
can only be manipulated
We are not that clever
We could never hope to
outwit the masters
Think again
Stop
Assess it all
We are being
manipulated
It was nice no doubt
For a while to think we
were manipulating
Such a downfall when we
realise
We are the manipulated
And then
There can be no mercy
This world will see red
Before this is over
Crash that war hero into the wall!
This hero
Is driving me
Half mad
Off the wall
Crash it!
Into that wall!
This hero has been
driving us all mad
I cannot understand why
He has not been kicked
out yet
It shows
That if you are
determined
And keep annoying
people
You eventually reach
home
Truly admirable
How worried are you
about crime?
Has it not gone up
tremendously
In the last few years?
Of course, you will be
killed any moment now
More of those patriot
acts will be necessary
More of these terrorist
acts are mandatory
Any moment now you will
be dead
I am a hero!
I am the hero you have
been waiting for!
I fought in the war
In all the wars that
mattered
I risked my life to
save you
I risked my life to
save you all
And yet
Why would I suddenly
So obviously
Work against you?
Work against everything
that you could be?
Your future
Your potential
Your right to be alive?
Your right to
happiness?
I no longer care for
Manufactured heroes
Of any war
Of any useless war
That had no purpose
whatsoever in the first place
Keep them for yourself
And away from me
Put them where the sun
does not shine
We will no longer fall
for it
We will no longer
recognise any kind of hero
In this already poorly
world
On the brink of
absolute destruction
We no longer need
heroes of any kind
I need a life!
I need to breathe!
I need to feel I am
still alive!
I need to feed
I need to have some
sort of hope
In any kind of better
world
For human kind
That hero of yours
Is a fake
Heroes like him
Are one in a hundred
We all went to war
We all fought for our
country
We all fought for the
next generations
To survive
And none of us exploit
it
To gain power and
wealth
There are no heroes
There are but only us
As a whole
Struggling to survive
To eat
To pay the rent
To hope for a better
day
To hope for a better
future
For us all
This hero
Is driving me
Half mad
Off the wall
Crash it!
Into that wall!
I only care for instant
results
Right now, instant
results
To alleviate our global
misery
That hero of yours
After all
Was only but one
soldier
Amongst millions
Just a killing machine
we built
For that very purpose
Who now deserves to be
Crashed into that wall
And then
Let’s build that long
lasting peace
We always dreamt of
Just a Jesus-Christ’s
phase: more genocides!
In history
At some point or
another
Someone just reaches
critical stardom
Preaching some sort of
distorted love
Some sort of distorted
truth about the world
This is referred to
As going through a
Jesus-Christ’s phase
Many people die as a
consequence
And the star eventually
usually regrets
Ever going through that
phase
I think I have just
reached
My very own
Jesus-Christ’s phase
I’ve grown a beard
I’ve grown long hair
I no longer brush my
teeth
Boy, do I smell!
I’m a preacher
Please bring me blood!
I am now preaching
To the whole world
All sorts of things
Making absolutely no
sense
And when I wake up the
next day
With such a hangover
From too much alcohol
From too much hallucinogenic
drugs
I curse this existence
I curse the world
I curse this phase I’m
going through
I curse my
Jesus-Christ’s phase
All very well
That I will save this
world
All very well
That I will show you
salvation
All very well
That I will open up the
door to the Heavens
All very well
That I will bring peace
upon Earth
Without alienating the
world
Without bringing
destruction
Without causing a nuclear
third world war
Without annihilating us
all
I’m a preacher!
Please bring me blood!
All is very well
I’m just going through
My Jesus-Christ’s phase
Please pay no attention
I’ll eventually wake up
I’ll eventually
understand
This world is beyond salvation
I’ll get back to Earth
Buy myself a cheesy sandwich
In Toronto Central down
Feel shame for my
Jesus-Christ’s years
Just like all the
hippies out there
And all those religious
priests
I will see the light
As I will bring you the
God of Light!
And be shot right after
No matter
How much destruction
Is required
For such a miracle
I’m a preacher!
Please bring me blood!
Oh my God!
Jesus!
I wonder
I truly wonder
Will I be able
To reach the toilet in
time?
I need to get this
thing out of me!
You know
I’ve never seen a
flower before
What does it look like?
Please not in so many
words
Remain simple
For simple minded
people
Who’ve lost their mind
a long time ago
Going through
Only a phase
Their very own
Jesus-Christ’s phase
Don’t you just love
To be Jesus-Christ?
Does it not feel great
To be off your head!
And save the world
In your mind?
I’m a preacher
Please draw blood
Shame it’s only a phase
Shame we’ll be ashamed
of it one day
What were we thinking
of
Bringing more genocides
to the world?
Through our very own Jesus-Christ’s
phase
After all, it was only
a phase
Shame it brought about
The end of the world
You could never guess
How small I am
How useless I am
How insignificant I am
Until I drink my first
pint of beer
Then, my God
I own the world
I control the world
As I create the world
As I am God!
I never thought
That one pint
Would be
All that is required
For such a thing
To come true
You have no idea
How simple it all is
How it is so simple
To change the world
As soon as you think
differently
And all that is
required
Is one pint
There was a time
I could have killed for
one
I begged down the pub
For such a thing
And no one was willing
To buy my one
It was illuminating
There is no real
charity
In this world
No one will buy you a
pint
Even though they have
the power
To buy you a house
Since then
My God
I’ve gone through
All possible neuroses
I have to say
I walk through flying
Because
There’s nothing
Alcohol can’t cure
Out of sight
Out of mind
Out of this world
Completely mad
Changing a whole world
In the process
Creating a whole world
In the process
All through alcohol
I’m sorry!
All you have ever
achieved
Is total madness
That can only be cured
through
Alcohol
Only then can we see
the light of day
Only then can we see a
way out
I don’t need to feel
anything
I don’t need to even be
alive
Oh, I need to live somewhere
else
And create my own
universe to live within
Where none of you would
ever exist
Nothing alcohol can’t
cure
And then this is World War Three
It is tea time
Would you like a cup of
tea
My dear?
There is only one way
to survive in this world
Fake it!
Pretend this is
happiness
That you’re over the
Moon
Whenever you just feel
like torching the place down
To a crisp
Don’t patronize me you
bastard!
Don’t patronize me you
bitch!
I’ll have your head on
a platter
In my dreams
Before this day is over
Roles are reversed in
my dreams
I become the father
figure
I become the mother
figure
I become the tyrant
Controlling your entire
life!
You have no idea
How dirty and twisted
it all becomes
Shut your big mouth!
You are but powerless
here
In my dreams
It is tea time
Would you like a cup of
tea
My dear?
In the meantime
I’ll play the game
I’ll obey all your
orders
I’ll answer to all your
mind games
This insanity
Of all this world has
been reduced to
I’ll be as fake
As this world requires
me to be
Until
Until I can no longer
contain it
Until
Until I can no longer
contain anything
Until
I take control of this
world
Until
I explode!
I will wipe that smug
smile off your face!
I will hit you so hard!
You’ll never know what
hit you!
And then you will
wonder why
You are so clueless
I wonder sometimes
Which world are you
living in?
To be so blind
To the consequences
Of such motherly love
Which can only provoke
hell on Earth?
It is tea time
Would you like a cup of
tea
My dear?
I can still contain
myself
I can still control
myself
I can still take it all
in
Until boiling point
And yet
Smile to the world!
Not sure how long
I will be able to
sustain it
Not sure how long
Before it all explodes
I’ll be as fake
As this world requires
me to be
But only to a certain
point
And then
This is World War Three
Any milk in your tea
Darling?
And then
This is World War Three
And what about sugar?
And then
This is World War Three
Of a whole wrecked
existence
From here and there
In the here and now
Taking it all in
For posterity
Deeply buried and lost
Under the oceans of the
world
One thousand years
All that is required
To vanish completely
From the face of the
Earth
So much history
So little to say
Once all is forgotten
Up to the top of the
pyramids
So in awe
No one will escape
We have chewed our
wings
We can no longer fly
Higher scale universe
Lower scale universe
Could not even
conceptualise
Expanding universes
Thinking Virtual
Creating Evolution
Modifying World
Life in the making
It was not meant to be
for this humanity
Building wonders of the
world through slavery
Perhaps the next
humanity will leave a mark
Everlasting for an eternity
At another level
This bomb is about to
explode!
A whole world of
politics
A whole world of
religions
A whole world of mass
media
A whole world of wars
Click!
I have no more patience
left
We have no more
patience left
For any of you!
Don’t
Don’t stand
Don’t stand in my way
You will be wiped out!
So little I can still
stand
So little patience I
have left
It’s going to explode
Like right now!
You
You need to disappear
You need to shut up
I need never see or
hear from you ever again
We will be heard
We will change this
world
We will take control
We will somehow crush
you
Talking for a whole
world
Of salvation and hope
Some sort of meaning to
this existence
We’re starving! We’re
dying!
Of course we can’t
think
Of course we can’t talk
Of course it is all
useless
Of course no one hears
us
And I’m tired
We are all tired
I have lost all
patience
We have lost all
patience
Until such time
That we will take back
what is ours
Until such time
That when we speak, we
will be heard
Change
Change is just about to
take over the world
By such a storm
It will be described as
a Tsunami
You
You need to disappear
You need to shut up
We need never see or
hear from you ever again
We’re starving!
We’re dying!
Don’t
Don’t stand
You will be wiped out!
So little we can still
stand
So little patience we
have left
It’s going to explode
Like right now!
Never should you use my
name in vain
And I thought I was
extreme
Not extreme enough I
see
I need to be shot
I’m at breaking point
I’ve reached all
breaking points
I have no future,
there’s no future
I need to be shot!
What in the world
Could possess me
To state such a thing?
I need to be shot!
My God!
I’m a converted
To such extreme ideas
As extinctionism
My God!
I’m the worst anarchist
Ever to fall upon your
world
I preach extinctionism!
And I’m no lunatic
I preach with verb
I am also the born
philosopher of humanity
I do need to be shot
As this is where this
world
Has driven me
To the extinction
Of all there is under
the sun
At this point
No
I care not
For anything else
You can forget
everything
I have ever stated
before
I’m all for a total
Humanity’s extinction
As this is where this
world
Has driven me
To the extinction
Of all there is under
the sun
I’m shocked!
I can’t believe!
I’ve reached that
breaking point!
But well, what other
point was I meant to reach?
Considering everything
that is going on
Everyone who is in
power
The destructiveness
they bring upon this world
And such little hope
No hope at all
For a better life for
anyone
For a better world for
everyone
My god…
I’m the worst anarchist
of your life
I’m the worst philosopher
of this world
As I will
singlehandedly bring about
The end of the world
All through logic
All through
philosophical arguments
And I will be so wise
I will bring you such
worthy arguments
I will eventually
convince you all
To commit collective suicide
And annihilate this
world
And that is why
I need to be shot!
Another Muslim in Prison
ready for Export
Another Muslim in the
dock
Another Muslim ready
for prison
Another Muslim ready
for export
I’m the Court Clerk
Sitting in front of the
Court room
On my right is the
prosecutor
On my left is some sort
of an excuse for a defence counsel
God only knows how he
came to be there
Probation officers on
the right
Police officers on the
extreme right
Another Muslim in the
dock
Another long prison
sentence
For lost souls of the
world
What is it you did not
understand about Allah?
What is it you could
not understand about Jesus Christ?
Is it some sort of
clash between cultures?
How did you find
yourself in the dock again?
Is it out of
desperation?
Discrimination?
Is it not possible to
find a job?
To get money to
survive?
Can’t you speak the
language?
Muslims
An impossible
integration
An impossible
assimilation
An impossible
annihilation
Do not expect anything
from us
We have not changed our
ways
For over 2000 years
And we don’t intend to
change any time soon
I was there once
Fifteen years ago
An immigrant
Unable to speak the
language
Unable to find a job
It took me a while
But I eventually got a
job
Starting at the very
bottom
Cashier at the
Until I came to be
Your Court Clerk
In this very Court room
Looking at you
Wondering
Poor soul
What has life driven
you to
What have we all made
of you
What have we driven you
to
Another Muslim in the
dock
Another Muslim ready
for prison
Another Muslim ready
for export
All wrapped up and
ready for the cells
What was it this time?
What can we do to sort
you out?
What can we do to sort
ourselves out?
How can we change
So this can be avoided?
How can we integrate
you?
If it is still possible
Nothing we are doing
will help you now
We can only aggravate
it all
Until such time
That we change
Our way of fencing you
out of this life
Our way of rejecting
you out of our life
Another Muslim in the
dock
Another Muslim ready
for export
After a long prison sentence
Probation officers
sweating all over it
Prosecution counsel
masturbating all over it
Police officers
ejaculating all over it
Over puzzled Court
Clerks and Judges
Wondering how Justice
can best be served
Over such insanity
Another Muslim in the
dock
Another Muslim ready
for prison
Another Muslim ready
for export
As your leader I swear
to abuse all my powers
I don’t have much power
in this world
But for all that it’s
worth
For all that I am worth
And for all that this
world is worth
I swear to abuse all my
powers
Because I am
meaningless
Because I am
insignificant
Because I’m miserable
And committing suicide
is just about
All that I thought I
was worth
And now I have been
offered the world on a platter
To dictate and control
as I wish
I have been sworn
To take over the world
I swear to abuse all my
powers
This is the path to
leading the world
This is the meaning of
leading the world
And I intend to be up
to scale
Crushing you all on my
way up
I swear to abuse all my
powers
I never thought
anything of you
Why should I?
Through deception I
reached the top
Through lies I took
office
I swear to abuse all my
powers
You can’t help yourself
How would you suggest I
help you?
You are wasted
How do you suggest I
recycle you?
I swear to abuse all my
powers
I am strong!
I can dictate!
I can order people!
I deserve power!
I swear to abuse all my
powers!
I care nothing for you
I care nothing for the
world
I don’t care for peace
I don’t care for wars
I swear to abuse all my
powers
I am in office
I am your leader
I only serve my
interests
Your failure is my
success
I swear to abuse all my
powers
Until death tears us
apart
Until the economy
becomes dust
Until war achieves its
ultimate goal
Until no meaning
remains of anyone’s existence
I swear to abuse all my
powers
Thank you for electing
me to office
I never had a hidden
agenda
I was honest from the
start
I never deceived you
I sworn to abuse all my
powers
Power and control are
at an hand
Today we feel powerful
Today we feel in
control
Power and control are at
an hand
As we see
All over the horizons
of the world
As we see
What we have achieved
As we see
What needs to be done
And we see
How far we can go
Today we feel so powerful
Today we feel so in
control
Power and control are
at hand
As we know
The world
As we know
Who is not suited for
power
As we know
That none of it matters
And we know
We can do it ourselves
Today we are in power
Today we are in control
Change is at hand
As we can
Dream it
As we can
Imagine it
As we can
Take over creation
And we can
Make it come true
Today we are so in
power
Today we are so in
control
We will change this
world
Power and control are
at an end
Power and control are
at hand
We will change this
world!
Stuck
in a loop in one perfect moment in time
This one will be great
It is just not written
yet
Tic Tac Tic Tac
Such perfect slaves
taking over the world
I’m such a perfect
slave
I am so submissive
I’m so helpful
They have no idea
The power boiling
inside of me
Until
Until the day
Until the day it all
explodes
As I’ll show the world
One way to live
It will be the way to
live
To exist all over any
nation
To explode all over the
world!
Such a perfect slave
With inside of him
So much to explore
So much to think about
So much to see how
Everything can be
I can see it right now
Such an achievement
For such a puny slave
That this world will be
Forever changed
There is no such thing
As a third class citizen
in this world
As we are all thinking
hard
As we are all thinking
of ways
To better this world
To escape it all
To rebuilt it all
On such a scale
As any slave can see
And think
And do
Such perfect slaves
Rethink the world
Such perfect slaves
Rebuild the world
Before all is gone
And after all is gone
Practical
Logical
We see this world as it
is
We know how to conceptualise
a world
As it is
As it should be
As it will be
They have no idea
Of what is boiling
inside of us
Such perfect slaves
Are taking over the
world!
So innocent we are
Am I talking
For so many nations
Am I talking
For you!
Yes Sir!
Yes Mam!
Whatever you say
It is done
As I have learned
To look so innocent
So clueless
As I have no brain
How is it possible
In such a world
That we have to pretend
To be of no
intelligence
To be of no importance
To be so small
When we can
Potentially
Change the whole world?
One has to pretend
Up until a certain
point
Where one has to act
And think the world
that should be
So innocent
We all are
So powerful
We all are
As soon as we start
thinking
As soon as we start
acting
As soon as we feel it
is time
As soon as we finally
decide that’s it!
So innocent
We all look
So innocent
We all are
Until such time
That it is no longer
possible
To pretend
Until such time
That one knows
Freedom is within reach
Then there is no more
innocence
As perhaps there never
was
So innocent we used to
be
No longer
Here comes the second
great depression
It is no concern of
mine
Here comes another flu-plague
It is no concern of
mine
War, famine and
genocides worldwide
It is no concern of
mine
This world is set on to
self-destruct
It is no concern of
mine
Here comes World War
Three, we’ll all die
It is no concern of
mine
I am so happy!
So happy!
So happy!
I could just die
How easily humanity’s
problems
Can be forgotten
How easily governments’
worst decisions
Can be forgiven
Corruption and abuse of
power
All gone out of my mind
Global plans to
eradicate us all
Oops, I must have been
paranoid
I am so happy!
So happy!
So happy!
I could just die
Being a simple civil
servant
Being overworked
Being underpaid
Accomplishing miracles
on a daily basis
So this world keeps
turning
I am so happy!
Because
Just because
I am appreciated for
who I am
I feel valued
I feel I make a
difference
I feel like finally
For once
I matter
As a consequence
I feel I could just
Explode!
I am so happy!
So happy!
So happy!
I could just die
It was such hard work
I never thought I would
reach that point
I never did before
No matter all the
sacrifices
All the efforts in the
world
Time seems to cure
everything
I am so out of it
How long will it last?
How long can I sustain
it?
Such euphoria
Before it is all over?
Before all breaks down?
I am so happy
So happy
So happy
I could just die
Maybe I should
Maybe I should
Maybe I should
Just die
Look at this life
What an existence!
For a start
There are some trees
here
Some bits of grass
I believe there are
some pebbles
Around that corner
And so many grains of
sand
Life is so wonderful!
In all its complexities
Such Happiness!
Such Joy!
Is choking me
Stop me!
Because
Because I am
Because I am going
Nuclear!
Every second
I still have to suffer
this world
I learn somehow
To force myself
To live it
Whilst I so despise it
There are some shells
Around that corner
This is death!
I wish I was dead
It is choking me!
Stop me!
Because
Because I am
Because I am going
Nuclear!
Oh!
But there is so much
love
In this world
So many people
Doing so much good
What do I care?
Have I found happiness?
Have I found peace?
Can I even breathe?
I am choking!
Stop me!
Because
Because I am
Because I am going
Nuclear!
I do not recognise
All that you have done
I cannot see
How great you are
I remain unimpressed
By humanity’s
achievements
I feel so alone
I feel so betrayed
In your own bile
I am choking
Stop me!
Because
Because I am
Because I am going
Nuclear!
Every second I grow
Every second I expand
Along with everything
else in the universe
Such expansion of all
ideas
Of all minds
Should just about renew
this world
Every second
And yet history
With its lack of
imagination
Is simply
Choking me
Stop me!
Because
Because I am
Because I am going
Nuclear!
Think the new world and make it happen!
You people
Are so sedated
You people
Are so devoid of life
You might as well be
dead
To this call
To this one call
To become alive
You must become alive!
See the world in front
of you
This world belongs to
you!
Stop complaining
Stop lamenting
Oh yes, everyone is
dead
But you are still alive
aren’t you?
Well?
There is still beauty
in this world
There is still freedom
in this world
This world is how you
pictured it
How you imagined it
This is your world!
There is still a way
To find happiness
Despite everything
As without you nothing
exists
No
No, you might not as
well be dead
There is still a life
to be lived
Something to learn
Something that could make
a difference
And make this worthless
existence
All worthwhile
You people!
Wake up!
You people!
You can be so full of
life!
As you are life!
You deserve to be
alive!
And go on to create
this existence
You always dreamt of
You can, you must
This is the meaning of
your existence
Go on and change the
world!
Think it, make it
happen!
Despite such depression
Despite such genocide
Despite, oh my God
What others have made
of this existence
We are still here
We are still alive
And somehow we will
find
Some happiness
We will see this world
As something worth
existing for
And become something
Worthy of this
existence
As each of us
Is a force of nature
As we can see
everything
As we can feel
everything
And we can change
everything!
Through such hell
There is still a way
To feel free
To feel happy
Nothing can destroy us
Nothing exists but us
As ultimately
We only exist
As one entity
Surviving in one bubble
universe
We do see
We do learn
We see beyond it all
We do learn beyond
As only we exist here
And nothing else
Only you matter in this
world
Only you exist in this
world
You make it what it is
You cannot destroy us!
You cannot annihilate
us!
As long as one of us
remains
As one of us suffices
To recreate this world
On a massive scale
We will not forget
We cannot forget
As so much depends on
any of us
You people!
Are so full of life!
As you are life!
Everything depends on
you
Survive it!
Survive it all!
Create it!
Create it all!
As it is all within
your reach
To make of this world
What it is meant to be
As without you
Nothing exists
Think the world you
wish for!
Make it happen!
I am not sure
I am still of this
world
I wonder
I don’t feel like I am
I did everything I
could
To escape this reality
Anything I could lay my
mind on
To just evaporate in
the ether
Even the ether is all
but
Such a great invention
Of the last century
Of which I have
forgotten
Truly I am no longer
here
As I live in my
imagination
Far more than in any
reality
That might still exist
Is there any other way
to live
But within one’s
imagination?
Where one is so free to
recreate the world
As many times as is
necessary?
Where do you draw the
line?
When do you just give
up for good
And only finally live
In the dream world?
Does one need to become
crazy?
A real phenomenon of a
lunatic
In order to decide to
continue
Within this world?
I do not define myself
as mad
I define the rest of
the world as mad
And so the rest of the
world sees me as mad
We’re all mad, it’s a
mad world
I need to escape this
reality
I need to feel there is
something else
I need only live in a
virtual world
Never mind if I have to
create it myself
I will believe
anything!
I have this
extraordinary need to believe
The most fanciful
things
Otherwise this life is not worth it
I think you understood
that a long time ago
I believe you know
exactly how I feel
This is why you came up
with this religion
And presented it to me
in such a way I could not refuse
It left me empty, I
wonder why
I guess you forgot my
need for evasion
This need for freedom
and happiness
You have failed
I have found something
much better
My own creative
imagination
I am so free to invent
anything I want
I might just survive it
all
Am I still of this
world?
Only as long as I only
depend on myself
Only as long as I create
my own creation
As long as I can
imagine my own way out of this world
New
generations are our only hope
New generations’
ignorance
Is so refreshing
Such ignorance
Is so pure
No idea of what came
before
Of what happened since
then
Of all that has been
stated
For centuries and
millennia
In awe for the first
time
About how we go about
everything
About who we are and
what we do
Such conventions that
should never have been
This is such an old
discourse
As it is such an old
issue
Being caught still doing
it
Is so passé, so passed
date
New generations are
worth listening to
Because only they are
still astonished
About how wrong
everything is
And still have the
energy to denounce it
Go on!
Go on to denounce
everything!
Go on to change
everything!
You want power, here it
is on a platter!
So anchored to the old
ways we are
So desperate we are
That we cannot see
anything
Blind forever to such
destruction
You!
You are new!
You are dumbfounded!
Think it, think this
new world!
So desperate we are
To find solutions
To think of new ways to
survive
To renew it all
We have become
complacent
We think the only way
to solve our problems
Is to kill a few
billion people worldwide
It is time a new
generation takes over
There are better
solutions
We can sort it out
We can salvage anything
We will save the world!
Your Honour, don’t let that new title dazzle you
Your Honour
You made it!
Finally you are it!
Isn’t it fantastic?
From a mere Recorder
You are now a Judge in
a Crown Court
All your dreams came
true
And now it is time
To make the law
To rule the nation
To become God!
Your Honour
Don’t let that new
title dazzle you
You still answer to
someone
Don’t learn the hard
way
You still answer to us
Weak links below you
You will always but still
answer
To me
You will answer
To small me
Because you see
I feel so small
I too have the need to
feel powerful
And believe me
I am stronger than you
are
I can move mountains
faster than you can
I will get you into so
much trouble
You will wonder why you
even exist
You will
You will fall
You will fall in line
To the real power
Coming from the
management below
Never forget
You are still but a
civil servant
There cannot be a high
profile civil servant
There are only civil
servants
And by definition
All civil servants can
only be miserable
You see?
You are just like me
You have no idea
How you depend
On the less powerful
ones
You have no idea
How much they crave
Any kind of hold over
you
As they can only feel
More important and more
powerful
Than you could ever be
It is all they have
left
To justify their
existence
I’m afraid
You’ll never amount to anything
So limited your
decisions are
So framed you are
There are guidelines
You will be reminded
It always goes to the
Court of Appeal
Always this will bring
you back to earth
All your decisions will
always be reversed
Isn’t this your worst
fear?
It will soon be, Your
Honour
I will always know best
As my brain
Unlike yours
Never forgets the law
Always remember those
three magic words
Court of Appeal
And now I have you
exactly
Where I always wanted you
to be
Your Honour
Always think twice
before ruling
Your Honour
Always think twice
before sentencing
Your Honour
Always think twice
There are no such
things
As an ultimate Court of
Law
As the law is always
And will always be
In the hand of the
people
My God!
Your Honour!
You are but powerless!
Whilst we
The powerless
Can make your life a real
misery
We have all the power
over you
You could ever dream of
Isn’t it fantastic?
Your Honour
Don’t let that new
title
Dazzle you
You will never be in
power
As the people will
always be in power
Forget it once
You will soon be
reminded
And you will soon
Fall into line
Your Honour
Don’t let that title
dazzle you
You know by now it is
meaningless
You will always but answer
to us
Being lenient to
whoever you sentence
Is your only way out
Being submissive to
whoever is below you
Is your only way out
Isn’t it fantastic?
I love you so
As I think
You are one hell of a
woman
One in a million
I do admire you
All that you have
suffered
Which has made you who
you are today
I have been trying
Somehow
To be your friend
I have been unable to
As you will not let me
in
As I am a man
And by your definition
Men are not to be
trusted
I agree
I am not to be trusted
And yet
You fascinate me
I admire you
I wish somehow
I could be part of your
universe
I wish I could
understand
What you have gone
through
Where you are now
And why
You will not let me in
I can never find out
I am an outsider
I am a man
I am to be despised
To be fired upon
I agree
I am a monster
I could never
understand
What you have become
Who you are
And why
But I need to find out
I have to understand
I am not the monster
you think I am
I am a man
But I am sensitive
I am human
I do understand
Who you are
What you have gone
through
Which explains so much
Why can you not trust
me?
Why can’t you tell me?
Why do you despise me
so?
Just because I am a
man?
Open up!
Open up to me!
I can only be
Your greatest ally
I can only be
The only human being
You could ever trust
Forget for one moment
All that you suffered
Forget for one moment
That a man was always
At the root of your
suffering
I am not a man
I am out of this world
I can understand
I will understand
Let me in
Tell me
Why do I feel I am such
a loser?
Why do I feel so inferior
to you?
Why do I feel
You are so much more
intelligent than I am?
So clued up?
So right and
everything?
Why are you so damn
perfect?
I hate you!
As I cannot be like you
I could never be so
perfect
I could never be that
righteous
As I am always
And forever
So ready to hurt
everyone around me
As I cannot care for
anyone else but me
But when I see you
When I look at you
I get a glimpse
Of who I should be
Of what I ought to be
Maybe
It is not meant to be
There is no need anyway
I know all about it
I have lived it myself
I know exactly what is
in your heart
As I felt it
As I lived it
No need to tell me
We can remain strangers
after all
As I can see through
you
As you are quite
transparent
My dear
But I’m not sure
How I can live
With the thought
That you still think
I am evil
Just because
I am man
A man hurt you once
Another man hurt you
twice
Another man hurt you
trice
And now
Any man will hurt you
forever
And I am such a man
And I do hurt you
I am insensitive
It is in the nature of
every man
I have no idea what
goes on in your mind
I do not give a shit
About what torments you
You’re right
Stay away from me
I could only hurt you
more
We are not from the
same planet
We do not live in the
same world
Don’t talk to me!
Get lost you bitch!
Don’t pretend to be
friendly!
When I know deep down
You only wish I did not
exist
You care nothing for me
You wish I was dead!
And yet
I was fascinated by you
I loved you!
Men are brainless
indeed
Compared with such
complexity
That even God could
never possibly understand
Women
Yes
I see now who you are
I am not that brainless
Despite the fact
That I am man
You are out of this
world
And quite possibly
You do not belong to
this world
We will never be
friends
It is just not possible
I am a monster
I am disgusting to you
I do not deserve to
exist in your eyes
So be it
I will ignore you
I will struggle to say
hi in the morning
I will let you be
The only way
This will work
As we are obviously
incompatible
And you in return
Hopefully
Will let me be
Men and women
Must ignore each other
So this world can
continue
To exist
I played the White Man
for so long
It drove me to madness
It drove me to wonder
What is that White Man
You talk about
That I should be?
As I will no longer
play your game
No longer listen to you
As you are corrupt
You are all that one
could despise
As you are the White
Man
And yet you cannot play
the White Man’s game
I am no White Man!
Nor would I wish to be
I am no man’s land
As I always aspired to
be
Never mind the no
future
It is not that
difficult
To understand all your
neuroses
Your limitations
The limits of your
brain
You can’t help it
Let me help you man
Let me help you
The so called White Man
So easily we can all be
manipulated
So easily we are all
conditioned
It will not take long
Before acting the White
Man
Will become
unfashionable
Before being White
Becomes a sin
I have no patience left
for you
Being that brainless
That you cannot see
this world
What it is all about
And what is required to
survive
You are blind!
You are far gone!
I have no patience left
for you
You will end up in
prison
It is well deserved
Maybe one day you will
understand
Until that day
Well
I will not be the White
Man
Fuck you man!
You are no whiter than
I am
You could never be
As white as I am
As you have a pea for a
brain
You deserve all that
you get
I am the only white man
around here
As white as snow
You will see the price
for it
Would you like to play
the White Man?
You
Remember
The laws of your own
country
Playing the White Man’s
game
Will bring you right to
Prison
I will
turn this nightmare into a George Michael pop song
I will turn this
nightmare
Into a pop song
I must write this one
soon
I thought I had already
written it
With such a title, no
pressure!
Got to be one of my
best ever
For some weird reason
I’m thinking George
Michael
Might as well give it a
go tonight
This thing has got to
be written eventually
So many nightmares
I go through every day
Surely plenty of those
should inspire me
For a lifetime over
Songs
Poetry
Novels
Plays
Film scripts
Essays
Philosophy
Science fiction
Even
Political discourses
Go on you bastard
Act totally insane
Just try to drive me
crazy
I’m just taking a back
seat
Admiring and watching
the show
And getting ready to
spit it back
In such wonderful and significant
Piece of art for all to
absorb
I will turn this
nightmare into a pop song
And oh, make millions
out of your idiocy
I am not impressed
By anything
In this world
As I do not feel
anything anymore
The world has become
One way of inspiring me
Inspiring art
It is fast becoming
My sole reason to exist
And so
By acting the madman
you are
I could never take life
that seriously ever again
I only live in this
virtual world
The world of pop songs
For as long as you are
sufficiently crazy
And out of this world
To inspire me something
Then
It was all worth it
And then
I can laugh all the way
to the Moon
You contributed to my
life energy
Instead of my
nightmares
So believe me
When I tell you
I cannot take this
existence seriously
I will turn any
nightmare there is
Into poetry for the
whole world to read and enjoy
This is the only way to
survive
In a brainless world
Believe me
Every time
I will turn this
nightmare
Into a pop song
I don’t care anymore
I’ll survive it
I’ll survive just about
anything
Just as I always did
Can anyone tell
Anyway
How far gone I really
am?
Could anyone ever tell?
Am I not the all
performing star?
Am I not always there
No matter what
Here I am
Full and filled
Of electricity
Right there at the back
of it all
Centre Point
Past the point of no
return
Where certainly
I can only be
Totally smashed
And yet
This is a world
premiere
I can never disappoint
On the front here I
will always be
I don’t care anymore
I’ll survive it
I’ll survive just about
anything
Just as I always did
Nothing matters anymore
I am so good at
pretending
I can still stand
I can still salvage the
whole world
The miracle worker
The useless worker
You have no idea
I’m still standing
Not tonight
I give up
I’ll go all the way
Till I fall asleep
The dreams of the world
Are filled with such
freedom
They cannot be helped
We will see them
through
You are no better than
I am
You are far worse than
I am
I can sustain it
And you can’t
I don’t care anymore
I’ll survive it
I’ll survive just about
anything
Just as I always did
So many instances of
corruption
So many grand schemes
To take advantage of us
all
To destroy us all
I cannot compute
anymore
My response can only be
anger
Yet an overdose
Of your extremes
I’m overloading
I can’t help it
It will explode!
I was told
Remain calm
You have to learn to
calm down
What are you saying?
Accept defeat?
Accept corruption?
Accept being
manipulated
Into becoming ignorant slaves?
I think not
I think I need to
overload
I think I need to go
mad
So I do explode
And say it out loud
Denounce it for all to
hear
So something might
change
Awareness
Knowledge
Public opinion
Might make a difference
Probably not
Still
I have no choice
But to try
I don’t need to be
specific
Such corruption is now
so widespread
At every level
In so many domains
In every country
It is the overall that
needs to be addressed
It is globally that
we’re overloading
You’re not very clever
You don’t need to
You’re not hiding what
you are doing
Apparently you don’t
need to
Whatever happens you’re
protected
You’re untouchable
That may be so
But we may still be
able
To stop from happening
Some of these grand schemes
To change humanity for
the worse
I am sick
So sick
And so tired
I can’t do anything
anymore
I can’t think anymore
Maybe you will win in
the end
No one seems to care
anyway
No one is willing to do
anything
To stop you
Yet an overdose
Of your extremes
The world is
overloading
We can’t help it
It will explode!
This
disease we’re dying of is ourselves
I’ve got plenty of
diseases
I’m only human after
all
Struggling to survive
In such a rotten world
All the global diseases
you can think of
I suffer from them
Alcohol
Drugs
Theft
Blood
Murder
Such poverty
Such desperation
I’m sorry
There is only one place
I need to look
When I need to justify
My death wish
It is yourself
I cannot stand you
I cannot stand any of
you
You make me sick
I have just puked once
more
I wonder
I truly wonder
Is there any hope in
this world?
Is there any hope?
Such poverty
Such desperation
I’m sorry
But I’ll see this world
end
Before anything else
You deserve everything
that you get
You’re asking for
everything you get
You planned it that way
Is there no hope left
for anyone?
Even for yourself?
Out of desperation
This world will get
somewhere
When there are no other
solutions left
This world will get
somewhere
No matter any
consequence
This world has to end
up somewhere
I will scare the hell
out of you
I will attack you
I will rob you
I will rape you
Because this is the
only way
Because there are no
other way
Maybe, just maybe
One day you will
understand
Where you went wrong
You have always been
asking for it
Didn’t you know?
Oh yes, you did ask for
it
You make me so angry
I can no longer control
myself
You pushed me to such
limits
I am totally out of control
Perhaps I don’t have
the brain to stop myself
Before I decide to
convict myself
Of just about every
crime that exist
Under the sun
All I can say
Is that I was once so
pure
I was once so honest
Never would have I
thought
Of hurting anyone
And now
You better watch out
You turned me into a
monster
This disease I’m dying
of
Is yourself
But there is hope
I have such low
expectations from life
So little love I
require
So little respect and
appreciation I need
Just one more chance
Just one more true sign
That I might actually
matter
That I might mean
something
Being worthy of this
world
Not a world filled to
the brink with selfishness
I could perhaps change
I could perhaps see the
light
I could perhaps love
you all
I could perhaps
Embrace you all!
If only I could feel
That such a love truly
existed
In at least one of you
Once in a while
Or is this world
Already
Just like me
Completely gone?
All the diseases I am
dying of
Are a direct
consequence
Of how you treat me
How you reject me
How you hate me
Though I never did
anything wrong
I do no expect you to
love me
I know you have enough
to deal with
I know you have your
own problems
I know no one loves you
anyway
And that is the
beginning
Of your own little personal
crisis
Then you should realise
This disease plaguing
the world
Begins with yourself
Since
If yourself cannot love
anyone
And can only be selfish
Well
What can you ever
expect
From the rest of the
world?
This disease we are
dying of
Is ourselves
You were much older
than I
You took me under your
wings
You showed me an
alternative
I could never have
discovered on my own
You have made my life
You have made me who I
am
I was your toy boy
Whilst I thought you
were my toy boy
And now that you are
dead
All your toy boys
Are coming out of the
woodwork
Was I just another toy
boy to you?
I’m just about to freak
out the masses
Stretch them to the
limits
Of all human rights
For better or for worse
But it needs to be
stated for posterity
Who was I for those few
years?
Your toy boy yes
But not any toy boy,
right?
I was “the” toy boy
The very one attached
to Oscar Wilde
Who could never let go
The one who would reach
posterity on its own
As I loved you dearly
I thought you were the
man
The best looking man
I’d ever seen
I had no idea of who
you were
I said so the very
night we met
And then we had the
most wonderful sex
Any boy could wish to
have
With another man
Is it not incidental
You thought I was your
toy boy
When I thought I was
Your lover?
Is it not significant
you told me
I must remain young and
beautiful
Whilst you could become
flabby yourself?
Oh, but I loved you no
matter how fat you were
Becoming old and
decrepit never mattered
Your social status and
position
Was why you thought I
was with you
You thought you were my
sugar daddy
I assure you I had many
chances
To have as many sugar
daddies
As one could ever hope
to get
And instantly reach the
top in any field
In
In
All these opportunities
I always refused
You said then
My role was to be a toy
boy for you
Answering to your every
sexual desire
No wonder it freaked me
out
It was charming all the
same
Coming from you
So many things I now
regret
Such rash from someone
who knew nothing
Such a great man
With an obituary in The
Times
You would have been
proud
Though it just about
killed me
Sorry
I am not
Any toy boy
Out of one hundred
I am not to be
One amongst thousands
I am not to be
Less than you ever were
As one day
After I become rich and
famous
Without your help I
might add
You will be the one
Who will be said to
have been
My toy boy
Much better
off with a split personality disorder
Much better be off your
head half the time
Not knowing what you’re
doing
And be amazed the next
day by what you’ve done
And be apologetic and
remorseful
Than actually live this
life being aware
In such perfection that
only God can dictate
Of such a boring life
That could never have
any impact
Let’s start the party!
Let’s go crazy!
Let’s change the world!
Much better off with a
split personality disorder
What it is to live a
life permanently comatose
As if one was
prescribed heavy drugs
What is the point of
feeling such an existence
When one can be totally
disconnected from reality?
In such perfection that
only God can dictate
Living in one’s head
With far reaching
impact upon the world
Oh yes, one can change
the world that way
Let’s do it again and
again
Let’s drink ourselves
to death
Be a zombie the next
day at work
Much better off with a
split personality disorder
What one must think?
When that kind of state
of mind
Can actually bring
happiness?
When that kind of state
of mind
Can bring creativity
and results?
On such a scale that it
has an impact
In such perfection that
only God can dictate
Well bring it on! Let’s
kill ourselves!
This life was not meant
to last forever
We might as well go for
it full blast
And die right here
right now in the end
Much better off with a
split personality disorder
Living as if we were
already dead
This life ain’t easy
So many choices, so
many chances
To be nothing and
everything
And alter a whole world
As this world certainly
needs changing
As if we had all the
chances in the world
To become anything
And revolutionise
everything
We only ever have the
chance
To annihilate our own
existence
Living as if we were
already dead
It wouldn’t be the first
time I was arrested
Brought to prison
For picketing, for
writing such inflammatory things
So many demonstrations
around the world
So many things need
denouncing
To feel the need to walk
out
To cry out
In such a way
That one can only be
arrested
And think in such small
way
And in the end change
nothing
I told you
I tried to make you
understand
You wouldn’t hear of it
And now you’re gone
You’re history
And what have you
achieved
That I haven’t?
Nothing
Just like I have
At least
I’m still here
Writing it all for
posterity
Even though
I am
Living as if one was
already dead
Was I right?
Were you right?
Well, so ready you are
To go on and denounce
everything
Of such little
importance
When so much more could
be accomplished
Worldwide
But which issues are
truly worth it?
What truly matters in
this world?
Human rights as a
whole?
I thought you were
clever
Perhaps you are
brainless
I am in awe
How I ever admired you
I am already dead
But at least
I feel it was all worth
it
And that I am making a real
difference
Yes!
This world needs
changing
Yes!
This world requires
denouncing
We are all already dead
Better make sure
We do make a difference
And that it is all
worth it in the end
Whilst working hard to
change this world
We chose this way of
life
We just go about it a
different way
In the end
We only need to make an
impact somehow
The destiny of those
Who heard the call
To change the whole
world
Better make sure
We actually do make an
impact
And change the whole
world
Before we die
Living as if we were
already dead
Poetry
will change the world!
Did you succeed in
assessing who I truly am?
I never thought
I could ever be
assessed
Through my extreme
poetry
But seeing it there
Printed and laying on
your sofa
Whilst you knew nothing
of me
What a coincidence
As if I was to be
judged
And fired upon
For such radical ways
of thinking
Really turned me around
Dear me
This is not forgotten,
is it?
This poetry truly means
something
It shows up at the top
Of any search engine
Even though I always
thought
Here I could state
anything
Without any consequence
And no one would ever
take notice
Well!
Poetry has long been
dead!
No one was supposed to
read this
And now
Top of it all
Poetry means everything
To the whole world
As if I never said
anything else before
It is there printed and
laying on your sofa
Completely out of the
blue
For me to say
But I am the author of
this thing!
It can only be there
For me to react and to
say something
What do you expect me
to say?
That it was all fun and
game?
That I don’t believe
Anything I ever stated
So clearly for the
whole world to read?
I don’t know
And I don’t care
If this is too much for
you
Then
It is too much for the
world
I cannot and I will not
Find excuses
I cannot and I will not
Justify myself
You take it as it is
Or you forget I ever
came to be
In the first place
But somehow you found
this poetry
And you printed it
And it was mine
And I know it can only
be a coincidence
I am more known than I
thought
Maybe poetry does mean
something
Something so important
Never could I express it
myself so clearly
In any other way
It was not meant to be
read
To reach out
To be understood
As such freedom to
state it all as it is
Never anywhere else
Could exist
And yet, would you believe
everything you read?
Maybe you should
Maybe you should not
I don’t know
I don’t know who I am
anymore
Or what I write
I just don’t know
Where this world is at
And what it is doing
I just don’t know
If I am justified
In such madness
Maybe I am
And then
I should not stop
myself
I should go on and
change the world
I just did not know
I could do so
Through poetry
I should think twice
from now on
Is it then
That poetry
Is such
A powerful tool
That I am not wasting
my time
And I am actually being
heard?
Is it then
That poetry
Is such
A powerful tool
That we should all take
notice
That it will change the
world?
Been working at it for
so long
So cleverly at that
We can be proud of
ourselves
We really do know how
to sort out a world
Such bright ideas, such
great concepts
And a wonderful way of
expressing ourselves
At some point it will
explode!
All over the world
It will come without
warning
And forever all will
change
We forgot to expect it
Although this is all we
have been working towards
For so long and so long
and so long
Why have we ever lost
hope?
Because we were never
given a voice
A chance to change
everything
A chance to take
control
Over the world
Acting for us all for a
change
Bring a bit of
happiness
In everyone’s life
But you have to
understand
We never had to wait
For that voice or that
control
To be given to us
I believe it is
possible
I believe the day has
come
Where and when
All over the world
Our voices will become
one
And irretrievably
Have such an impact
You will never see the
world
Or this reality
The same way again
As we have that power
within us
To make out of this
world
Whatever we always
wanted it to be
To make out of this
world
What we want it to be!
Feel the happiness all
around!
Smile to the world!
Feel the freedom within
your heart!
Maybe there is not even
a need
To witness a change
For this to happen
For happiness to come
true
My God!
I can see it all
I can feel it all
On the dawn of all
humanities
Of all previous
generations
That have come to be
There is a way out
So easily within our
reach
At some point
All will change
In the world
All can change right
now
You can feel it inside
At this very moment
There is no need to
wait
All is changed in the
world
The moment you think
All is changed in the
world
So changed it in your
mind
Change your perspective
Go for it!
Let’s go!
All change
All within our reach
Right now
All has changed in the
world
A world of happiness
A world of freedom
All within our reach
Right now
Go for it!
Let’s go!
Capitalist planning:
we can’t find a damn job!
Capitalist planning
Only do something if
one can make a dollar
And certainly don’t do
anything
If one cannot make at
least a billion dollars
Isn’t it amazing?
For simple minded
people
Like me, like us all
Living in a simple
world
At a time when no one
is working
At a time when no one
is doing anything
Such wasted essential
resources at hand
Such short sight from
our leaders
Is amazing
Out of necessity
This one poem for human
rights
Is going around the
world
This is not 1929, or is
it?
We will be heard this
time!
The world is starving
The world has nowhere
to live
The world can’t even
buy a shirt
For a job interview
At a time when we
Can’t even get a job
interview
Seems to us all
With so many desperate
people
Struggling to survive
In such hard times
There should be plenty
to do
To help ourselves out
of this black hole
Instead
We’re all stuck at home
watching TV
Thinking of doing
something insane
Going into deep
depression
Wondering how to find
something to do
That could alleviate
The world’s pain and
suffering
But overall to
alleviate
Our own personal pain
and suffering
There’s no damn job
left!
What remains is already
well dodgy
Promising hours going
off the scale
Below the minimum
salary
Abuse and exploitation
Sell us your soul
Without reward
And we can’t even get
that!
No wonder many find
Going to the devil
Much more appealing
Who would not?
The criminal courts, the
prisons
Are at full capacity
And yet
We should all get mercy
in such times
That dying baby has got
to eat something
One way or another
The only employer at
this time
Who could afford to
hire us all
To jump start the
economy
Whilst helping so many
desperate citizens
Is the government itself,
meaning us
But the government
decided, not us
To spend trillions on
saving banks
With no thought left
for any of us
Thinking somehow they
would save the economy
Of an economic system
that has already proven
To be fatal to us all, the
people
You can only and always
Lose all your money to
banks
We certainly lost it
all forever at this time
Now is the time to cry
Now is the time to cry
out
For such betrayal
There is no other way to
define
This state of affair
Us the people
Should always be in
charge of our own money
Lending it to ourselves
Never letting any third
party making trillions on our back
Such basic things are
so damn evident
Never let anyone on any
government
Be ever bought again
To ever think otherwise
The government decided
To sack everyone
instead
Early retirement and
redundancy packages
Even for the ones under
25
Apparently even babies
Are ready for early
retirement
There is nothing left
to do for anyone!
We must find our way
back to basics
And I’m afraid
The government must
play a major role in this
This is a time of
emergency
We’ll have to think of
ways to survive
Or have we lost touch
with realities?
Growing carrots in our
minuscule gardens
Selling food to the
poor
To survive ourselves
Here is a small
mathematical problem, grade 2
How many carrots one
would need to sell
In order to pay the
taxes alone?
Can’t make it, there is
no way!
Do not be surprised
By the essentials
required at this time of misery
We all need to escape
this reality
Forgetting food and
survival
We’ll always find money
somehow
For cigarettes, alcohol
and drugs
Desperate times call
for desperate measures
There is nothing more
important
When one is already
dying of inaction
Feeling so useless
When so much could
actually be achieved
In this world
Do not wait until it
explodes
Find something for us
to do
And make it all worth
our while
No exploitation needs
apply
We’re all distressed,
we’re all fed up
There is no way out
We cannot survive in
any meaningful way
We can’t find a damn
job
Whilst it is obvious
We are all in desperate
need
Of just about
everything
There is under this
Earth
There should be plenty
of jobs at this time of need
Simple, our priorities
are just misplaced
Capitalist planning
Only do something if
one can make a dollar
And certainly don’t do
anything
If one cannot make at
least a billion dollars
Who cares if there are
no jobs?
Who cares if everyone
is starving?
Who cares if no one can
pay their bills?
Who cares if we’re all
losing our home?
Certainly not the
government
Certainly not the
corporate world
Finding a quick way out
of this world
Come back in 10 years
If you’re still alive
The economy might have
picked up by then
There will be more
Marketing and Sales
jobs then
Selling useless
services and products no one wants
To a world who no
longer understands
The most essential needs
Of a whole world
The primary needs of a
nation
And how to go about
providing for it
Whilst all the
resources required are at hand
After all
No one is doing
anything these days
And there are plenty of
resources to go around
A virtual recession cannot
and should never alter these facts
There’s plenty to go
around
You can eat and survive
this very day
Simple
Our priorities are just
misplaced
Our ways of going about
things
Are misguided
So simple!
Well!
There are billions of
dollars to be made
At a time of recession
We’re all desperate
We’re all in need of
something
We are all ready to
produce what this world needs!
So what are you waiting
for?
Somehow I’m sure we can
pay for it
As long as we can earn
something
To pay for it
Or did you forget about
that?
You’ve got to develop a
broader view man!
Of the capital markets
Help it and it will
help you
Forget about it and you
are dead
Forget about it
And a whole world’s
economy
Comes to a full stop
Never mind any
consequence
Capitalist planning
Only do something if
one can make a dollar
And certainly don’t do
anything
If one cannot make at
least a billion dollars
I’m afraid
Such a way of thinking
Such capitalist way of
planning
Can only bring this
world
To an early grave
This is the end of
humanity
Unless somehow
We can change our whole
way of thinking
Our whole way of going
about business
So what is it going to
be?
I am ready to die
I am ready for the end
of the world
Are you?
Remaining
raw and true to the world
Let’s go deeper
At another level
Of understanding
I cannot believe
I was allowed
To remain so raw
After a lifetime
Of entertaining the
masses
And if ever I succeed
big time
In being heard
Beyond my neighbours’
fence
It would only be
Because of this rawness
And so
Never should I lose it
How difficult it must
be
Once a big corporation
is behind you
Expecting to churn out
millions
Out of fluffy stuff
Meaning absolutely
nothing
And yet
Trying very hard
To make it look
Raw
Because then
All truth is already
lost
I’m sorry
You cannot buy that
kind of stuff
It can only come from
the gutter
For a start
And as soon as money
people
Get any close to it
It is already dead
Forever then
You get fluff
Fluffy things
Fluffy clouds
Floating all over the
You do not get to be so
raw
Being paid millions
You can only start that
way
To gather some sort of
attention
But to remain raw
forever
Never in it to make
even one dollar
That’s the secret
To remaining true to
oneself
To remaining true to
the world
After all
After a PR machine
Went all over it
What remains?
Of anyone’s creativity
Of anyone’s true
account
Of anyone’s true
message
Nothing remains
You’re much better
Dying in your own bile
As only from such
misery
Anything worthy
Might come out of this
world
Do not trust anything
That is pre-packaged
And sold all over the
Internet
Never trust anything
You must pay for
To get a glimpse at
It will only be fluff
The best things in life
Will always be for free
As there is only one
thing
We’re all craving
Freedom
Euphoria
Ecstasy
Sex
And these things
Are for free
Never
Should anyone
Pay for it
The secret
Of remaining
Raw
The secret
Of remaining
True to oneself
The secret
Of remaining
True to the world
I’ve planned my way
out of here
Tell me
Would you like me
To be out of your life
Tomorrow morning?
I’ve planned my way out
Of this nightmare we
call life
I can change it all
overnight
You will never hear of
me again
Tell me!
Is that what you want?
Please understand me
This is no longer a
threat
It is almost a plea
For me
To finally
Start living all over
again
In such freedom
And peace
That one requires
I’ve never been up
To be murdered
Or for an early death
Through stress
With you
After all
How could one expect
Such a peaceful
existence
Whilst it has always
been
But hell at home?
I had enough!
I think I am finally
ready
To move on
To leave you far behind
My God!
Why was it so
impossible to do it before?
I won’t change
You will have to learn
To live with what you
have
And make it work
somehow
And stop whinging and
fighting
Because
I cannot change
Just like
You cannot change
Say one word!
And tomorrow morning
I’m out of your
existence forever
I’ve planned my way out
There’s nothing anymore
That keeps me here
There’s no more love
here
There’s not even
friendship
It is over
It has been for many
years
I don’t understand why
we kept
The pretence for so
long
Did we somehow still
care for each other?
Did we somehow dream
All would change
overnight
After some cataclysm in
the world?
I have stopped
A long time ago
To be such
An idealist
I am now
A realist
Maybe you do not need
To say one word
tomorrow
About if I should leave
forever
Maybe I should just leave
forever
I had enough
There’s no future here
Perhaps there never was
What took us so long to
understand
What was so evident?
I don’t know
After so much psychological
abuse
After nearly being
killed
I should have picked up
on it much earlier
This is the end
It has been for years
And only now
Tomorrow
I’m getting out of here
I’ve planned my way out
of here
And now I’m going to
activate that plan
I don’t care for
anything else
In this world
I don’t care for what
will become of you
I only care for myself
at this time
I need to get back
To some sort of sanity
That relationship must
end
One way or another
As I do not care to die
In such a way
And I’m tired
Of this permanent war
Raging between us
It is over
It has always been over
I must find the courage
To finally
Get out of here
Forever!
With so much that is at
stake
With so many ideas
That could salvage a
world
So important that all
should hear
Such plans that should
be
Acted upon right now
Your 15 minutes of fame
Will last less than
that
And in that minute
Somehow
You will have to tell
it all
To communicate it all
In a clever way
To a whole world
Your great idea
To salvage this world
It can only reach a few
And you can only hope
That it will be enough
To reach the world
Got to be cleverer than
most
Got to have the right
title
Got to have the right
mailing list
And so if need be
Must be crazier than
most
As only through
extremes
Such a world
Could ever hear
anything
Don’t we all have
something to say?
To denounce
Is this not such a
rotten world?
That could be so much
better?
If only someone was
listening
If only it could be
acted upon
There is only that one
window
That one minute of fame
Upon which you can ever
be heard
Better make it count
You never know
The extent of your own
true powers
Within this world
You could possibly
Within that very minute
Change everything
As one minute of fame
Is all that is required
To take a whole world
By storm
Can you think?
Can you think something
better?
Can you imagine the
perfect world to live in?
Can you not see the
life you wish for?
Can you not make it
come true?
Through visualising it
Through shear action
Through talking about
it
Through your one minute
of fame
Ultimately
No one needs to hear
about it
As everyone thinks the
same
And whatever you think
of
Whatever you wish for
Can come true
This very day
As you are
The only master
Of your own destiny
As you are
The only master
Of the whole destiny
Of us all
I’m afraid
I can no longer help
myself
On a Friday night
And every night of the
week
I’m a drunkard
And I do see double
How did you know
I saw double?
Between
Between
And
And whatever might
remain after that
I feel
I have the right
To see double
For such a failure of a
life
It is not enough
To present it all to me
On a platter
As if I was to take the
world by storm
I’m suicidal
Every time
I’ll take that four by
four
To a free fall
Down into
What was all that for?
I wonder
Did I need
At some point
To add to such misery?
I wonder
I had it all
All in front of me
Such success
Such stardom
Limits unlimited
I destroyed it all
I saw double
How did you know
I saw double?
How did you know
There was no other way
Than for me
To see double
In
I so wanted to die
I so want to die
It is a wonder
I am not dead
I can
see our way to freedom!
Dear me!
What is all this?
Who are you people?
What perfect planet
have you been living on?
Is it then so perfect
out there
In your obviously drug
induced brainwashed universe?
I certainly never
Fully appreciated
Some people were such
freaks
This is how it must be
done
This is how it should
always have been done
This is how we will
change this world
The perfect social,
religious and political system
Ever to see the light
of day
Aaaah!
And we will finally all
be happy?
We will finally all
breathe?
As finally we will all
be free?
Dear me!
What sort of fuel
powers you?
What reality do you
actually evolve in?
What have you gone
through?
Because to me
It sounds just like an
extremist way of life
About to impose some
weird ideals
On everyone else
Now, now, I can
understand
Things were bad for so
long
From everywhere just
lies
Whether you could see
through them or not
But this has nothing to
do with us
What is your problem?
Can’t you see that we’re
on your side?
There are many ways
An infinite amount of
ideas
That could drive this
world
To a better place
We could never possibly
agree
On everything
We all have our own
opinions
Hopefully that we can
reach on our own
Of what needs to be
done
And how we should go
about it
Ultimately none of us
really know
How we should go about
it
Which is why
We must keep an opened
mind
Don’t tell us what to
do
When no one knows what
to do
You’re not perfection
yourself
You’re mad to feel so
righteous
Who do you think you
are?
Gods of all sorts
Speak to all of us you
know
I certainly never
Fully appreciated
Some people were such
freaks
We just need to find a
way somehow
To all live in complete
harmony
Happiness for us all
Free from any stringent
philosophy of life
Free from any stringent
religion
Free from any political
tyranny
I can see such a perfect
world
I can see our way to
freedom
Can’t you?
You have no idea
Who I am
They still have no idea
Who I am
And what I am capable
of
Telling
This is the time
When you will pay
For such corruption
For such extraordinary
ways
Of reaching your
ultimate goals
Through such grand
deceptions
Designed to change a
whole world
I am the first and last
Whistleblower of this
world
The lid is about to
explode!
I was part of it
I did not want to
Please don’t blame me!
You have no idea
How much I was against
it
I was threatened
With my life
The life of the ones I
love
I had no choice
And only now
Do I find it
In my heart
For all posterity
To set the record
straight
Now that I am living in
exile
Having requested
political asylum
Not an easy matter
I tell you
Having fled from the
Land of the Free
It was finally denied
But they gave me enough
time
For friends to hide me
In secret places
And from those secret
places
I cry out
To you
Only now
I am ready
To tell the world!
Please hear me!
As I am telling the
truth
All the truth
Before God
The only truth
You will ever need to
hear
Upon such things
That went on to become
Conspiracy theories
Of the first kind
I’m the only survivor
All others have died
In mysterious ways
And others died
In not such mysterious
ways
It is all over the news
I have always been
The next target
I was threatened with
my life
So many times!
So many attempts on my
life
Have been made
It is a miracle I’m
still here
It is a miracle I’m
here
To finally tell it all
For posterity
And I will
Before I die
I can assure you
Because nothing else
matters
The world will know the
truth
One way or another
I can tell you that
much
You!
Do not fall victim
To any propaganda
To all the lies of all
authorities
In this world
You are being
manipulated!
You are being lied to
On a daily basis!
Your government
Is evil
Your leaders
Are evil
Never should you ever
Trust any of them
Never!
They inherited evil
For they let evil
men take over my country
They hid the sins of
the killers
Looked away and lied
And many now suffer
For the evil
That taints them!
I was asked
I was deceived
Into developing
biological weapons
I was asked
I was deceived
Into killing
I would not have
anything to do with it
I had no choice
All was at stake
Myself, my lover, my
family
I had to kill
And I did
But you don’t
understand
Always at heart
I had peace in mind
I had to prevent World War
III
As I was led to believe
I was doing
As I love everyone
As I love the world I
live in
And so much I feel I
could contribute
To salvage it
To save it!
It is all I always
wanted to do
Before a time when
I never even knew I
could have
Such an impact upon the
world
And let’s see how much
of an impact
I can have on my own
now
As I do believe I can
Have such an impact upon
the world
You want to know
How central I was
To such history?
I was so central
I could have changed
the world
Still, I might have
done
Who knows
And now
I will set the record
straight
For history
There’s no turning back
now
Not after all those
Death threats
Not after all those
Death attempts
I will tell it all
And perhaps
Change the world
In the process
In a positive way for a
change
Through peace!
All I ever wished for
The time of reckoning
Is now
A whole new
revolution in physics
It is very
irresponsible of me
To bring you such news
now
I have my dying cat in
my arms
She’s dying of cancer
She will have to be put
down
It is very
irresponsible of me
To bring you such news
now
It has not been allowed
By the publisher, by
the author
I will have to be put
down any minute now
Why should I wait?
Why should you remain
ignorant
For one more second?
I have the date
I have the data
I can provide it right
now
I can change the world
right now
I will not wait
As it is all ready to
go
Tonight
I can change the world!
Tonight
I can change the whole
world!
Of theoretical physics
I cannot wait
It will happen now
Right here
Damn any consequence
You will be the first
to read this
You will be the first
to understand
All about revolution
All about changing the
world
On a massive scale
My dying cat in my arms
Schrodinger is the name
Is all the motivation I
need
To spread the word
Of such an awaiting
revolution
We have all the answers
We always did
Only now it will be
known
Only now it will be put
into practice
Everything you ever thought
About this world
Is just about to change
On a massive scale
I have done everything
I could
To change everyone’s
perspective
About the very world we
live in
If tonight I fail
I will fail forever
Don’t you believe it
I am up for crossing
all boundaries
All decades and
centuries
I will revolutionise
this world
One way or another
As I hear the music in
my ear
The music of an
eternity
There is a revolution
awaiting us
It is here tonight
So read it
And make the difference
we require
A whole revolution in
physics is awaiting us
I am about to die
No longer will I be
able to tell you
If this conspiracy
theory will come to be
It is all up to you now
I am dying
And yet
The truth has to
survive
The truth about
The real physics of
this world
Has got to be known
It is all up to you now
To find the Theory of
Everything
And somehow survive it
Surviving it all
It is in all I have
written
It will be found there
I have revolutionised
this world!
As I am revolutionising
this world!
Finally
I’m drunk enough
To admit it
I‘m a time traveller
I don’t mind telling
you now
The end of your world
is so near
You have three more
years to go
Better make the best of
it
I come from…
Would you not want to
know?
I will not change
history
No matter what you wish
I have been careful
Oh, I had no impact
whatsoever
I was sent here to tell
you
To be so ecological
Save the planet
Global warming and so
on
But I quickly realised
I was sent way too late
There’s nothing you
could do now
To save the planet
I’m not the one
Who was sent to be your
saviour
That one was sent before
Way before me
I have no idea who he
is
Perhaps he never made
it
It would explain
Why your world
Cannot fail but die
And all of you
Cannot fail
But die
I don’t really care
I will be pulled out of
here soon
All I will need to say
Is that I was sent way
too late
There was nothing that
could have been done then
The world was already
doomed
And it doesn’t really
matter
Because we won’t allow
For the world to be
destroyed
You can rest assured
We will put every
single one
Of our resources
To change the past
To save the future
You should have
realised
That much by now
You could have saved
your world
All by yourself
So, in your future
I will not even exist
In your final timeline
The timeline you will
actually
Survive and save this
world in
I could never be
Since it is obvious at
this time
The world is doomed
And this is not right
It is not to be our history
So nothing stops me
from
Being so frivolous
I can laugh all I want
None of what I have
ever written
Matters
None of what I have
ever written
Will remain
I have never been so
free
To tell you so much
Without fearing any
consequence
That is, if finally
this world
Is to survive
No saviour to be
expected
Over any horizon
Ultimately saving the
world
May still depend on you
alone
I would not be
surprised if we failed
Well, good luck!
Ah these people
driving us to insanity
But what is wrong
With these people?
What could possibly
drive them
To drive us to such
insanity?
I didn’t know
It was possible for God
To create such
righteous people
These people
Who feel they are
talking for God
Who make the life of
everyone
Such a living hell
I would have thought
such people
Were in fact
Talking for the devil
As soon as they speak
Only war
Can follow
After all
If all was about love, harmony
and peace
None of us would feel
like
Committing suicide
Ah!
These People
Driving us
To insanity
Why don’t you calm down
Why don’t you stop
Assuming the worse in
everyone
Why don’t you ever stop
To look at yourself
For a change
These people
Are they such
perfection?
These people
Are they so righteous?
These people
Do they really know
anything?
Yet so quickly they
pass judgement
On us all
Without ever passing
judgement
On themselves
These people can only
be evil
So nice when we can
just avoid
These people
But sometimes we just
have no choice
We have to deal with
These people
How soon would you like
to witness
The end of humanity?
How soon would you like
to be
The only living people left?
Because any reasonable
person
Could never possibly
Listen to such crap
That comes out of your
mouth
As if always
The end of the world
was nigh
Ah!
Such people
Driving us to insanity
Should all be shot
Where they stand
So we could all enjoy
life
So we could live a
simple life
So we could all be
happy
Without feeling guilt
For just existing
Have we not got the
right to think?
Have we not got the
right to live?
Have we not got the
right to joy?
Happiness upon this
earth
Is such a rare treasure
No one should ever be
allowed
To spoil it for others
These people
Driving us to insanity
Need to be shot
Where they stand
So we can finally
breathe
So we can finally live
So we can finally be
happy
So we can finally be
free
Ah these people…
No
No
No
Sex
Until
Marriage!
We believe
We believe in
Human race
We believe
We believe in
Human nature
Or do we?
Front by Front
Two Four Two
Of all sexual pleasures
and endeavours
For all the virgins of
this world
Who might die in all
the wars
Before anything ever happens
No more neurobashing
Welcome to
Dying in total
ignorance
Of such primal urges
Such animal need
For all human race
To somehow come to the
world
And satisfy one’s needs
So one can finally move
on
To more important
things
For all this desperate need
for sex
Can only impair all
abilities
Taking over one’s mind
Alienating thy in the
process
Until satisfied and
done with
Now there’s a world to
build
Why not just have sex
And be done with it
So finally
You can move on
To create better things
Than being obsessed
With the most basic
animal instincts
That will alienate you
for a lifetime?
Who’s to say anything?
Who’s to control the
life of others?
Who’s to say where the
sin really lays?
As to me
The sin is not in
having sex before marriage
The sin is to state
No
No
No
Sex
Until
Marriage!
Who are you?
Are you speaking for
God?
Prove it!
Convincingly!
No God ever stated
No
No
No
Sex
Until
Marriage!
I say
Satisfy the primal
urges
Alienating you
And then move on
To create something
significant
Well thought out ideas
Complexities in
everything
That is well
constructed
And meaningful to the
max
From ground zero
Let’s rebuild this
world!
Change the world!
Bring it to the new
millennium
Free yourself!
Free yourself!
Free yourself!
And create something
significant
Bring the world to
modernity
Change who you are
Fight for yourself
Establish your own life
Affirm yourself
Who you are
Change the world!
You will find
That having sex
Was no big deal after
all
You will find
That having sex
Will just free you
To finally concentrate
On more important
things
We were not built for
stagnation
We were not built for
alienation
From such low animal
obsessions
Stopping any thought in
its track
Get on with it
And move on
Change the world!
Fuck Her Honour Judge
Oppenheimer
Tomorrow
I’m with Her Honour
Judge Oppenheimer
Got to be on my best
behaviour
But more than that
I will need all my
neurons to be working
Because I have only one
duty
To prove to all my
Honour Judges
That I have a little
working brain
I can think for myself
As there is nothing
more important
After they had their
cup of tea
Than for me to prove
That I can fucking think
for myself!
Why should I care?
What does it matter to
all my Judges
If I have a brain or
not?
All they require is a
Court Clerk
That can record
everything they say
And point out the law
once in a while
When they fail to keep
updated
With how long that
bastard
Requires spending in
prison
For what he has done
Yeah!
Her Honour Oppenheimer
Would be quite surprised
to read this
She would wonder where
it came from
Wonder if I have a
brain at all
Or perhaps
Who the fuck am I
really
And if perhaps
I should deserve a
sentence for myself
The frontier between
Genius and insanity
Has always been too
thin
One will always cross
it
All the time
And no doubt quickly
reach insanity
Since no one can think
anymore
Under such pressure
Of civil servants’ work
Tomorrow morning
Despite having drank
five beers
I will be clean and
sparkling
To start that new trial
Your Honour!
What would you like to
talk about?
What would you like to
test me on?
Have I got a brain?
Oh yes I do
Most of the time
But not at work I’m
afraid
Such work is so painful
I could only possibly
try to survive
Once one is totally
permanently drunk
But don’t worry
I have found
That one can still be
completely drunk
And yet
Be the best Court Clerk
ever
That the world has ever
seen
If only I could still
Carry an intelligent
conversation
It is not like we will
ever
Go down the pub for a
drink
So I could tell you
My life story
And so you could tell
me
Your whole life story
I’m certainly dying to
find out
I wonder
Should I invite Her
Honour
For a drink down the
local pub?
Do we live in the same
universe?
I wonder
The defendant
The usher
The defence counsel
The prosecution
Probation
The clerk
The Judge
And God
Have I missed anything?
Tomorrow
I’m with Her Honour
Judge Oppenheimer
Got to be on my best
behaviour
If I say something
wrong
She’ll condemn me to a
day in prison
It is within her power
Let’s face it
Such an alcoholic as I
am
I deserve it
So
How the hell am I to
Still convincingly
Maintain a highly
intelligent conversation
With Her Honour Judge
Oppenheimer?
I might as well just
shoot myself
In the head right now
I don’t care if she
reads this
I do admire her
I think she is
something out of this world
I’m only worried she
might think
I’m worthless
Which I am
And yet
I have to carry on
Prove that I am worth
more than a worm
Worth more than those
defendants
When I know damn well
That I am not
I can already witness
A big mushroom over my
head
As we are being
Constantly judged
Upon our abilities
To even carry on
An intelligent
conversation
As without it
You will remain
unemployed
Worthless human being
You might as well just
die
Tomorrow
I’m with Her Honour
Judge Oppenheimer
Got to be on my best
behaviour
Got to show I’ve got a
brain
Oh dear
How low can one sink?
In any damn job?
I shouldn’t care
No one has anything to
prove
In this world
We just exist
We just do what we can
And that’s it
I’ll gladly go to
prison
For being such an
alcoholic
Who can’t possibly
think anymore
Who can’t possibly do
anything else anymore
I’ll keep on
Every night
Drinking myself to
death
Fuck Her Honour Judge
Oppenheimer!
Such power to create
the world
No matter who you are
No matter how low you are
No matter where in the
world you are
You can change the
world
You can create for a
whole world
Something, anything
So significant
It will change the
world
Just think about it
Real hard
Just think
And create it!
Don’t listen to
bullshit
Don’t listen to the
ones
Who will tell you
You are nothing
Wake up to the world
Stand up to the world
Make your voice heard
And change the world!
Don’t care about
politics
Don’t care about
philosophy
Don’t care about
religions
Don’t care about
nationalities
I only care about one
thing
Happiness
Joy
Freedom
Waking up tomorrow
morning
See all over the
horizon
Peace and love
As all we ever needed
Must be love
I love you!
I embrace you!
I’ll have sex with all
of you
Right here right now
Become one with
humanity
And re-built such a
world
That never could it
ever be seen again
Such freedom
Such happiness
Anything in this world
Is about to be
re-invented
Anything in this world
Is about to be
re-created
Love!
Is all I can feel now
Love!
Is what will stop
everything
Love!
Is what will re-start
everything
As I feel
Love!
You
Shut up!
You don’t know anything
You never reached that
point
You could never feel
such love
Such moment of creation
You are lost to the
world
You could only breed
war
I have seen the light
And the light is love
I might as well be shot
right now
Love is such a threat
in this world
Love and compassion
Could never possibly
bring about
Any profit
So we’ll witness the
end of this world
Before this is all over
I can never be deterred
I can never be stopped
From loving you all
From loving humanity
With the power
To save the world
With the power
To change the world
With the power
To create the world
What more can I say?
What more can I do?
You have no idea
How hard it was for me
To be able
To reach the point
Of saying such things
as
I love you!
I love you all!
And together
We will save the world
We will change the
world
We will create this
world!
They have no idea
Of this power
Neither do we
It is all about to
change
Such power to change
the world
Such power to create
the world
We’re the only master
Of our destiny
We’re the only god
Of our creation
Authoritarian attitude
Patronizing bullshit
Power trip from the
hierarchy
Discrimination,
favouritism, racism, homophobia
Get out
Get out
Get out
Get out of my world!
Such tiresome
characters
Such bad mood that
could destroy a world
Such perfection that no
one cares for
VIP, politicians,
famous people
Get out
Get out
Get out
Get out of my world!
As I decide what goes
on around here
I think what must
become
As I create as I go
along
I create joy,
simplicity, happiness
Intelligence cannot be
underestimated
Cleverness in seeing
through this world
In seeing through
people
I know who you are
Get out
Get out
Get out
Get out of my world!
Bullies full of
prejudices
Common and brainless
people
Political extremists
Religious fanatics
Tell me who I should be
What I should do
What to think
How to die
Have you not got a life
of your own?
Don’t you want to live
in peace?
And let the rest of us
alone?
And save the world
Get out
Get out
Get out
Get out of my world!
We’re the only master
Of our destiny
We’re the only god
Of our creation
I will change the world
Someone has to
If it is not me
Who would it be?
It is nice to know
That it does not depend
On where we were born
Or when
Or how miserable we are
Anyone can wake up
Tomorrow morning
With this wish
To change the world
And go on
To change the world
Can’t you feel
This power inside of
you?
Can’t you not hear the
call
To get up and do
something?
Can’t you feel
That you can do it?
No matter who you are
Or where you come from?
Well
You have it!
You are it!
Come on!
Wake up!
Stand up!
Change it!
Change the world!
I will change the world
Someone has to
If it is not me
Who would it be?
You?
Well
Better get on with it
then
Come on!
Wake up!
Stand up!
Do something!
Change it!
You will change the
world!
For freedom we are
ready to die!
So many pills
Are necessary
For such slaves
To accept their destiny
Better be totally out
of one’s mind
In order to go through
life
As if all was so
perfect and ideal
Instead of seeing any truth
about the world
As the only way to
survive
To avoid the hell of
any authority
Is to be as submissive
and small as required
The need to be totally
sedated
No pills are necessary
when you learn
To sedate yourself
through your mind
Being naturally sedated
Against such ways of
being treated
Against exploitation
Against exploding at
any given moment
As there is only one
way
We will all remain the
perfect slaves
Is whilst we are all
sedated
Against this reality
And better learn to do it
without pills
Learning to be
Naturally sedated
Oh yes Sir!
Oh yes Ma’am!
Anything you say!
Right now it is done!
I will die for you!
Right here right now!
I won’t complain!
I won’t talk back!
I’ll do it and accept
it and that’s all!
As I am
Naturally sedated
Against you
Against it all
As I do not see
existence
I cannot comprehend
this world
I am forever lost
To any such idea
That I might be alive
And matter for anything
In such a world
So desperate for so
much
Thinking no more
And practicality above
all else
Whilst you kill such
things in the egg
With such requirements
That none of us should
ever think
Or actually be alive
and aware
But only obey
Or simply die
Totally sedated and
protected
Against such a world
Where thinking would be
required to survive
To radically change
this world
Where thinking
Where expressing any
idea
Would mean our death
Against such reality
Better be
Naturally sedated
I can now calm down
I can now take my place
I can now accept this
world
I am able to embrace
inequalities
I accept discrimination
I am able to allow this
lack of freedom
I totally support this
lack of compassion
I am sedated toward
life!
But no pill for me
It is even worse
As I am
Against you
Fully aware of it all
Naturally sedated
So many pills
Are necessary
For such slaves
To accept their destiny
Better be totally out
of one’s mind
In order to go through
life
As if all was so
perfect and ideal
Instead of seeing any truth
about the world
As the only way to
survive
To avoid the hell of any
authority
Is to be as submissive
and small as required
Is to be totally
sedated
Preferably
Naturally sedated
And ready to get out of
such lunacy
At one moment’s notice
And then
Take over the world!
Yes I am submissive
Yes I am sedated
Yes I am already dead
And yet…
I can wake up at a
moment’s notice
As I’m still based on
this reality
And this reality will
change
For the better for us
all
And I do intend to be
awake then
For such a revolution
to happen
Yes Sir!
Yes Ma’am!
We are sedated against
life
But only naturally
sedated
We can and we will
Wake up at any time
And be part
Of this revolution
As we will wake up
Hear the cry for total
freedom
Put you aside
And change the world!
Yes Sir!
For freedom
We are ready to die!
I do not see
How bad you are
treating us at work
I do not see
How so many don’t work
and are starving
I do not see
That we are in a
permanent state of war
I do not see
Political life filled
with opportunistic bastards
I can only see
Through the window
That even though this
is winter
There are trees
Some of them still
struggling
To show green leaves
That just will not die
Against all odds
In a world wishing
But only our death
I don’t think I can
live like this
I don’t think I have
any will left to live
When everything and
everyone
Are working so hard
To shut me up
To prevent me from
thinking
Anything!
About this world
About the universe we
live in
I suspect
If I was given the chance
My God!
I could revolutionise
The whole world
But I am being prevented
From even thinking
That liberty
Freedom
Could ever exist
As simple a life
With no one to account
for
Within one’s existence
A life of complete
solitude
100 years of it
Left alone on a lost
mountain
Would quickly bring
about
Just about every answer
Anyone ever looked for
It is not only from
society
That one must escape
It is from the whole
human race
That one must leave
behind
As only one of them
suffices
To drive anyone
absolutely insane
This world really makes
me sick
Because within this
world
Never was I allowed
Even five minutes to
think for myself
I was so quickly
obliged to do
Just about everything I
never wanted to do
I can only take a step
back
Look at the world
And cry all the tears
this world can sustain
As this existence
always
Has been anything but
Sustainable
I cannot find that
compromise
I cannot find a way out
I feel but like a slave
Even though I’m being
paid a salary
I cannot see a way out
I cannot believe freedom
exists
This world makes me sick
And this is why
I have dreams
Of changing a whole
world
That no matter
How many billions of us
there are
Every single one of us
Will eventually
Find a way
To compromise
And make this life
bearable
For everyone else
Except for ourselves
I am so tired
For such a struggle
To even exist
To re-assert oneself
That one can matter in
this world
I have no patience left
for anyone
Because in my eye
Everyone is as
meaningless as I am
None of us truly matter
How could we possibly
do?
Remains the simplest
existence
One should be allowed
to have
No bullshit, no morale,
no nothing
Left alone to die
Far from anything
anyone could ever think of
Only then one could
appreciate
A well deserved peace
A life of freedom
No responsibility
No obligation of any
kind
Far from humanity
This world makes me sick!
I just wish I could cut
myself off from it
I never want to see one
of you ever again
I never want to have
anything to do
With any of you ever
again!
Leave me alone!
Leave us alone!
Live your own
destructive life
And leave us be
Somewhere else
Anywhere else
Where never again
Will we have to suffer
anyone ever again
It is pointless
I don’t see the meaning
of living
In such a world
This world makes us
sick
Unless somehow
We could be left alone somewhere
To survive on our own
In the end
This world can only but
Kill us all
Being
the most extreme version of oneself
Life’s all planned out
There is no variety in
this world
23 chromosomes only
A few possibilities to
be different
But really, at every
corner
The only possibility
Of being just like
everyone else
So predictable
Such predestination
Don’t bother
We know who you are
We know what you are
capable of
We know exactly what
you will do
And where you will end
You’re not special
So many versions of
yourself are out there
Doing just the same
Perhaps even better
than you can
Nothing remarkable
about you
Billions of people
Who in the end
Are all but just the
same
Everyone you look at
You know
Because everyone has a
double
And you’ve met that
double before
Knowing that type of
personality
That type of person
That type of look
Tells you all you will
ever need to know
About anyone
And so you’re not
special
No matter how extreme
you are
It was to be expected
You only follow your
destiny
What you were meant to
do
What you were meant to
be
Entirely computable
I know there are many
versions of myself
Out there in the world
Once I saw the photos
Of my twin brother
living in
It was enough for me to
understand
That he was my
equivalent
Absolutely identical to
me in every way
And many more just like
me
All around the world
There is not such
variety in this world
But there you are
There is still a way
To be the twin of
thousand others
Living in the world
And yet
Be the most creative
version of them all
And yet
Be the most extreme
version of them all
There you are
There is still a way
To be unique in the
world
Being the most extreme
version of oneself
We’re on
a mission to save the world
I’m a madman
Don’t listen to me
You might just be converted
To my way of thinking
My way of
Going about everything
I’m no fool!
I’ve seen enough
I’ve lived everywhere
I spoke with all those
lunatics
They all think
They’re the best thing
Ever to be born in this
world
Since the invention of
sliced bread
They make me sick
I’m on a mission to
save the world
You do not need to know
my meaning
You only need to know
That it will be changed
By the time I die
As I’m that far gone
I will die to change
this world!
Just like you should
None of us matters
Compared with
humanity’s happiness
Compared with
humanity’s freedom
You have no idea
What is required
What needs to be done
At every level
Every single level
At another level
To alleviate the pain
and suffering
Of a whole humanity
Just listen to me
I’m a madman
I’m on a mission
To change the world
And my God
I will change it!
Nothing stops me
Nothing stops you for
that matter
Let’s all become madmen
Let’s all become
madwomen
This world needs
changing
We’re all only but
On a mission to change
the world
The difference is
I will change the world
Now remains for you
To convince yourself
That you can do just
the same
And save the world
Are you on a mission
To change everything?
You better be
And you better
Do it now
Come on!
It is within your power!
You can do it!
Change the world!
Save the world!
We’re on a mission
To save the world
And my God
We will do it!
We built this world
We build this world
We decide this world
We can no longer
tolerate you
You must go
Shut up!
This is a democracy!
Who are you?
You are nothing!
You have no authority
On any of us
As soon
As we decide that
You have no authority
On any of us
This is a democracy!
Shut up!
Stay away
We need to breathe
Don’t cross that
threshold
We need our freedom
There comes a point
Where none of us will
listen
To reason
To our obligations
To our responsibilities
To what we should be
To what must be
None of it
Was ever written
On any gold tablet
Found near the
We are as free to be
Just about
Anything
We ever wanted to be
We are free to decide
What needs to be
decided
We are free
To build a free world
Don’t talk to me!
I don’t care!
I am as free!
As I believe I am!
As we are as free
As we will ever believe
we are
Because then
One more step
And we will make it
happen
We will be free!
As we are free
And must always
Remain free
You are not helping
You stand against
freedom
You must go!
Shut up!
This is a democracy!
Who are you?
You are nothing!
You have no authority
On any of us
As soon
As we decide that
You have no authority
On any of us
This is a democracy!
Shut up!
We built this world
We build this world
We decide this world
And this world will be
All about freedom!
Our right to freedom
You have it inside of
you to change your life
It is well known now
Renewables won’t change
anything
To this world
Nothing but something
entirely revolutionary
Will salvage this world
I do understand the
desire
The struggle to create
something new
But if it is from past
origins
Past inspirations
I don’t know
It might fall short
If somehow
You cannot turn it
Into something better
More creative
Up to the point
We’re no longer talking
about recycling
About renewables of the
past
The new source of
inspiration
As if one was born with
it
This desire
To create a world
Without ever referring
To anything that has
been done before
You have it inside of
you
If you have it inside
of you
To renew this world
Without just renewing
it
All from being born
with such a desire
To create further
Something never seen
before
Don’t you see!
You must fight
You must create
Until the very day
Your creation becomes
reality
Until the very day
Others will make out of
your creation
Something significant
We are all creators of
worlds
For a start
We all created the very
world we live in
We can go further
Always
We have such powers
We can make it perfect
Exactly how we want it
But only if we can see
that far
Only if all is original
and new
Only if we were born to
it
With this easy ability
Independently
To create the world
I’d say
It’s not true
There’s nothing new
Under the Sun
I’d say
You know if this is new
If you’re worth it
If you’re an original
No need for renewables
or recycling
You must fight
You must create
You must build up so
much energy
So it has such an
impact upon the world
You will die trying
And you will succeed
So simple!
As simple as that
You don’t need
encouragement
You will never stop no
matter what
You’re on a mission
To create a new world
And you will succeed
Oh Samuel
You’re so lovely
In a cute kind of way
Like a child one would
wish
To squeeze once in a
while
I think I’m in love
I love you as my pet
You can stop flirting
with me
I will not sleep with
you
I can quickly see
When someone does not
mean anything
Careful, not everyone
will see it that way
And you’ll get burnt
Like you flirt with the
whole planet
Man or woman
You certainly get
around
One day you’ll find
your way out
I loved that sexy dance
you did
With the Judge of the
High Court
And yet, what are you?
A man or a woman?
A girl or a boy?
I love you as my pet
Oh Samuel
I believe you own the
world
As if you really wanted
to
Nothing could ever
possibly stop you
You just don’t care
about anything
And yet, you reach just
about
Any goal you set for
yourself
Life has been so easy
for you
It always is for people
Who care about nothing
People who are
Most of the time
Completely out of their
mind
Oh Samuel
What are you waiting
for?
To conquer this world?
It is not enough to be
so cute
To flirt around
Hoping, teasing,
thinking
Being drugged up
Until one cannot see
The life around
One must also get on
with it
And do it
Or do something
Anything
Anything creative
Even thinking
Would be something
Is it too much to ask
From our pets
That not only should
they be cute
They should also be
clever
And create something
Something significant?
Well yes
Surely such charms
Such talents
Such brain
Should not go to waste
Oh Samuel
It is only the
beginning
You have the world at
your fingertips
And yet you do nothing
But stand there and
look cute
I’m not impressed
Perhaps I’m expecting
too much from people
Perhaps I’m expecting
too much from my pets
Oh Samuel
How sad I am
That all that you are
That personality you
built for yourself
In the end
Will amount to nothing
It is not enough
To be able to charm the
world
One must also create
the world
Oh Samuel
Never mind
No matter what
I will still love you
as my pet
Don’t even try it on me
I am the son of no
nation
I cannot feel patriotic
I can certainly puke on
any flag
I’m so disgusted
By the way you treat us
all
Threaten us all
I certainly will puke
on you
I don’t give a shit!
I don’t care who you
are!
I can’t stand it
anymore!
I can’t stand any of
you any longer!
Go away!
Your propaganda is
tiresome
It is old hat
I can’t stand it
anymore
I don’t want to hear
any more truth
About this world
I can’t stand any more
lies
About this world
We may just about be
nothing at all
But just watch out
How nothing at all
Will just get on to
conquer the world
We have heard enough of
you!
We will not be convinced
by anything
There are no more
nations
Get lost!
We are the sons of no
nation
We are no sons of any
religion
God just might be dead
after all
As you certainly killed
him
Politics and diplomacy
had their day
They failed miserably
No one ever believed in
them for a start
So don’t ask any of us
to sacrifice anything
There are no more
nations
There are no more
religions
As this is the only way
This world will ever
survive
We do not belong to
anyone
We are free to decide
for ourselves
We are the sons of no
religion
We are the sons of no
nation
We will
win all wars through un-privatization
Fighting the war
On so many fronts
That never could you suspect
We’re bound to win
One way or another
We will win all wars
You see
We are multi-thinking
We are multi-tasking
We’ve got more fingers
In every pie
Than there are pies
In this world
War with guns and
missiles
Human-less drones
killing at a distance
War with banks and the world
economy
Bankrupting countries,
even ours
War on a massive scale
To achieve one goal
only
A new world order
One government for us
all
One powerful secret council
for us all
Deciding the destiny of
the world
I could make a case for
it
And convince you it is
necessary
Someone needs to take
over the world
Let’s just hope we can
trust that someone
But we can’t trust
anyone
We can only let that
someone take over
And then take over from
that someone
It is possible, we can
do it, we must do it
We will win all wars
As we have our fingers
in so many pies
We can win on any such
level
That would suffice to
achieve success
Many insidious ways to
control the world
Privatization is one of
them
Learn to fear the three
Ps
PPP or Public Private
Partnerships
Taking over your
country’s infrastructures
Taking over your most
basic institutions
Is the most effective
way
By which eventually we
will control you all
Power is not where you
think it is
Power comes from
everywhere
In all little things of
your very life
Power is all in the
private sector
Lose control over
anything
Lose control of your
existence forever
We will win all you
have to give
We will win all wars
So easy to buy any
government or politician
We only have to offer
what seems impossible
Without delivering on
our promises in the end
We will win all wars
Don’t give up, fight it
You can take back what
is yours
Governments can cancel
any contract at any time
Cancel all those Public
Private Partnerships
The people are always
meant to win all wars
And as people
We will take back
control over what is ours
We will win all wars
I’ll
never get out of this world alive
I’m not sure what else
I need to say after that
What is there to care
about
A dying world
Might as well just die
Who cares?
If only we’d care
About the people we
hurt
About the people we
kill
They don’t mean nothing
Only ourselves
Ever lived and existed
In our own bubble
universe
We don’t know how to
cry anymore
Ah! Leave me alone!
I just want to be happy
I just want to live
The only way I know how
I do not have the
world’s misery
Standing on my shoulders
I do not want to feel
responsible
For all that has gone
wrong in the world
Once in a while
Learning to be selfish
Committing suicide
Leaving the whole world
feeling guilty
If only all was that
simple
Sometimes it is
It is ignoring just
about everything
That ever was under the
sun
I won’t cry for
anyone’s suicide
Not even my own
I won’t cry for this
world’s suicide
Just leave me alone!
I have a life to live
We all have a life to
live
Better stop worrying
Better start living
Bold!
Be bold!
Get out there
Live this life!
No point waiting
No point waiting after
anyone
Before all can start
Before one can start to
live
Nothing means anything
In this world
Not worth it
Worrying about nothing
If only we could care
But we don’t
And damn right we are
Not to care
If only we couldn’t
care
Nothing needs depend
On daddy or mummy
Nothing needs depend
On religion,
nationality or pride
I am free!
Because everyone
Because everything
Rejects me
No need to exist, but
we do
We think different
We see different
We are free!
No longer belonging
To any world
Any ideal
Any new world order
We are free
As free as need be
I don’t know who you
are
Does it matter?
We are free!
We are free from
Everything and everyone
The only way to feel
and be
No need for war
No need for a massacre
A genocide
Already so far beyond
It is possible to
understand
Beyond it all
It is possible
To be free
I am no longer here
We are no longer here
I belong somewhere else
We belong somewhere
else
I am free!
You are free!
We are free!
Let’s live the only way
we know how
Human rights
Freedom
Happiness
Love
We do not exist
In this world
But
We can be free
We are free!
The big trauma
Of any generation
Is that daddy is just
about ready to die
Or just died
They just always die
Don’t they?
What’s the big deal?
Everyone dies
Daddy first
It’s just natural
Isn’t it?
Gosh!
Get over it!
Forget it!
Daddies always die
first!
And then mummies
Dying without ever
achieving anything
And yet such an impact
They had on you
Of course you would
never have been here
Without mummy and daddy
And now they’re dead
Finally!
Don’t you feel suddenly
like
You’re lighter than the
air?
All alone in the world
Awaiting your own death
That will come soon
enough
Any day now
The cycle of life
I’m surprised you’re
not dead yet
I can’t believe I’m
still alive!
Father is dead now
Let’s see if you can
stand on your two feet
Without having to call
anyone
To make any decision
Let’s see if you can
get out
Of your permanent
depression
Everything now has the
great excuse
Of daddy’s death
I’m sorry
If you thought you
would die
Right there with daddy
Think again
You’re a man!
You’re the man now!
Get on with it!
Get on with life!
Make him proud!
Of having a worthy son
Instead of a weeping
willow
That crumbles to dust
When finally confronted
with mortality
We’re all gonna die!
We’re all already dead!
Just get on with it!
Just get on with life!
My father just died
I can put it into
perspective
I can intellectualise
it
I can philosophise
about it
I can get through it
I’m just going to go on
My father just died
But I’m not dead yet
I have a destiny to
accomplish
And I will accomplish
it
Before I die
And I’ll make him proud
This
relationship has lasted 15 years
I’m still in love
with you
Sometimes I
wonder if you’re still in love with me
Or if perhaps
you wish I could just disappear
It would help me
to know
Your heart deep
down
What you’re
thinking
You just can’t
say anything
It has been
winter
For many years
now
That patch of
ice
I fell and hurt
my head
So cold to the
touch
You always say
Can’t you get
closer to me?
Am I really so
cold?
You see I’m not
sure I am cold
I feel such warm
towards you
How I wish I
could just
Squeeze you into
my arms
I love you!
But you’re already
gone!
Or is it me
who’s already gone?
Why is this
winter?
When here we are
Spring once
again
With all the
flowers and tulips
God ever
intended
Could we just
not revive it?
Can’t we just be
re-born?
Couldn’t we just
Fall in love
again?
I do love you
Desperately so
You do love me
Desperately so
So why is it
winter?
Why is there a
patch of ice?
It is spring
once again!
The trees are
coming alive
I’m afraid
Our relationship
is over
I’m afraid
To move on
Could it be that
simple?
I wonder
How quickly we forget
winter
When spring
arrives
Sorry son
It is not enough
To have
sacrificed everything
You still need
to die for it
And make that
name
Resonate for all
eternity
All over the
universe
Never enough!
You can do more!
You can throw yourself
on the street!
And achieve it
all!
No shame in
getting out there
Speak out loud so
God can hear you
Hit them in the
face until they understand
And change the
whole world
You have it in
your hands!
Right here right
now
You can do so
much
Just go for it
and do it!
Sorry son
It is not enough
You need to
sacrifice everything
You need to die
for it
And make that
name
Resonate for all
eternity
All over the
universe!
Plague with
doubts
Unsure about
what to do next
The best course
of action
After such an
achievement
How can I be
heard?
How can I reach
out?
How can I change
the world?
You have it in
your hands!
Right here right
now
Throw yourself
on the street
Get heard!
So much power
you have
To change the
world on such a massive scale
You only lack a
publicity machine
You don’t need
it
Just get out
there
Put it all out
there for everyone to hear
By any mean you have
Just give it all
away to humanity
Never doubt my
determination
Your are worth
it, we’re all worth it
I’ll support you
all the way
I’ll sacrifice
myself, I’ll die for you all
God knows this
world needs changing
We need answers
as we have none
Oh but you have
those answers
You must tell your
story so we can hear it
If you hold the
truth about this world
It is criminal
to keep it for yourself
You must reach
out to everyone
By any mean at
your disposal
Throw yourself
on the street
Shout it from
the rooftops
So everyone can
hear
So this world
can change
Sorry son
It is not enough
You need to
sacrifice everything
You need to die
for it
And make that
name
Resonate for all
eternity
All over the
universe
So the world
will change forever
We cannot forget
who we are
For even one
moment
As it is all
that is required
For anyone to
take over our life
Who we are
All that we are
about
Will so easily
vanish into thin air
As soon as
anyone catches our attention
Focus!
Remember who we
are
What we are all
about
And make sure it
lives forever
We are all on a
mission
To change the
world
Different
missions granted
But we cannot
stop in our destiny
We’re often only
good at one thing
If we get lost
along the way
Even that one
thing
Will amount to
nothing
We must do what
we must do
We must achieve
what we were destined to
We cannot forget
who we are
We must live
forever
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Oh, I totally
understand why
Your name is Joseph
Smith
I thought of it myself
For quite a long time
I will change my name
I too desperately want
To be called
Joseph Smith
You know why?
Is it not obvious?
I want to disappear
I can no longer stand
my name
I have mortgaged it too
many times
All that is attached to
one’s name
Who we truly are
That we truly are not
And never wanted to be
Requires every once in
a while
A fresh start
As if one never existed
before
Not proud of one’s
existence
No reputation no
credibility
Might as well be Joseph
Smith
Such an unassuming name
That with so many
Joseph Smith on the planet
Not one
Not one single one
Ever made a difference
Or went on to be
recognised for anything
So many Joseph Smith
And yet
None that deserve to
even be alive
And that’s what I need
To be no one
To be insignificant
To be you
Just living
Just surviving
No need to think about
anything else
It is like
I never existed
I can die right now
Without a second
thought
How weird
That I could aspire to
be a nobody
To be a
To have never existed
To be unknown
To be Joseph Smith
(Unchained writings)
Dear me
I am the very
definition
Of all that is
Des Écrits Déchaînés
Unchained writings
So much energy is
required
So much of all that
life might have to offer
The kind of stuff made
of illusion
As no one can still
expect anything from life
And yet
Oh such creativity
Can bring you down to
your knees
As speaking in such
terms
Requires more than life
ever had to offer
Or could ever provide
None of it is worth it
As nothing is worth
anything in this world
Having the guts of
making a killing of it
And never mind about
the consequences
The following death
right after
I am the very
definition of
Des Écrits Déchaînés
It comes at a price
A price too high to pay
For anyone still in
it’s right mind
Still
I am still alive
I am still breathing
I am still free
Perhaps the nightmare
is all in the mind
Someone has to
sacrifice himself or herself
And yet
It might all be in vain
in the end
None of it was worth it
Being the very
definition of anything
Is a waste of time and
energy
A wasted life
Les écrits déchaînés
Sont des écrits perdus
Perdus pour l’éternité
Not sure how long I
will be able
To sustain it
It is simply killing me
I might as well just
die
Oh how I welcome it
Les écrits déchaînés
Happen only
By accident
Playing in the big leagues
And every search on the
Internet
Leading right to me
Am I not on the top of
the world?
From the West Coast to
the East Coast
From
From
Have you not heard my
name yet?
I am extreme
So extreme
I cannot sleep at night
I can no longer
function
A real killer it is
To be extreme
As the only way one can
be heard
In this world
I am British
Right from
That is who I am
Or maybe it was
It was certainly
And then
All those things and
more
This is who I am
Or perhaps I was just a
Canadian
To start up with
Yes
I remember
I remember the
Parliament
Maybe I am not that
great after all
Oh wait
It was
That is who I really am
Not even
It was the North
So far in the North
My God!
I might as well be an
Eskimo
The
My God!
Better not forget who I
am
I am nothing!
No wonder!
No wonder I am so
extreme
As only through being extreme
An Eskimo
Could ever hope to be
heard
And reach the top of
the world
Might seem like nothing
to you
It means everything to
me
It justifies who I am
Extreme
Overall I am nothing
So who cares what I
say?
Who cares what I write?
As long as it has
Any kind of impact?
I don’t care to die
I don’t care for what
people think
I don’t care for a
reputation
Or any kind of
credibility
I am nothing
I will never be
anything
I might as well be as
extreme as I wish
I might as well be on top
of the world
Never should I forget
that
I do need my sleep
I need not worry about
what I might have become
I am nothing
I might as well become
whatever
I can imagine
Sacrifice it all
In the name of Art
As long as I make a
point
As long as I become
anything
As long as I change the
world
Better not forget who I
am
I am nothing
And as such
I can state whatever I
want
Without the need to
think about
Consequences
Better not forget who I
am
A ray of sunlight
Just came through the
window
My God!
So much dust in the
air!
What am I to do?
Is there anything I can
do at this point?
Can I still save this
world?
I don’t think you fully
realise
How much dust there is
In this world
Floating in the air
Everywhere
From
From
Dust everywhere!
In the air!
Till we all are
completely dead!
My God!
I refuse to live in a
world full of dust particles
They have to be
eradicated
Or else, I am not
responsible
For the consequences
Of such travesty
The speckles of dust
are everywhere
They explain everything
They control our lives
I know of a wonderful
machine
Which will get rid of
them all
Some sort of killing
machine
Out of control
My God!
You never believed
It was possible
To breathe pure air
I am telling you
It is possible
I will make it happen
I will make it a
reality
My God!
I will!
I do not believe in
slugs taking over the world
I am still my own
master
I am still strong and
powerful
I see slugs everywhere
Making this life such a
misery
I never thought I would
ever kill
Anything which was
alive
But I do have to draw
the line somewhere
I cannot let those
slugs take over this world
I have to flush them
all down the drain
I used to throw them
outside
Now there are too many
All over the place
I can no longer be
bothered
Slugs simply have to
die
I am still my own
master
I am still strong and
powerful
I will not let slugs
take over the world
No matter how parasitic
they have proven to be
Simple
They all need to die
They all need to be
eradicated
They have grown to
become resistant
To slug pellets
Well
I will use fire if
necessary
I will use nuclear
weapons if necessary
But the slugs of this
world
Will be exterminated!
Snails everywhere
They only come out in
the rain
When it is so miserable
outside
I just walk all over
them
Oh
For a long time
I tried
I tried to spare them
I tired of sparing them
Now
I believe
It is the destiny of
snails to be crushed to death!
And so
I will crush them all!
I will not feel guilt
about it
It is their destiny
Each of us live in its
own scale universe
Where we understand a
certain reality
Where we exist in a
certain reality
Some people do
understand
Others are hopeless
They hinder the
evolution of the species
They drive it to
extinction
And so
Before this world ends
I will walk all over the
place
Crushing any snail
along the way
Snails are everywhere
How could I hope not to
crush them all
On my way out of this
world?
Nothing
more disgusting than earthworms
You know what is an
earthworm
It is slimy
You picked them up at
night
When they break in two
They still manage to
survive
What a scandal!
They are still quite
unknown
They are both male and
female
No wonder
I bet they can
self-reproduce
Earthworms offer
themselves as bait
Fully aware of what
they are doing
That way
They catch so many fish
Because fish are the
least intelligent species on Earth
They will go for the
Earthworm every time
Even though
They should know by now
Earthworms do not live
in water
This is what is so
exasperating
About this world
As there is no hope
Fish always go for
Earthworms
No matter how slimy
they are
Not realising
That something is wrong
They do not live in
water!
They get caught every
time
There is no hope
This world is doomed!
Soon there will be no
fish left in the pond
The Earthworms will see
to that
I will alone survive
this world
As I could not care
less
For slugs
Snails
Earthworms
And the likes
There is no dust under
water!
And there is no air
either
I will see the end of
this world
I have only one wish
To exterminate them all
Before witnessing the
end of the world
For everything there is
For everything there
was
There is always someone
somewhere
Who figured it all out
And spoke out loud for
the rest of humanity
You are so lost!
Powerless to anything
this world has to offer
So many answers to so
many things!
Is it not time to
understand it all?
To make sense of it
all?
If we cannot do so now
It is a safe bet we
never will
Everything has been
said
Everything has been
thought of
Yet, we do not hear, we
do not see
The truth
And we feel we are all
alone
Trying to figure it all
out
So
We will have to
Reach some sort of
conclusion
And figure it all out
for ourselves
Les oiseaux ne chantent
pas ainsi
À cinq heures du matin
Mais voilà
Nous chantons ainsi
Toute la nuit
À l’infini
Comme c’est bien ici
Comme tout va bien par
ici
Et que j’aime et que
j’aime
Sans arrêt, sans limite
Un monde parfait
Mais que tout est noir
En ces champs
Je vois la mort,
au-delà l’existence
L’enfer est si près du
paradis
Mais c’est un rêve
Mais facilement
Tellement plus vrai
Que ce monde
Je m’arrête pour
regarder
Le monde tourner
Mais tourne-t-il?
Non, je ne le vois pas
Tout est si noir par
ici
C’est le noir que je
vois
Parce que dans ce monde
C’est tout ce qu’il y a
à voir
Mais ce monde il est
noir
Tout est noir en ce
monde
Mais moi
Je dois chanter un
monde parfait
Comme il est bien ce
monde
Mais les oiseaux
Ils ne chantent pas
ainsi
À cinq heures du matin
Mais moi
Je ne chante pas ainsi
À cinq heures du matin
Un monde blanc et
merveilleux
Enneigé à souhait
C’est noël tous les
jours
Est-ce que je dois
chanter ainsi?
Ce monde il n’est pas
vrai
Les champs de blé
Les belles poupées
bombées
Et tout le tralalère
Et tout cet enfer
En ce monde si noir
Les oiseaux ne chantent
pas ainsi
Je ne chante pas ainsi
Et pourtant vous voilà
Chantant, chantons
L’indonoir
Le monde a changé
J’ai changé
Nous avons changé
C’est n’est plus
pareille
Et pourtant
C’est la même chose
And I don’t care
Les oiseaux ne chantent
pas ainsi
Et pourtant
Nous chantons ainsi
Parce que c’est ça la
vie
C’est ça qui nous
permet
De nous évader
De ce monde si noir
Ces champs de blé
Évanoui à l’infini
Il existe encore un
espoir
Et cet espoir c’est le
rêve
Ici ce soir
Les oiseaux ne chantent
pas ainsi
À cinq heures du matin
Mais voilà
Chantons ainsi
Toute la nuit
À l’infini
Cet espoir
C’est ici
Ce soir
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To be continued
Roland
Michel Tremblay